"... if you kiss me from Julia, I'll stop"
Aldar laughs as he turns his sweet gaze straight at me.
I can't stand it for some reason even though I know I've been told a hell of a lot of things when my thoughts start to dull with alcohol.
But you can't do something so embarrassing with little remaining reason! I was complaining, and I should have reached out. That has been a cursorier move than I think for a long time.
Put your hands on Aldar's shoulder so he can support you and gaze at you.
(embarrassing)
Is it because of alcohol or was I intoxicated by this air that I can't get my eyes off of thinking so? Either way, Aldar, looking up at me confused, seemed like fun.
I don't like that somehow, and if I held his head in, it seemed unexpected, and his prank hand stops. I thought it would be just fine to lose sight of my pleasant face. Satisfaction was also achieved.
Something's wrong with my stiffer hair than I usually thought I'd try touching his taller, harder to touch hair, but my fingers are so good I touch them many times.
"... you'd be drunk"
Aldar shifts his face just a little out of my arms and tells me like he's frightened.
Yeah, maybe I am.
'Cause if I'm normal, I mean, like this!
Twitching and shame began with Aldar's words, and when I panicked and spread my arms, it was normal, but the balance went out and I had a pitiful voice, "Hih," and then I started clinging to Aldar's neck again... oh, what am I doing now?
"Oops."
"Oh, sorry"
"No... I guess it's because I'm a little too well"
Thanks to my firm support, I had an amazing sense of stability even out of balance, but I accidentally got a sigh of sigh from my own lapse, and Aldar mistook me for wondering if I was afraid of that, which rubbed my back gently.
"... we need to be able to do this quickly and firmly."
"Huh?"
"No, I'm just sweet on Julia."
"... I'm sweet on Aldar too, aren't I?
"See, that's how I spoil it. I don't think so, 'cause guys like me are gonna be in good shape any minute."
Laughing Aldar's face is gentle everywhere, and yeah, I guess I'm the one spoiled, but he said he wasn't, and I still couldn't think well about whether he was getting a little drunk.
But the hand holding me was warm and gentle, Aldar's voice was sweet, what a sweeter gaze, and I felt that what I was a little anxious about disappeared as if the ice were melting.
(But I'm sure I'll be anxious over and over again)
I'm sure that doesn't end there.
You know, Primera, even if you don't think you need to be a villain's warrant... in the end, her love will work or she'll be harassed, and there's nothing unpleasant about the debates on government and so on, and she'll be harassed through.
There's nothing after that because I got over something, for God's sake, it can't be life.
So I don't think all the things that I find disturbing in the end because of how mediocre I am myself, how much I have emerged, and how blessed I am around me will ever disappear.
Something I meant to know and didn't. It really fell into my chest, and I stared at Aldar.
"What's wrong?
Silently, you wondered about me growing up. Aldar tipped his neck.
Yeah, he's still handsome, but he's cute... how can the world be like this...
"... Aldar"
"Yeah."
"I'm drunk."
"Yeah?"
To my abrupt proclamation, Aldar tilted his neck only slightly.
I don't even have to think about it myself, but women are brave!
Now, I have a consciousness that I haven't thought about properly either, and I feel a bit hotter than usual because of the alcohol.
... so this isn't the level where I lose my memory the next morning or anything like that.
But just a little more than usual, can I step out? I feel so weakened in reason as to what I think.
That's why I'm drunk.
(... I'm talking about declaring that there was such an excuse and what to do)
But I am aware that I need such a prefecture.
Because I'm a woman who doesn't have confidence in herself.
No, I'm talking about not being confident in a place like that!?
I'm pretty confident about your job though!
I can't believe Aldar's got his support, pinching his face with both hands and kissing him from himself.
If I were you, I wouldn't think about it, would I? I can't even think about it.
That's a naive thing compared to the kiss Aldar always does anymore, or he just pushed his lips on it, well, still kissing is kissing.
During the New Year's festival, I slowly stacked it to salvage the unconscious minutes that I had taken to plunder, and left.
I wasn't more embarrassed than I thought, and the power of alcohol is great...... what a bit of an idiot I thought.
No. Is this embarrassment just breaking the limit already? So think weird.
As soon as I started thinking about that with my head, Aldar hugged me so hard.
Hold on, hold on. Gibb, gibb!
The wine I just drank is coming out!!
Well, I enjoyed the fact that there was a dignity here that I wanted to protect as a woman or as a person.
"Oh, there is - ru...?
"Damn, Julia... always"
"Oh, is it my fault"
"I want you to be so unconscious."
"'Cause didn't Aldar tell you to kiss me!
"No, I told you, and I'm glad to hear that."
While I was half-hearted by Aldar, who would admit it all the time, staring at him with the feeling of why, then, returned a great sigh.
"Julia, I want you to drink when you're with me. I especially hope you don't drink with the opposite sex."
"What about Metabon or Mr. Sebastian?
"... don't drink as much as you can if you can"
"If that's about it"
I don't drink much in the first place!
If Aldar is comfortable with that, I'll accept as much as I can.
Definitely not like drinking......
You didn't think I'd snort lightly, Aldar looked subtle.
Yeah... I didn't say so myself.
"I don't know what to say to myself, but I think it was a lot of binding remark."
"Right, but 'if you can', right?
"... well, yes"
"You know it's aldar enough to drink lightly in an adult relationship, right?
"Well, you know what?"
"Then. Fine. If you understand the area."
Speaking of which, Aldar also looked more subtle than earlier.
Isn't that why you mentioned it? I think so, though.
"... I wonder if Julia would spoil me too much"
"Really?
I tilt my neck when I'm told.
I wish I was just spoiled more, but if I was someone else, I'm sure I didn't make the request Aldar had made a one-stop deal. Oh, except for Primera! Unless it's a hell of a favor from Primera anymore, I want to make it happen!!
"That must be it."
"Yeah?"
"Because I like Aldar."
"... so..., oh already..."
I dropped my shoulder like Aldar was weak.
Oh, my God, I was honest with you. I couldn't help but think so, but for some reason I was so satisfied where his hand held me was unwavering.
"Julia."
"Yes?"
"It doesn't matter what Mrs. Credritus said. I personally asked her to be my lover because I like Julia.... I don't care about the Baum family, I like you."
It comes in when that content, which clearly tells me, goes into my unworked head.
I was happy with the words, and when I hugged her, Aldar seemed to exhale again.
"... the power of alcohol, or..."
Such a whine was also in my ear.
Yeah, well. I'm sure I'll roll around when I get back to my primacy, too, so now I want you to forgive me.