"No matter how close we are now! If Mrs. Credritus finds out she's a real mother, Aldar will break your heart!!
Mr. Murietta's voice comes back to life.
What I should protect, Primera, is the Lord who cares like a daughter... and everyone in the Princess's Palace, a subordinate to me.
So, what about Aldar?
It's important and important about Aldar... but I feel different about protecting it.
Of course I have the sentiment to unconditionally do something for this guy. I want to do what I can for whoever I want.
Aldar's the fact? If it hurts to hear that, I'd like to help you heal that wound by my side.
(But... I don't think I should say it, and for what I didn't ask, I think I should... His Royal Highness Wang also tells me that there is no need to speak out)
Guru, it was messy in my head, and it was painful in my chest.
Oh, that's why I wanted time to think.
Aldar is a very strong man.
Sometimes my heart gets weak, but he's kind and strong.
For me, he's the kind of guy who can face his family from himself over his previous tenacity. So even I was not confused by Mr. Murietta's words.
I'm sure that's all Aldar has to say about Count Baum because he's a "clumsy person” and I still don't quite understand how he behaves towards Lady Credritus... but no, it's about the other house, so don't stick your neck in it.
Besides, Mrs. Baum cared so much about Aldar, and that lady used to say, 'Aldar is the eldest son dear to our couple'.
So Mr. Murietta's very words, I mean, I don't take them that seriously, or, no, yeah, because I think they were all kinds of unsavory remarks, and I'm worried about that because neither Aldar nor I have half the feeling involved.
(Well, I'm talking about what I'm worried about about)
I went inside the room and recommended the chair to Aldar, and I got up and turned my back on him because I would make tea. One softly sigh.
But this doesn't buy me any time.
What I want to protect as a samurai, not anymore than when it was all in equals.
That's so much.
Is it such a difficult thing?
"Julia?"
"Yes, I have something for you, but I have some tea treats to keep, so I'll take them!
"... yeah, I get it"
My chest warms up to Aldar, who knows I'm looking strange but doesn't say anything and ends with one bitter smile.
To Aldar, who told me he liked working for me, as a samurai... I couldn't say more on my own than I swore I wouldn't use my mouth, but would that be dishonest as a lover? That's where it's hooked.
Then I suppose we should talk, but I don't want to inadvertently confuse Aldar either.
(... hmm)
It gets messy in my head.
But that's why I can't stay like this.
"Thank you for waiting"
Aldar gave me a small grin back when I returned with a can of cookies.
... I guess what I can do to this guy?
(Oh, well)
I didn't know my real mother the same way, but I was probably loved and he wasn't.
Still, I could face my family properly, Aldar, and me braved by it.
Aldar is the one who is walking ahead of me both one and two steps...... although I admire him and like him as a proper one and... would like to be with him all the time if he could.
(I wonder if I'm worthy of it...)
As a samurai, I'm quite capable, but can't you find that I can make you Aldar personally? I wonder if that's why my head was messed up.
"How was Lord Aeren, whom I haven't seen in a long time?
"You seemed fine. It's a totally new wife atmosphere..."
"Well, good if you seem happy. Lord Eddie and I broke up the other day."
"You did, didn't you"
When I sat across the street and had a casual conversation, I was badly relieved.
Yeah, I stayed nervous. I thought, 'What am I going to do' until earlier, but it's cash stuff. I couldn't help but laugh.
"What's wrong?
"Oh no... Aldar came and had a tea party earlier... and then I had a little report, and it seemed like I was pretty tired too"
"Hmm?"
"When I drank tea like this with Aldar, it was something that I thought would finally taste good."
It's not like Mr. Aeren's tea wasn't delicious!?
But, you know, it happened, and she wanted me to have some fun at the end, and I don't know what tea tastes like anymore.
"... Mr. Aeren, when he settled down on the border, he said he wanted a child"
"Heh."
"I was looking at that face, and I was just wondering. Hey, Aldar... maybe you shouldn't ask me this, but did you ever think that you wanted to see your mother?
I asked a thoughtful question and I still looked straight at Aldar.
He seemed surprised by the abrupt question, but he didn't show any discomfort, and while relieved by it, I kept saying.
"I... to tell you the truth, I never really thought I'd want to see you about your mother, who didn't remember much because she was a child. Because I remember being your mother-in-law, who was married one day."
Sometimes it's because I had memories of a previous life. There was a part of me that thought I couldn't help it.
But for that matter, when I was in the spirit of being an adult, some of them just remembered my mother. Warm hands, I guess that's what that guy who was holding me feels like.
But when I grew up, I thought of a time when my father was a cute little kid who wouldn't worry more than I wanted to fall in love with your mother, and I also wanted to look far away...
I wonder if this topic is a mine for Aldar in a way, would it have been too abrupt!? From Mr. Aeren's story, I think he brought it gently!
This makes me want to think a lot about what Aldar thinks... not too bad. I can't tell you. So much so that I should be allowed to explore what I can personally do......!!
"Oh, yeah... yeah"
Aldar also tried to think a little, then he looked at this one and gently reached out and stroked my cheek. What, did you need that action now?
"I guess I used to think a little. When Mrs. Credritus told me that the Baum family didn't need a child, I wondered if my real mother would show up and take me out... what a thought I had."
……
"But well, at the same time, I glanced at swordsmanship because Mrs. Credritus told me she was a useless child abandoned by her real mother. Well, now my mother-in-law thinks I'm my mother..."
"Aldar......"
"Mother-in-law, when you first met me, you said, 'I just got the wrong belly to be born, it's my own son'.... Even then, I was angry at the person who said it, but now that I think about it, I think he was quite prepared and affectionate."
To Aldar, who laughed fondly and remembered, I had a painful stomach until earlier, and I felt that feeling soothed.
Oh, yeah, right.
I won't tell you how much I want to throw everything away. Aldar doesn't say.
"... Aldar"
"Yeah?"
"There's so much going on at this tea party, there's so much I can't tell you. That's what I don't think I can say as a samurai, and still... if anything happens, if there's anything I can do for Aldar... if there's anything I can do, say it."
"... well, I guess so"
Aldar, who laughed softly at my words, must have guessed something.
Yeah, well, that would have been easy to understand because he was behaving suspiciously! I won't just twist or anything today. Yeah, it's getting worse.
Aldar grinned as he waited to see what he was going to say.
"Let me sweeten you"
"What?"
"What will you do?
"Well..."
Don't you have any trouble suddenly shaking me like that? Makes you sweet, um... tea, sweets... already served, and doesn't make you sweet.
(Oh, yeah)
I've come up with something good!!
I put the teacup down and thought for a moment before sitting back next to Aldar.
I let Aldar pound on my knees looking at the behavior in a strange way.
When I was young, Melek or Primera wanted to sweeten me, she did it for me!
"What about knee pillows!
"... no, yeah, I'm glad, but I guess not"
As Aldar held his mouth and laughed, I thought I was panicking after a little while when you said something outrageous...