I was Reincarnated and Now I’m a Maid

I spent a little time in the conversation room with Yuna, and when I returned to my room, I couldn't feel like resting.

How, when, where, and what did you do that was right?

Such thoughts go around in your head.

Even if you know you can't find the answer.

When I left the conversation room, I heard Yuna crying.

But I couldn't look back.

Though my chest hurt, I had to.

……

"Dear Filila Dirne, it's time to rest....."

Rene speaks up worried.

Ah, it must be all our fault that something worried her.

Yuna's gone too.

Then shall I also correct it?

I thought so.

"Hey, Rene, I may have been... wrong all along."

"... Princess?"

"If you break my heart and convince me, Yuna will find out one day.That's what I thought.... but that was a mistake in the first place, me and my family. "

"... that's..."

I didn't have to look back at my words with Rene in trouble.

Still, I am not going to revoke my remarks.

I wonder if he seemed like a cold person.

Rene and I have always been together since we were young... because she was kind to Yuna.

Still, I try to save myself that I was wrong.You have to skip it.

"I am a princess."

A business that started with interest.

Reality as a woman, duty as a royal family.

I just don't like being daughter-in-law, and I wanted to show you that I'm a useful person.

I'm not who I was in my dreams.

If you think about it now, you're laughing at yourself for choosing to do a lot of troublesome things.

But I don't regret it.

(No, you still regret it.)

As Yuna says, she was "special" to me.

No, it wasn't something special or anything like that.

For to me, she was like one of my family, one of my sisters.

Laugh together, cry, run around.

Those days were very, very important to me.

(But that was... well, it was never the same.)

Since when has Yuna stopped seeing me as her 'sister'?

Or have you gone crazy because you see me as your "sister"?

"... I don't know."

No matter how much you think about it, the answer is unlikely.

But the answer came from within me.

"I am the royal family, and Yuna is under its command."

I think Primera's attitude was the right one.

And it came to pass in my eyes that there was something between her and her maid beyond her subordination.

But they showed clearly.

that they are subordinate.

(If he understood and spoke the boundaries to be preserved as a chief subordinate, and stood close to him)

If we had been like them, would we have been able to have a 'special' relationship like Yuna said when we were young?

We were halfway between each other.

Everyone stayed in a standing position where they couldn't answer each other, so everyone stayed ambiguous and didn't know what to do.

Because you will eventually know.

Grow up.

When you grow up.

We both assumed that they would deceive us with such words and understand us on their own.

(If you say it in words, you'll understand)

I didn't think so without doing anything.

But there was something between us that was not decisive.

Awareness.

That's all.

"... Rene, as the Third Princess of the Marinal Kingdom... I don't think I was conscious enough to marry the Prince of Coolaum and build friendship between the two countries."

"Princess."

Take a deep breath, one.

It's settled.

I am a princess.

No matter how close Yuna is,

It is over today that I was sweetening her behavior because she is a milk sister.

(No, no, maybe you did)

I didn't want to be a bad person against her.

So maybe someone else was blaming her and hoping to keep her away.

And I'm sure everyone was together.

I wanted to be kind to her. That's all.

It's ironic that you're going to hurt too much as a result.

(... don't ask anyone.This was about me and Yuna.)

What else can you do besides marry?

Just as I explored it, I will now discipline myself severely and lead a life without shame as a princess.

As I see myself as the future sister, I will apprentice Primera, who has given me the opportunity to reflect on my attitude.

(If Yuna)

What would I have been if I had leaned aside to understand my position, like the maid who supports Primera?

(... I'm sure it won't change now.)

He was a child everywhere who could not learn unless he failed.

If it was just a kid, I'm sure it would have been nice.

Even an innocent kid would have laughed.

But I'm a princess.

Yuna is nothing but a nanny's daughter.

I am a woman, a princess, and I started a business, and I know that I was seen with strange eyes in the surrounding countries as a strange person who even came to the Chamber of Commerce.

Sometimes a friendship came for the financial strength of the Chamber of Commerce, but I stuck to it.

When I think about it now, I understand that what your father, the king, forgave me, is also quite sweet.

But at the time... he was still a strong child.It's just an excuse.

I want to serve my country as a royal family.

But I don't want to be a wedding pawn.

I have to lead the Chamber of Commerce.

I think it was like that.

"René, send the knight to the Talbot Chamber of Commerce first thing tomorrow morning.I can't break the knight of the guard any more, but Yuna needs to get back to her country as soon as possible. "

"Yes, sir."

"... I didn't want to borrow much from that Chamber of Commerce, but I can't help it."

I have caused too much trouble to the people of Coolaum.

It would be more rude to ask for more.

I, the LORD, am responsible for all that Yuna has done.

Now I feel it even more strongly.

Oh, I was going to grow up, but I was just a kid who grew up spoiled by my family.

(... it's all embarrassing, but if you're aware of it, don't shy away from it. That's all.)

Previously, the Talbot Chamber of Commerce had a business relationship.

It is difficult because I have not had much connection with the Rijl Chamber of Commerce until now, but if the Talbot Chamber of Commerce has a relationship that I have cultivated in the previous business, I can ask you to kindly send Yuna.

A little business may incur painful expenses, but this should be separated from what is needed.

"René"

"Yes"

"If Yuna decides to leave, I won't drop her off.... but you can drop him off.Of course, I can't help but report the incident to my original parents, so I won't be spared the punishment, but it's also necessary for her. "

"... Philla Dirne."

"I am a princess. She was a princess.... because I'm not Yuna's sister. "

"Yes, sir."

"... I'm going to rest now. You can rest now."

When I saw René go out with his head down, I lay down on my bed.

I thought I would never forget the day when there were no tears.

Just as you said goodbye to me, not me, that day.