How long have you been standing in the garden after that?
In terms of time, I'm sure it wasn't a big deal.
But somehow, I can't feel a bundle at my feet.
No, I'm sure it's a solid step, as there were no intercommunications.
Still, I felt as if my feet were wobbling.
(Why?)
I don't doubt Aldar's love or think he would be dishonest with me.
Not to mention, I don't think the upper echelons or Talbot, who plays a leading role, will allow me to meet Murietta alone.
I mean, it's like a secret society, and I don't have a very good image of two unmarried, fiancée noble ladies and men alone.
The fact that Aldar and I are meeting each other is because they say they're lovers, and they don't say anything about it... even if she doesn't know about it, there's no way the surroundings are nice.
That's why it's impossible for us to be alone.
However, even if someone was present, it is only a fact that Aldar met her.
So, what do I feel anxious about?
I don't know myself.
(Something I'm not sure about may make me angry)
For Aldar, for me, I can't wipe out the feeling of being caught up outside a mosquito net, but I can't reject it because it is different if I ask if it is an impossible problem for us.
Not to mention, as an adult, grievances can be somewhat swallowed up if they are within the scope of your job responsibilities.
This time, I... I'm sure I just wanted to hear from Aldar.
I don't think I wanted anyone else's mouth to breathe in any extra information.
If I had only received the words of Aldar and listened to them without thinking of anything extra, this would not have happened.
I'm starting to murmur.
I don't know who this frustration is going towards.
I went to the garden to calm my feelings, but I felt more restless after all.
(No, I can't face Aldar like this.)
Even though it's going to be a pleasant trip, I must be worried about Aldar with this feeling.
I am very sorry if I think so, but there is a reason that this feeling must be clear because you talk to me, and it is very difficult to understand while talking about yourself.
On the way to the Princess Palace, I noticed that there were no people.
Unlike the inner and outer palaces, the corridors leading to the Royal Palace are not unusual in themselves, and the sound of patrolling guards walking and the voices of people working nearby are naturally heard.
It's just that there are no people in the hallway.
Being completely unattended is a royal castle, especially a royal palace.
However, I felt like I was standing alone in the hallway, like I was in an isolated place.
(No)
Because I was depressed, I shook my neck loosely to the left and right and tried to shake off that idea.
I'm not physically able to do that... but I also feel a little refreshed.
Julia?
"... Aldar"
"I'm glad you made a mistake.I was worried when I heard your father called me... Julia? "
I felt my eyebrows approaching as Aldar approached me in relief.
Even though I was relieved to see him, Mr. Murietta's appearance flashed in my head and my reason complained that it would not happen, but my feeling that I hated him because I liked him... I don't know why.
Aldar, who seemed to have noticed something strange about me, looked sharp.
I don't know why, but I'm going to cry.
My chest hurts a lot, but I know that Aldar is not bad.
However, when I opened my mouth, I was afraid that I would jump out complaining about him.
"Julia, what's going on?"
"... Aldar..."
Gently speaking, it worries me.
I know, I know, I understand.
I wonder why I feel so rough.
Aldar, I'm sorry.
What?
"I promised to go to the Mansion with you today... but tomorrow morning, I'll go to the Mansion.So, today... go alone. "
Julia?
"I'm sorry."
Yeah, I'm not cool.
Tomorrow morning, I'll be calm.
So, please, I wish I could keep doing that, but when I got out of my mind, I just pushed and killed myself feeling like I was screaming, and when I told you that, I slipped through Aldar's side.Pretend to be as calm as you can.
(Oh, how selfish.)
Aldar is not bad.
Perhaps there are occasions when I should listen and complain, but I can only escape with my ears shut while I haven't heard anything from him yet.
Such a pathetic self, he slipped through in disguise of calm, and then rushed to his room, knowing that he had bad manners.
Come on, come on.
I want to be alone and throw up this feeling that I don't really understand by pressing my face against the pillow.
Julia!
But Aldar will catch my hand soon enough.
I guess so. I wish you'd left me alone. I couldn't see him.
Oh, they caught me!
"Let go... please, Aldar, please...!"
"No, Julia, please."
He stared at me in a way that pushed me against the door of the room in an attempt to squeeze and wave Aldar's hand away.
The distance was like a kiss, and his blue eyes seemed to show my crying face, making me cry even more.
"... I can largely predict what my father said.But if it hurts you, you'd better hit me with it. "
"Ya, chi, no... no, no, no."
I couldn't explain what was different, and Aldar looked hard on me just to deny it.
"No... and I can't let you get away with it."
"What..."
Let him go? I don't know what he's talking about.
Seeing me tilt my neck at the words, Aldar took on a small, bitter smile and completely forgot to resist me.
Hieee!?
I think there was a scream that didn't suit the occasion.
I wondered if I could hear a bit more of a maiden voice... but I can hear a lot of maidens coming out of an aggressive voice!
I don't know what I thought.
"I'm sorry, Sebastian, but I'll take Julia with me.I will send someone over later, so please take Yulia's luggage. "
"Eh, Eh!? Sebastian's here!?"
"Very well. In exchange for the luggage, may I have the uniform of the maid of honor, one or two of your clothes, and some of the townhouses of the Baum family could be rented out to our guests."
"I understand."
"Hey Sebastian, come on! Ahhn!?"
I don't see Sebastian in my sight because he's in charge, but, uh, wait a minute. Where's my human rights?
That's true if they say it's worse to run away, but there's no room for discussion!
"I want you to talk to me properly.Then I'll hear as many complaints as I can. "
That's what Aldar said as he walked out, and I said it all the time.
No, yeah, that's right... because I ran away from the discussion and everything...
Sebastian, who looked like Aldar was walking out, had a very good smile and a handkerchief.
I'd like to inquire later about how you're holding up your thumb.
"... Julia can tell me more."
"Um, Aldar."
"I know that you are causing more trouble.So I want you to tell me. It may be my selfishness. "
"Um! I understand, I understand!"
At least stop taking responsibility!!
Improved by desperate appeals.Good, before someone finds out.
But I didn't think I'd be too embarrassed to be hugged...!!