When I arrived at the Townhouse, I was forced to change and went to Aldar's room, and now.
I sat down on the bed on Aldar.
"... um, Julia, could you raise your face?"
"Really! I'm sorry!!"
"No, well, I know how sorry you feel."
Aldar's bitter smile and confusion are conveyed without seeing them.
No, that's right, it's a sight your lover wouldn't normally think of sitting on the bed, you know. I can see that!
But there are situations where I have to, and that's exactly what I am now.
Why would you do that?
That was what Aldar told me.
Basically, I tend to swallow even if there's something I don't like... I was going to talk to my needle grandmother before and understand.
This time, Murietta tried to escape by deciding that it was a mistake to hit Aldar, even if she thought about it or something.
I was told that he didn't like it, or that it was about us, so I wanted him to hit me.
Yeah, so far, I think it's a good thing for a normal lover.
Isn't it nice to have a relationship where we can talk about what we both think?
But here's the problem.
(How much... how much experience do you lack in this kind of thing, and if you just cry... not at all!)
I remember tearing with total capacity over-the-counter dissatisfaction and anxiety from my immaturity, their behavior to date, and nontheoretical words about them.
On the other hand, Aldar was very happy and happy to receive all of it.
... you're so happy.
I'm just tired and asleep! Kids!
(When I wake up, like Aldar's arm pillow!What's the situation!!)
So, immediately after I woke up, I sat down.
It's totally dark outside the window, and when we got here, it was still pretty bright... and I'm glad I wasn't sleepy?
No, I can't tell you... no, ahh, I want to come in if there's a hole!!
Aldar told me to raise my face, but I'm embarrassed that I can't raise my face any more!!
Hmm, it's hard to talk like this.
"Ugh...."
"Besides, don't you want to wash your face because you cried so much?"
"Uuu...."
"... just a moment. You don't want the maids to know, do you?"
A gentle voice and a big hand feeling that strokes my hair with fluffiness.
And the sound of the door closing.
I wonder if Aldar will provide me with a wet towel or something, so I can relax from inside my body... I'm going to be beaten up by pity.
"... I don't know why I went to bed crying just because I talked..."
When I got here, Aldar was still tingling and honestly scared.
However, I'm glad to be called to talk to the face, but I'm trying to keep my mouth shut and go back to my prepared guest room....
You were told that you wanted to catch me trying to escape like that again, push me down to bed, and talk to me.
So, give up and talk... no, wait?
... like pushing him down...?
I mean, they pushed you down, right?
(Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!?)
When I remembered how it happened, I raised my face so vigorously that I once again understood what was happening to me.
No, no, no, this isn't it. It's too bad.
How scary is it that Aldar is more rational than dangerous in this case?That wasn't the problem.
I unexpectedly double-checked that this bed belonged to Aldar and got out of the awkwardness and rushed to the chair in his room, but I can't wipe it anymore...!!
(I don't know if I should say roomwear in the first place... but it's not good to be alone in a heterosexual room with a lover dressed like that...)
That's all for now.
I've spent a lot of time alone in my private room in the royal castle, so it's really time!!
Still, that's his parents' house... no, home?I don't know how to describe it in this case, but there's too much of that, right?
(No, no, calm down, Julia. This is when you have to be calm...!!)
Yes, calm down.
If you calm down, you should be able to handle it.
You can do it, it's mine.We've been through a few pretty rushed moments, so we should be able to handle it!
Calm down, yes, calm down...
(Can you be?!)
Close your eyes and breathe deeply.
Then I tried counting prime numbers, but I couldn't!
"Thank you for waiting."
"Hya!!"
The moment Aldar came back, trying to mislead various feelings with a big sigh, I replied strangely.
Aldar must have noticed that, but don't push me in... oh, yeah, I like that kind of place...
Not me!
At least! I wanted a knock...!!
No, this is Aldar's room, so I don't think it's the right thing to say, so I couldn't say anything.
Maybe I knocked... and I'm scared to hear it when I think I might not have noticed it by myself.
"Yes, please."
"... thank you, Aldar"
The towel I received was slightly warm, and I wondered if you had bothered to prepare it with hot water, but, no, I'm quite... happy with that attention.
Calm down?
"... yeah, maybe...?"
"I wonder why it's so questionable."
If I still look at Aldar with a little bit of a shy, eye-catching towel, isn't he just laughing kindly?
"... if you can stare at me like that, I won't be stuck here very long, so please stop."
"The tone is somebody else's behavior, isn't it?"
"Don't push me into a situation that I have to!?"
Oh, you're in a hurry because you fall asleep suddenly while we're talking.
"Terrible!"
When I laugh at each other, I feel a little bit less embarrassed.
I don't suppose I should have done this for as long as I thought he was telling me a joke to calm the situation down.
"... I'm relieved. I'm really glad Julia told me the truth, but I'm not worried that I didn't hear it until now."
"Aldar...?"
After laughing at each other, Aldar stared at me with a serious face and connected his hands.
My hands aren't trembling, but I feel like I'm trembling somewhere... is it because I'm trembling?
I've seen this look somewhere.
Where the hell did you see that?
With that in mind, Aldar continued to speak in a calm tone.
"Julia, can I fulfill my promise to tell you everything now?"
Huh?
"The truth is, I was going to talk slowly... little by little during my trip.I thought it shouldn't be a burden on you to talk.But I want to talk now. "
"... yeah, I don't mind..."
"Thank you."
Aldar smiled and smiled at my words and looked kind of blown out.