I was Reincarnated and Now I’m a Maid

428: I'm finally letting go.

Lady Yuna, what was next?

"This concludes our schedule for today.Tomorrow morning, after discussions with the market fresh food director, I plan to go there to prepare for school. "

"Oh, that kind of thing... it's troublesome, but it can't be helped."Tomorrow morning, I'm not going on a horse-drawn carriage, I'm going on a walk. "

Got it.

Reed Marc Rizil.

Trace of the Chamber of Commerce of Rigil, son.

For some reason, a boy who likes me as a sinner and takes me around as a secretary has no idea what my intentions are.

... you don't have to think too much thanks to your dizzy days.

You're starting to look good.

"... what will happen?"

"Fufu, when I was deposited at the Rigil Chamber of Commerce, I thought she was a very bad-looking woman, but now I can calm down and look at her."... did something happen? "

The way I say it makes me angry, but this man probably doesn't really think of me as his subordinate.

In fact, I don't think I'm your boss either.

I'm no doubt the superior of the working Chamber of Commerce... but my loyalty is still in the Kingdom of the Marinals.In turn, to Lady Filila Dirne.

But I'm sure I've settled down a little.

"... I see. If so, since Baroness Winner met me..."

Huh?

Reed Mark looked at us with unusual interest, but I pushed him into the carriage and bowed instead of continuing any further.

Well then, I'll pick you up at the main office tomorrow morning.

My room is not at the head office.

Of course, I'm just a sinner who was deposited with the Lygian Chamber of Commerce.

I am glad that the carriage has departed.

(But yes, I... realized that I was just a human being.)

Murietta von Winner.

A man like her must have been loved by God.

I think it's only natural that the princess of the Marinal Kingdom, Dee, and the princess of this country, Primera, are specially shining.

Because they are the inhabitants of a world different from ours, and they continue to be shining gems.

The walls between the royal family and the common people are too big.

I wanted to feel special about myself being close to those girls.

Particularly, Dee has the wisdom to beat adults and has the courage to beat them... and now she has it on her own... no, I still think so, but it must have been a heavy burden anyway.

My feelings, on my own, were in her way.

I knew it, but I couldn't admit it.

But I had to admit it.

(From my point of view, a special girl)

A girl named Murietta is said to be of civilian origin.

With his father's achievements, he became a nobleman, and not only has rare healing abilities, but also has extremely high abilities. In addition, he also performs calculation techniques and other talents.

It was as if the royal family had a special ability.

The beautiful girl with the same color of hair as the blessed flower is so capable, so what should I call this instead of "special"?

I thought that existence was just a story.

The father who had exterminated the giant monster thought that he was talking about getting the Baron's daughter to be more popular in order to make up for something (...) that was not enough.

In fact, until recently, a girl named Murietta was not officially revealed by the kingdom of Coolum, and she never appeared on the cover of something that was not hidden by her very existence.

It is natural for countries to investigate if they are not only enrolled in school, but also active as healers.

Because the higher your ability as a rare healer, the more valuable you will be.

(Even if I heard it was true in the investigation... I couldn't believe it until I saw it.)

I was just taken by Reed Mark to say hello once.

I didn't need the time to understand that she was special and that I was an ordinary person.

I was sometimes regarded as a genius in my native country. It was natural to be beside Dee, and I thought it was a "special" that stood beside her and supported her all the time.

Even though I noticed that it was around, I put the lid on it.

Because I can only work hard.

No, I think hard work is an important ability.I will not deny it.

But it's something anyone can do, and it's just a story with consequences.

(Talent exists from the beginning)

I am a mortal who worked hard to gain knowledge.

However, a girl named Murietta, who was talented from the beginning, would have a different speed of getting what I had earned through my efforts.

I think she's making some kind of effort, but... she's been compared.

With me, who tried so hard to get only (...) knowledge and could not get anything from that knowledge.

It's not clear if she's working hard, but it's not like her to be pulled onto the stage without regret.

(Neither envy nor seclusion, this is true)

When I met her, the reality that I was an ordinary person who could make an effort (...) that I could not accept until then suddenly settled down in my heart.

I should have understood and accepted it, not someone special, and just tried to hold her back behind Dee, who was' special '.

But it was the little ones who couldn't do it.

I must be special, I must be next to someone special, I keep thinking about it.

Otherwise, I thought... I couldn't be next to Dee.

(But it was a mistake.)

I lost the right to stand next to my precious childhood friend, whether special or not.

I lost everything with my ego, and I really knew why.

I knew it a long time ago.

I don't know if I'm special.

But it was too late to admit it.I thought it was too late and I couldn't stop.

Isn't that right?

When you stop there, you know how I look at you for making a mistake.

No, that's right.

(If it had stopped around that time, it would not have been like now.)

His eyes would have been harsh from around him, and no matter how much he reflected, he would not be allowed to do so.

But I'm sure... they wouldn't have chased me home.

My mother scolded me, and Dee stood beside me in awe.

I'm sure he helped me get back on my feet.

But I was wrong.

The result is the current situation.

(Speaking of which)

I saw her today...... Yulia von Fundid.

A person who wants to be an aristocrat but also a maid, and has the trust of a princess.

And when she was asked of any man, she answered proudly, Being a maid of the princess.

In my eyes, she looked like an ordinary woman who was nothing special.

In fact, the figure who came today to look at the tea leaves was an ordinary woman, and the figure who accepted my apology was a very ordinary, good person.

Seeing a girl named Murietta, I knew I wasn't special.

(But, yeah.)

It might have been because I had met a woman named Julia that I knew that if I had only worked hard next to a mediocre but important person, I would have had a future that would last forever.

It was too late for that to be understood.

I wish I had been a little earlier, but I just regretted it.

All I care about is living as a real person, praying for the happiness of my loved ones from afar and not making them look any sader.

"Come on, it's early tomorrow morning, so we need to go to bed soon"