I was Reincarnated and Now I’m a Maid

Yeah, why?

Why is it that you keep asking me this word in your mind over and over again, even though I want to know the answer.

I wonder why no one answers me.

I wonder why this happened.

As always, as a healer, as a noble child who will go to school, I am regularly called to the royal castle and instructed to live a cramped life.

That's not bitter.

The problem is, Lord Ardal refused.

(Why?)

One day, Mr. Ardal, who was with Mr. Hans, opened a letter and read it to him in advance, saying that it was an official communication in front of his father.

I was in love with him, dressed as he was.

Hey, Ardal-sama, do you hear what I'm doing?

I'm doing it seriously, and the people around me are praising me.

That's right, I didn't have any outstanding work to do.

Hey, did you review me?

Listening to his words with such expectation in mind... it was too much of a betrayal for me.

"Engaging Murietta von Winner and Reed Marc Rizzil."

My father was delighted that my marriage was decided.

If you think about it normally, the opponent is a friend of the prince and the son of the trailblazer of the Great Chamber of Commerce.

From the perspective of a former adventurer with a one-generation noble position, it was also a good place to be.

(Hey, why? Why? What's wrong with me?)

But that's not the future I (...) wanted.

I don't think I'm great because I didn't shout on the spot.

I know the truth.

I know how hard you've worked, but I don't think Ardal will look back on me.

The Ardal here is a different person from the [game] I fell in love with, but I realized that it was really a long time ago.

But maybe... there's always been that hope in me.

If I could play the [game] [Murietta] properly, maybe...?

(But I... I couldn't be the heroine of Murietta.)

I guess it's a bit of a problem, if it's not about the main part, it's because I have the ability to be strong from the beginning... I kept doing things differently like that.

Actually, I knew it.

Every one of my actions is different from game heroin.

I'm sure my actions have turned everything in the wrong direction.

Besides, I didn't expect Ardal-sama to be in love, so it must have been even worse to be in a hurry.

I thought I'd have to fix it sooner, and I think I was caught in the eye because I had to fight that maid or spin my extra hand.

Now I know.

Nicholas and the others must have been acting long ago.

When I realized it, I didn't have a way anymore.

Believing that it could still be salvaged, I thought that one day Ardal-sama would recognize me, and I chose a different path than the [game], but I was told at that time that this was no good.

I think the engagement itself is not a bad story.

It's not a cramped nobleman's house, it's a commoner's house.

It's a rich house, too.

Of course, there will be a lot of relationships with nobles, and I think there will be a lot of hardships for adventurers.

(Yeah, that's all I ever dreamed of. This is the reality.)

I wonder why I made a mistake.

I can fall in love with my favorite game, my favorite character.

At the same time, I thought I could make everyone else happy and have a perfectly happy ending.

But I'll say it calmly.

What's a happy ending?

I don't know why I have to think about it.

If you were tied up as a heroine in a story, you'd be happy afterwards.

If you're an adventurer, if you're an adventurer, that's all you need to be.

Whether you think about it or not, the reality is that it's inseparable.

I can only look at my father with cold eyes, who is happy to talk about meeting Reed Marc before his official engagement.

I have cold eyes on my father, who rejoices in his daughter's engagement.

I'm sure the people around you will bless me just like your father did.

It's depressing, but it's annoying to have to smile and say goodbye.

(No, I'm a heroine. It's not enough to make you laugh happily and think you were a pity...... but what is it now?)

Talk about your healing work at the Imperial Castle and get praised or noticed.

I really don't have time for you to wait.

A girl said to me, "I've seen that face somewhere before," and I came to ping.

(She's just like me, and I don't like Ardal's maid.)

That's why I decided to use it.

It's not my fault.

I didn't know anything. Now that I know, I am reflecting.

Ardal-sama had an ideal that he had been longing for since he was a child.

But that's all.

It's my fault that I misunderstood you.

Therefore, after reflection, I am now working hard as a healer.

I think I told you something like that.

I'm sure they'll interpret this in a good way.

I'm sorry for that maid, but I'm not.

That's right, it's not my fault.

I was just in love with Ardal in the [game].

You were the one next to it, but I wasn't convinced.

But the reality is that I realized that it was [different], so it wasn't my fault.

Really?

Beyond the mirror, I ask.

I ignored it.

"No one wants to be a bad person, right?"

It's a story we used to talk about at school.

(...) Everyone was doing it.

I shouldn't be the only one.

"That's right, no one's wrong."

Grasping my hand.

My actions were scolded because they weren't very good.

But I reflected on it.

(That's enough, right?)

If my reflection becomes a rumor, that's fine.

Poor civilian girl, I wonder if that's what it would be like... Or if your daughters had followed their tail on their own, I just said that I was reflecting, and there were many witnesses because it was a crowded place.

(...... what else should I have done)

My actions so far have tormented me.

But I still didn't know what to do now.