I was Reincarnated and Now I’m a Maid

362 I knew, I didn't want to know

After the Duke of Balmunk left the scene, the surroundings were noisy.

I was held back, but I couldn't accept reality.

Born in the Count's house, he kept telling me he was a boy waiting.

The Count Purvas family said that a woman's worth only serves a man. Because the mother was quietly, walking behind her father, and so was my grandfather's wife, or my grandmother, who was the master, because that was normal.

When did it collapse?

Stand in front of me, look up at the woman.

(You, why!

The woman who stands and me who can hold me to the ground.

It is obvious which is the right one for the surroundings.

Hold me in without my surroundings allowing me to say something. To bitterness, groaned.

(Why, it's all you)

Yulia von Fundid.

A plain woman who looks less than mediocre, of the Viscount family, which is not enough to take.

How can all those women be appreciated around, with no blonde hair, no blue eyes, no love?

"Julia, let's go! I'm sure the Knights over there will do it later!

"Yeah... but"

"Fine, fine!

Oh, shit, wait!

If you say "forgive" me, why don't you just take it around and I'll do it!

I'm here to pick up the Count Purvas house. Although it would be a woman's role to stand up for a man of blue blood!

Even if I wanted to say that, they held me in and I don't have a voice.

Duh always, this guy too...... why, why, why!!

"Isn't it time you let him go and let him judge you in his department?

On behalf of that woman who turned away, a woman in the same costume was looking down at me.

The redhead, the woman looking down at me cold with a petty face, does... remind me that she called herself the daughter of the Marquis.

Finally, in a loose restraint, I held my throat.

I was able to breathe properly and my chest, which was being held in, hurt.

"I don't know if I should learn. I hope you don't bother him. The filth of the nobles."

"What..."

"The wasp respects Julia, even as a marquise. That's because you set an example for me as a courtier, with the hands that led me to a wasp that was immature."

"What...?

"As the Duke of Balmunk said."

Without making any assumptions about me, I kept my mouth shut because I wanted to yell at the little girl who was busy staring straight at me and for some reason wanted to know the rest of the words.

"He is responsible for his role properly and completely. I don't know who you are, but I don't even know if a man can do that to you.

An instant rage broke out at the little girl, who laughed off her chin.

I accidentally shook up my fist when I was cut, but there's no way my fist could have arrived that I hadn't even stood up yet. If you slap a penitentially waved fist down the hallway, the pain strikes.

Naturally, but I also feel I've been able to calm down a bit because of that.

"Do you think I'm not in charge?"

"Isn't that right? Just the name of the Earl's family makes you look great. What can you do? Nor did he act as a soldier, but only in the name of the Earl's house."

I wondered if she was flinching, and a little girl with a serious face pointed at me numbingly.

Behind such a little girl, a hero's daughter lost her complexion and watched us interact.

I won't even stop the perimeter.

"The wasp is the daughter of the Marquis family. I'm proud of that. But Julia told me that I couldn't just show it, and I found out."

"... what's that woman worth?"

"It's none of your business because it's up to the person who admires him. Anyway! I wonder if you wouldn't stick with Julia any more!

I wanted to complain about my little girl leaving just saying what I wanted to say, but I couldn't think of anything.

Now I am only a nobleman, allowed to be named a person of the Count Purbus family.

My father, who abandoned me for continuing to fail, only told me to make a connection with my surroundings with that woman's permission, and he didn't even try to help me.

I thought it was out of the question such as bowing my head.

But what if... what if I was wrong?

Now I'm in a better position than that woman than I am just a nobleman. I hate to admit it, but that was true.

"Shit......"

I'm nothing right now.

Position, power,... anything I believed was my thing.

As a Count man, I never stopped believing I was good.

Even so, people who are stronger than me and people who are more intelligent are enough to sweep and throw it away.

That's for people who are less than me, too.

That Aldar Saul von Baum is a good example.

He's my oldest son, a Kingsguard knight.

But he was a common son, and he also lowered his drinking if he thought his brother was in a position to be used in his jaw in the future.

And yet, the surroundings appreciate that man. He's a Kensei candidate. What...

(Oh, yeah, I knew that.)

I don't know what to behave like, but I was allowed to.

No, it was only in the Count's territory that I was allowed.

As a child, I understand the reality of what you see when you grow up.

I knew it.

I just didn't want to know.

(... that's enough)

No matter what they say it's irresponsible, I don't know.

I have lived only to comfort the Count that one day I can be.

Whether you like it or not, it felt like everyone was grinning at me.

That's why I was unnecessarily angry.

That woman wasn't scared of me. I didn't like it.

He stared at me and said his opinion without threatening me, trying to hurt me, trying to mock me or pulling a step back.

(I admit it)

I don't understand how that little girl feels about admiring that plain woman.

But it's a reality I have to admit that what's worth it - it's that woman who tried to get something, not me who doesn't have anything.

Stand up cursorily.

I shook off the hand of the soldier who stopped by to see if I was going into an outrage, and I walked out to the jar.

The place I was pushed into hurt, but now that's good.

"Ah..."

"What?"

"... anything, nothing, it is..."

My hero's daughter tried to say something, but she didn't say anything after all.

I thought it didn't look bad, but now I didn't mind the clarity.

I thought I'd do one of the curses, but now I can't think of anything.

Tongue punching, now it's time for me to walk out without looking back.

Oh, yeah.

If you don't have anything, I'm going to make it up on my own, apart from the Count Purvas family.

No matter how long it takes.

Let her tell me how glad she was to be related to me.

The one from Aldar Saul lets you have a woman whose teeth are as good as they look.

No status, no honor, not stupid enough to think you can handle it with your efforts.

But I'm a noble, blue-blooded man.

It can't be any worse than the rest of them.

(Yes, I'll go beyond my father. I, on my own, will make my father give in one day)

I must be better than my grandfather, who loved me.

Oh, yeah. Must be.

I'm gonna show these people who made fun of Alip Kallian one day!