Why is that?

"Ahhh......"

Today is a day when I don't have a job as a healer.

That's why people complain about going anywhere, and I don't have that much money, and I don't want anything to do with it... and I'm losing it at home after all.

Recently, my head has been filled with "why".

I think that my activities as a healer have improved my treatment from the surroundings.

People who used to think that they were "heroes" 'daughters a while ago also became normal.

The hero's daughter is amazing.

The hero's daughter is a genius.

It's hard to imagine that after a little while, nothing special would happen anymore.

What a heartless people!!

Even if I start working as a healer, there are various limitations... I don't complain because I know that I won't get anything if I just show my strength to protect the healer.

But there's nothing special about being treated like a saint instead.

Besides, you still have an apprenticeship, so your salary is minimal.

(Boring. I can't make more money than I thought....)

Still, because of the baron's position, it is a fact that the minimum living expenses are out of the national treasury and living is stable somehow.

I don't think it was possible in the adventurer era.

It's not true that you get a good job...

But the reality is that it's far from the sparkling life I imagined.

I'm glad to hear that.

I miss the time when I said that it doesn't suit my nature to read so much paper chips and that I should eat calculations appropriately.

Recently, my father has been keen on studying and his tutor seems happy.

Me?

Because I'm good, I'm acting as a healer because I do it properly, at the very least, and I always get the OK!

Well, it's just a bit regrettable that Talbot has spoken there...

I'm heroin.

Yes, heroin.

It's heroin... but it's heroin, isn't it?

This world is real, and I live here. I know that.

And I know what's happening, and I know who's coming out.

However, it was a slightly different relationship, or their emotions, or something I knew.

As for that, I thought it would be good if there was such an error because I was not the original Murietta, but I began to think that it might not be so.

No, it's not.

The truth is, I've been aware of it for a long time.

I'm heroin.

Because it's heroin, I didn't abandon everyone even if they didn't like it... that's what I thought.

But what about reality?

His Royal Highness is not interested in me.

That's before the game starts, so if it starts, something might change again... but to rely on it, it's too hard now.

(Besides)

The other day, when that wagamma boy got tired from work, he got on my nerves.

I overwhelmingly sheltered him as he found out who Julia was and rushed in. Well, that's natural as a person.

If I were the same guy... I could twist at least as much as that leopard.

I was really unconscious when I took cover, but I don't hate Julia either.

Well, I think I'd like you to break up with Mr. Aldar... but I thought this might be a little favorite event after you covered it up.

Look, Mr. Aldar, if Root's rival character in the game is true, it's a scarlet, but it looks different.

And I thought...

I'm sure Yulia is the rival character in this reality.

Well, isn't it strange that there was a likelihood event with a rival character?

(And why? Why are people from neighboring countries here when it's not even time to start the game?

The Duke of the neighboring country, Barmunk.

He seemed like an enemy character appearing on Aldar's route... and he was always saying something spicy to Aldar.

Aldar, who was so tired, listened to Madame Cedritus without stopping and held hands with "Murietta"...

The Duke of Balmunk, who was talking to Julia at the time, is completely different from the game!

Talk to Julia and say hello to Mr. Aldar.

After that, a scarlet appeared that was supposed to be a rival character and preached to the boy.

I didn't understand everything at that time.

'Cause Scarlet's a wacko, and she can do it even though she's not capable! It should have been a character who could (...) oppose me (...) as a heroin by insisting and failing all the time.

And yet, the scarlet I saw at that time was brazenly saying the right thing to her.

It's not a hard feeling or an eclampsia, but the way I said it was a bit from the top... but I still said what I thought was right even if I asked.

That person is taking on his/her role properly and doing his/her best. What do you say about your identity, but don't let a man who hasn't even done it do anything great to him?

That's how I made it clear that I admire Julia.

The Duke of Balmunk also said.

An honorable maid who sheltered, defended and wounded my mother in front of the monster. And I hear that I was never proud of the work. That's enough women to be worth it. "

No, it's not like he's the main character.

Just because you're working normally doesn't mean you're serious.

(No, it's not.)

That's not true.

This is real.

I chew my lips off. Otherwise, I was about to scream something I didn't understand.

Ordinary people who live seriously and are well regarded.

That's what I saw from Julia.

This is the reality.

The Duke of Balmunk's words were still good.

However, Scarlet's words, like chasing me, came to my mind as a natural appraisal of life happening in places unrelated to [games].

I know that wasn't meant for me.

I don't care about heroin.

Yeah, heroin is heroin.

But it's just about the heroin in Murietta's life.

(So, what's different from me?)

I've acted in the hope of everyone's happiness, and I'm living a serious life.

Nothing will change with Julia.

And why can't I?

Why aren't I valued?

Why, why, why.

If you understand the distracted reality, you don't know what to do.

I'm supposed to be heroin.

I thought happiness was certain.

That's why I did my best.

If not, what should I aim for from now on?

I thought I could fall in love with my beloved Aldar!

As it is, no one can bless you. No way!!

"Murietta? You have a visitor."

"... hah, wait a minute"

With the sound of knocking, I heard my father's voice.

It's kind of fun, so I guess I know your face.

I didn't want to move, but I couldn't help it.

I curled my hair with my hands and headed to the guest room.

"No, it's been a long time, Murietta!

"... Mr. Hans"

The customer was Hans.

Yeah, I might have a chance.

I don't know what Aldar is doing, if Hans belongs to the same Knight Guard as him.

I'm sure Hans will be on my side if he likes me.

"I bought some of the most popular sweets in the castle for souvenirs."

"Wow, I'm so happy! What is it?

Marshmallow.

I wonder if Hans, who laughed so hard, didn't attract my smile.

Marshmallow.

It brings back bad memories that I ate on fox hunting day.

"I heard you liked it, right?

Mr. Hans smiled, whether he noticed me or not.