I Wasn’t Born Lucky

The abyss, as Shen Mizhi said, is a darkness.

Its darkness is different from the darkness in reality when the lights are turned off. The darkness here is sticky, like a flowing swamp, without a trace of light, obviously without any smell, but it makes people feel suffocating.

Coming here is a momentary effort, just like entering a dungeon. After a blink of an eye, Xiao Li felt like he was standing on the ground, but he couldn't see what was stepping on his feet.

He looked around, then turned around and asked the youth: "Where is the pollution?"

"In the darkness, it's everywhere, but because I'm here, you can't see it." Shen Mirage held him all the time, just like a parent who was afraid of a child losing, with his chin resting on his shoulder, clinging. Tight, "I will take you to a deeper look."

He let go of his arms and led Xiao Li forward.

There is no other scenery in the depths of the abyss, and when you go inside, it is still dark. The only difference is the speed at which the dark flows, and it becomes more active.

It is an indescribable feeling. Staying in this place for a long time can easily be suffocating.

The abyss was not big, Shen Mirage took him around, and it took him less than ten minutes. He took Xiao Li and sat down where he used to sit most often.

There is nothing beautiful here, everything is familiar to Shen Mirchi, but with a lover as the company, this time it turned out to be more satisfying than any resort.

He stretched out a hand and said in a low voice: "Any trace of darkness here that flows out can easily pollute a god."

"What will happen after being polluted?" Xiao Li asked.

Shen Mirage: "Crazy first, then die, and its death will pollute more of the world."

"Earlier, the order of the dungeon had not taken shape. I had to stay here for a minute and couldn’t get out. Until now, the power of the gods has been strengthened by the dungeon, and then fed back, I have more free time. Now I will be back within a month. Half a day is enough to suppress them."

Xiao Li listened to him, and when he heard this, he suddenly reached out and patted the young man's back.

He just stayed here for a while and felt a little discomfort, but Shen Mirage stayed here every night, no different from being in jail.Until he was able to get out of here, he went outside to buy a supper to bring him, or just wanted to take a look at him and stood downstairs at his house.

At that moment, there seemed to be some feelings burning down the blood.

Xiao Li grabbed the young man's arm, he pushed Shen Mirage to the ground, his voice seemed to suppress some emotion: "I have something very strange."

Xiao Li used too much effort, and Shen Mirzhi hit the ground directly, but his brows remained unchanged, and he only asked him: "What?"

Xiao Li’s fingertips swept over the young man’s first button and unlocked it, with a bloody slowness: "When I first entered the dungeon, you changed my task book, yes. I said the first sentence, I didn't know you at that time."

"So, why do you...like me?"

Shen Mirage didn't seem to expect Xiao Li to ask this. He looked at the other party for a long time, and suddenly reached out and pinched his jaw.

"Maybe you don't remember," Shen Mirage said slowly, as if recalling the past, "but we met a long time ago."

Xiao Li stopped moving, "When?"

He thought about it carefully, a long time ago, he and Shen Mirage did not have any intersection.

Shen Mirage lay back. His light-colored pupils were almost black in the abyss. He said softly: "That was when I could only go out for half a day a year. Long ago, you lived with your mother."

——That was really a long time ago.

Although Shen Mirage was powerful, he never came out of the abyss on weekdays. The other gods were afraid that he would respect him and had no intersection with him, and he did not want to have anything to do with them.

After realizing that he could come out for a short time, Shen Mirage would choose to watch the scenery somewhere in the main universe where the gods gathered, and spend the whole day in silence. Later, he wanted to go outside to see, and finally went to reality.

He didn't want to change anything, like a bystander, starting from where he landed.

That day, Shen Mirzhi happened to pass through a certain community. There were a lot of people in the community. The sunset at dusk colored the world pale, like his eyes.

At first, Shen Mirzhi was actually just passing by.

At the gate of the community, a beautiful-looking little boy was walking outside, behind him, there was a little fat pier also following him, entangled in the corner of his clothes, as if he wanted to play with him.

The boy in front revealed his impatience in a cold expression. He said "I have something to do" several times, but the little fat dun at the back kept pestering him, muttering: "Auntie said he can play with you, you What can you do?"

The boy became impatient with being entangled, and he pointed at Shen Mirage: "I have something with him."

Shen Mirage stopped and glanced at him with his head tilted.

The boy grabbed his sleeve and blinked at him, not afraid of life, and dragged him away.

Shen Mizhi didn't stop him, the other party took out his pocket money and asked him to eat a popsicle at the cold drink shop on the street.

At the beginning, he was only curious about things like humans, he left the stick and returned to the abyss.

Later, when he came out in the second year, Shen Mirage thought for a moment where he would go. Although he lived a long time, he didn't have any interest in it, so he decided to see the little boy who asked him to eat popsicles.

The other party did not recognize him in the crowd, so he just glanced from a distance.

Year by year.

He was able to come out more and more time, and he also spent more time "observing" Xiao Li.

He saw the grown-up teenager squatted down to feed the stray cats after school; he saw the side face of the other side explaining the problem when asked by his classmates; he saw the other side leaving a meal for the stray aunt in the restaurant; looking at the other side Cover her with a quilt after she fell asleep.

This is a very mysterious feeling.

Shen Mirage’s feelings have accumulated over the years, but the other party has never found him, or that he has never known him, but the gentleness under his cool appearance has caught Shen Mirage’s footsteps and made him choose As long as I have time, I want to stay by my side.

This situation continued for a long time.

Later, one day, a girl invited Xiao Li to the garden behind the school.

Shen Mirage happened to be present at the time, he disappeared and followed.

He saw the girl blushing, approaching Xiao Li.

For some reason, his heart began to feel extremely uncomfortable, and he hoped that Xiao Li would directly push that person away.

But Xiao Li didn't. He just watched the girl's next movements indifferently. She held a letter with a love drawn on the shell and handed it to the boy blushing.

Shen Mirzhi's long-lasting feelings collapsed at this moment, the seeds took root in the heart, and the heart was the core with teeth and claws. It was conveyed to the limbs along every blood flow and became a towering tree.

He even wanted to kill that girl.

It wasn't until Xiao Lisi relentlessly rejected her, saying that he had no plans to fall in love in a short time before he could breathe again.

It was at this moment that he understood what he wanted: he wanted each other.

Later, Styx completely poured out, reality was pulled into the copy, and Shen Mirage had relative freedom.

He almost couldn't wait to replace Xiao Li's original mission book, he entered the other party's life and became his deskmate.

After Xiao Li heard what Shen Mirchi said, he fell into a weird silence.

Shen Mirage: "What?"

Xiao Li said honestly: "I think you are a bit perverted."

He was half lying on the opponent at the moment. Because of this posture, Shen Mirchi could feel any movement of him, and naturally he should also be able to detect that Xiao Li was actually smiling.

But perhaps because he cared too much about the other party, Shen Mirchi didn't notice the smile in his words.

The young man silently stretched his hand around his waist: "I am."

I am such a pervert, I want everything about you, your love, your attention, and your tenderness.

"But don't leave me." Shen Mirchi continued, his hands trembling hard, pulling down Xiao Li's upper body, and burying his face in his neck in this position, "I love you."

But I am willing to be a "normal person" for you.

Xiao Li sensed something was wrong with him, raised his head and reached out to touch his face: "...I know."

"I've guessed that you are a pervert. I knew it when you were still a mission book."

Xiao Li held Shen Mirage's hand, held it in the palm of his hand, and then lifted his face: "But you have to understand one thing."

"What?" Shen Mirage asked in a low voice as he leaned too close, with his red lips close at hand.

Xiao Li looked into his eyes, he softened his tone and said softly, "I hope you know that since I promised you, it means I love you. You don't need to hold me like this, I will stay at your side."

In the darkness, Shen Mirage's eyes lit up like stars.

The young man covered Xiao Li's hand in this position, and said dumbly, "Say it again."

"What?" Xiao Li was startled slightly.

Shen Mirage's voice was put very low, as if engulfed by darkness, Xiao Li couldn't hear it without listening carefully: "Say that sentence just now."

"...I love you." Xiao Li said, "you don't have to worry about gains and losses like this."

Shen Mirage's Adam's apple rolling: "Say it again."

If Xiao Li doesn't do anything, with Shen Mirchi's current state, I am afraid that he can repeat it a hundred times.

Xiao Li didn't repeat it any more, he gently kissed the other's lips and pressed it down, Shen Mirage took the opportunity to deepen the kiss.

You catch me under the boundless cliff, and I can accompany you to the abyss.

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"Since you don't like me calling you baby, then I can call you'brother' at this time." Shen Mirage looked at him.

Xiao Li wanted to hit him a little.

The darkness amplifies the senses, and now is not the time to discuss titles.

Shen Mirage: "It's better for you to call me, goodbye, call me and I will stop."

Xiao Li: "..."

"..."

"……brother."