I will eventually become the king of Shura Field

"Humans are really social animals, no matter how beautiful loneliness is, they will feel lonely in the end..."

"I've been lonely for a long time, hiding all my words, happy and sad, all hidden"

"I used to think that it's good to hide, wait for a certain day, and find that I want to say it, but only when the air responds to you... that's really sad."

"So... to grow this kind of thing, instead of constantly denying it in pessimism, it is better to seek affirmation from setbacks..."

While talking, the expression on her face also changed slightly.

A little nostalgia, a little reminiscence, more inexplicable sadness.

Makoto Jingu was convinced that she was not expounding a truth, but cryptically speaking about her past.

In the spring, the ministry was founded by Shizuka Hiratsuka.

The big teacher was also specially arranged by her to be with Xue Nao, and she could even be regarded as forcing the big teacher to go.

She has always hoped that her students can see the good from the bad and deal with the pessimistic with the concept of positive energy.

In this way, they can have a heart that truly perceives happiness and is good at perceiving happiness, that is, to find their "origin".

But why would she do this?

Because of kindness?Don't be kidding, she is not a merciful saint.

There is only one explanation.

That's how Hiratsuka had come here, at least she had also experienced this stage.

When I am a past person, watching my students are about to embark on their own path, they will inevitably pay more attention.

Maybe she was stuck in the loneliness of the self and the denial of the collective, and even finally enjoyed the loneliness of the self. She was pessimistic about everything and couldn't break free.

Even now, she is still alone.

Friends don't necessarily have many sincere friends, and they have never been in a relationship. They are always one person.

A woman who is almost 30 years old has never been in a relationship and cannot be said to be bad, but there will always be shortcomings.

Yes, she also got growth from it, but this kind of growth grew out of negative and pessimistic emotions.

To understand more simply, she is the former Yukino Yukoshita.

Perhaps the situation between the two is different, but in essence, both of them are pessimistic about the collective, and even pessimistic about themselves.

They are self-confident and independent, but inferior and weak, they are strong and upright, and self-conceited.

There are seemingly second, but extremely pitiful thoughts: they are all wrong, I am correct, but forced to succumb to the wrong concept.

If they are not reconciled, they will resist, and gradually treat all stupid "mistakes" with a cold eye.

As the years grow, the seemingly weak loneliness that arises after self-loneliness can easily break all the hard barriers.

It is everywhere, after every seemingly lively party, after every carnival, it comes with joy.

Hiratsuka should have matured a lot.

It is precisely because of a lot of maturity.

She knows that self-loneliness in adolescence and growth under negative emotions are not really happy things.

So Hiratsuka should avoid repeating the same mistakes in his students.

"Don't smoke so much, it's bad for your health"

Makoto Jingu didn't say any very philosophical comforting words.

He knew that in Hiratsuka's eyes, he was just a student, a kid.

When Hiratsuka heard this, she couldn't help but smiled, then became silent again, a little lonely.

But soon, she covered up this loneliness and showed her heroic smile again.

"Speaking of your nose is also very sensitive, obviously I have sprayed so much air freshener"

Jingu Cheng smiled perfunctorily.

Isn't this special? Is it possible for a normal person to smell it?

I really don't know how this woman has such a big addiction...

Whether it’s a smoker, at least there is a way to release it.

Ugh...

Her loneliness is well covered up, but Makoto Jingu's keenness can remember it deeply.

Ha, what a teacher, she is obviously a poor old woman.

Therefore, the next chat will be easier.

"Teacher Hiratsuka can also treat me as a peer, and there is no need to taboo my identity as a student if you have anything to say."

"Speaking of which, Mr. Hiratsuka always hopes that his students can be changed, but Mr. Hiratsuka seems to have the same problem yourself."

There was something in his words, and Shizuka Hiratsuka sounded like a temptation.

But looking at his clear eyes, only then would she feel that Jingong Cheng felt like a high school student.

How should I say, he has the vigor that a high school student should have, but he is more confident.

"Ha, as the saying goes, it is difficult for a healer to heal himself, but in fact, I'm just a good teacher.."

In response to his clear eyes, Hiratsuka Jing unconsciously thought of it.

Maybe I can relax once, without having to be a teacher anymore.

"A lot of things are not so simple... you can't change it if you want to change"

"Heh.. In fact, more often than not, there is this idea, but this idea will only exist for a short time, and will soon disappear."

Hiratsuka laughed mockingly, and didn't mind showing his weak side in front of Makoto Jingu.

It stands to reason that she should stick to her status as a teacher and seek preaching in everything, so as to maintain her authority.

After all, if a teacher becomes an ordinary person, who is also weak and confused, it is easy to lose prestige in the hearts of students.

"Is Hiratsuka-teacher implying that I have been single for a long time, and I don't want to talk about a relationship with my head down, but I am afraid that I will be alone?"

"Indeed, Hiratsuka-teacher is almost 30 years old, years are easy to pass, and it is normal to lament that more and more."

Originally, Shizuka Hiratsuka planned to recount his thoughts, but this in itself is a bit in line with the intention of Makoto Jingu.

Unexpectedly, he did not play the cards according to common sense.

Instead of explaining it well, he turned the topic from serious to ridiculous.

Moreover, it was just right to poke Hiratsuka's weakness without embarrassing her.

Single...In love...Lonely...

These three words slammed on Hiratsuka's heart.

In addition, he was nearly thirty years old and brought another crit in his age.

With a click, she lay her head on the table utterly weak, as if you were going to kill me.

"This is not the same thing at all, OK!!"

"And falling in love or something, but I don't want to talk about it! Don't underestimate my charm, I am not the kind of old woman that nobody wants."

Hiratsuka said quietly.

Harm, to her, an old woman who has been single for nearly 30 years.

Feelings and marriage are the reality that she doesn't want to face and has to face.

What's more bleak is that although she is very attractive, she has no objects worthy of development around her.

There is a lot of urging at home, under the pressure of real society, people of the same age get married and have children one after another.

Invisibly, Hiratsuka, who had originally dismissed it, couldn't help but become worried.

Of course she can't admit that hard-talking is a necessary skill for every woman.

"No, I think this is the biggest problem you face, Mr. Hiratsuka"

The more Makoto Jingu saw her frustration, the more smiled the corners of her mouth.

After all, if he wants to fish in troubled waters well, it is necessary to have a good relationship with Shizuka Hiratsuka.

And he is not a weak temper, he tries to take the initiative in everything..

Her teacher's frame must be beaten up and down, so as to break this frame severely.

"If you want to summarize what the teacher said, it is habitual escape"

"If you don't want to escape, the best way is to face it bravely"

"But adults have adult worries. Teacher, I don't know how many things you need to worry about. If there are too many contradictions, you can only grasp the main contradiction."

"The issue of love is the main contradiction of your teacher"

Makoto Jingu leaned forward a little, and said slightly slyly, "As long as the relationship problem can be solved, I think Hiratsuka-sensei can solve all the problems."

Shizuka Hiratsuka: .....

Do you really think a little love can trap me?Isn't it a matter of minutes for my old lady to talk?

But it is difficult for her to refute.

If you think about it carefully, um... it seems that it is really the same thing..

This is not a simple relationship problem.

Behind this question is a challenge to Hiratsuka's long-standing concept.

Pessimism towards self, pessimism towards society.

It is precisely because of this that she protected herself to death and refused to take a step.

But even with such stubborn and stubborn thoughts, her heart is also longing for an unforgettable love.

There is no company, it can make a woman feel warmer than the company of love.

No, maybe it's not love.

She just longed for a hug, real happiness.

As long as she can find a way to face her calmly, other problems will naturally be solved.

In fact, if you understand it this way, she is actually no different from any daily heroine.

There is essentially escape and confusion.

Although she behaved very outgoing, her preaching was eloquent, she could guide the students, solve the confusion, and her words and manners were as bold as a man.

Although she encourages students to pursue the original object, she even constantly uses positive emotions to soothe and guide.

She seems to be very open, just because the protagonist of the story is not her.

When the protagonist of the story becomes her, her detachment and openness no longer exist.

It is difficult to heal himself.

Poor... isn't it?

Chapter Fourteen: Association Parade

Patter

Closing the office door, Makoto Jingu stretched.

Woohoo... solve the problem.

In chatting, you can easily start by finding the topic accurately.

Not to mention facing a big beauty.

Even if he didn't have any ambitions against Hiratsuka, just looking at her felt pleasing.

But she is really sensitive.

I always want to follow Makoto Jingu's words from time to time.