I will eventually become the king of Shura Field

"Because of this incident, I had trouble with my family, but in the end I won."

"After that, I became more and more indulgent. Maybe it was because I had been restrained for too long before, and after breaking free, I couldn't wait to experience my own life."

"As for the habit of smoking, it was only at that time, because nicotine can relieve my stress and make me feel very relaxed."

"Later, I tried a lot of things, including the habit of drinking, smoking and drinking. I actually don’t want to. But alcohol and nicotine are really panacea. Every time I am in a bad mood, they can always Soothes my emotions very well."

"At that time, what I did was against the wishes of my family. They hoped that I could go to my family's company to help, but I didn't want it, and even moved out. Actually, I didn't know what I wanted to do."

"Later, I was too boring at home one day, I wanted to chat, I wanted to go out and play, then I picked up my phone and looked in the address book for a long time, but no one was found."

Hiratsuka turned his head to look at him, and chuckled: "That feeling is really uncomfortable."

Makoto Jingu nodded, he felt deeply about it.

"From then on, I realized that I was not pursuing the so-called freedom, I just came too late in the rebellious period."

"Think about life is very short, one-third, one-fourth of the road I have walked, but I don't even know what I want."

"It's a failure. It's a failure."

"So I thought, it's better not to show up too many losers like me. If I were to be a teacher, I should be able to be a person."

"Well, teacher, my grades are actually very good, so if I want to be, just like that."

"The teacher said it was decent, and there was no objection at home. Maybe they knew that I was stubborn, and it was useless for them to object. They could only approve, so my career as a teacher began."

She extinguished the cigarette and lit one again.

"Do you know? I once taught a girl, a girl I admire."

"I look at her, and I really feel like looking at myself. The difference is that I am more rebellious and she is more independent."

"If I can have someone who can be regarded as a friend, it might be her. Maybe she thinks so too."

"I don't agree with some of her ideas, because it really resembles me. I want to change her mind. This is the same as my original intention of becoming a teacher."

"But it turned out to be a disastrous defeat. I was even almost convinced by her. I was confused for a long time. I don't know why she persisted and why she persisted."

"Now, I understand that what she insists on is love, because she firmly believes that the love she insists on is meaningful, so she has always insisted, even if it looks deformed, but she has a clear goal and never Will be shaken."

"On the other hand, I said that I wanted young people not to set foot on my path and wanted to teach them well. In fact, I can only obtain my own spiritual satisfaction by saving others. I am hypocritical."

"What's more cruel is that I didn't do anything, and I was still a total loser."

Hiratsuka's eyes were a bit dull, and the smoke was about to go out, and she didn't even notice that the heat was about to pass her fingertips.

Makoto Jingu stretched out his hand to remove the dying cigarette she had caught.

"Don't think I usually care about the topic of being single or not. In fact, I don't care about it at all. Anyway, they are annoying and annoying, and I am used to it."

"I just...just...just want to drink, just want someone to drink with me."

Drunkenness struck again, shaking her eyes.

Jingong Makoto looked at the sadness on her face and sighed silently in her heart.

That girl, she didn't say who it was, but Makoto Jingu already knew who it was.

That's why she wants to continue the goals that have not been accomplished in the past, so that she can be more motivated to know her existence.

Makoto Jingu picked up the wine glass, touched it lightly, and whispered: "Aren't I just drinking with you now?"

Hiratsuka was taken aback for a moment, and smiled: "Only tonight."

"No, I can always drink with you as long as you need." Makoto Jingu whispered: "Of course, I don't like drinking very much."

Hiratsuka looked at his eyes and suddenly felt a little touched.

But she didn't say anything. Instead, she raised her glass in a panic and drank it again.

"Remember what I told you before?"

"Huh? What?" Hiratsuka quietly asked subconsciously.

"The love problem is your main contradiction. As long as you can solve the love problem, you can solve all the problems."

This is a way of thinking. In summary, Hiratsuka's heart is guilty, and she is not clear about what she wants. This is a very serious problem.

When a woman is empty, a warm embrace can fill everything.

Since she doesn't know what she wants, it's better to let her get fettered first.

With the first step, there is naturally a second step.

Hiratsuka heard this and laughed at herself: "Didn't I say it, I don't even have a friend or anything, let alone love."

Jingu Makoto approached her and pointed to herself: "Then what do you think of me?"

See you poorly!

Hiratsuka stared at him dullly, and her drunkenness was instantly dispelled, and she quickly said, "Hey, don't make this kind of joke, I'm your teacher!"

Makoto Jingu frowned and said, "What about the teacher? Isn't the teacher a woman? I am your student for the time being, but am I always your student?"

"I'm not a kid anymore. Besides, didn't you say that as long as I come, will you give me a chance to pursue you?"

Shizuka Hiratsuka said weakly: "I said it was just a misunderstanding, I... I didn't know it was you."

"Misunderstanding? In your opinion it is a misunderstanding, in my opinion it is a fact."

Shizuka really started to panic.

She really had never thought about it in this direction. Although she had some feelings for Makoto Jingu for a short time, it was only the intoxication brought by alcohol.

A strong sense of taboo suppressed the drunkenness, she said very calmly: "Don't be impulsive, I can understand your situation, but... but it is impossible between us."

Jingu Cheng heard the words, his expression a little hesitant.

Shizuka Hiratsuka is a little anxious, but also worried, speaking so straight, will it hurt him?

After all, he is still young, so direct words will have a great impact on young people.

"Yes, you are right, it is indeed less likely."

Makoto Jingu nodded suddenly and changed his mind.

Hiratsuka breathed a sigh of relief, but was inexplicably and a little lost.

Is it really a whim?Brat, do you know what impact these words will have on me!!!

"But I don't want to give up. If it doesn't work now, it will definitely be possible in the future."

Makoto Jingu retorted, and Hiratsuka's mood fell into conflict.

She lowered her head, desperately trying to get Makoto Jingu to dispel the thought: "I know that in adolescence, the status of a teacher will make students feel some inexplicable emotions."

Makoto Jingu asked indifferently, "So are you doubting your charm?"

"I.."

"What I like for you is not the identity between the student and the teacher. On the contrary, I hate this identity, because it will make you natural resistance, such as this moment."

"From the moment I said it, you only thought about how to refuse. If you keep thinking about rejection, nothing will change in the future, right? For your life."

"Why can't I change my mind and want to try? Am I bad now?"

Makoto Jingu shook her hand and asked affectionately.

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ps: Again, Shizuka Hiratsuka is a second set, eh.Then I recommend a book "My Dice Niang 100% Critical Strike", and I will summarize the results of the reward tomorrow. Although it is not much compared to before, I am also very happy!!Hee hee hee.

Chapter 39: Offensive and Defensive Change

Makoto Jingong's theories one after the other first weakened her defensiveness, and then sold her back.

Before the combination, she induced her to let go of the shackles of the teacher-student relationship, and a series of combinations made Hiratsuka Shizuka chaos.

Looking at the Makoto Jingu in front of him, Shizuka was really moved by the alcohol.

The combination of alcohol and ambiguous scenes can infinitely lower the girl's defense mentality.

Otherwise, there won't be so many scumbags swindling around in places like bars, using this kind of inducing psychology.

When you meet a veteran, you can learn from each other, and exchange bed skills.

It’s even better if you meet those who are looking for excitement, just talk a little bit, and then get people drunk, a set of operations.

So it's very mysterious to talk about coming with friends, just to have fun, it's safe and so on.

Because you don't know if your so-called friend can take care of your safety 100%, and sometimes even this so-called friend may be drunk.

Could someone really come to a place like this to drink a bar?No, no?

Holding her hot little hand, Makoto Jingu said earnestly: "I know you have concerns, but it's okay. I am willing to wait for you. I am now in the second year of high school. I will be an adult in no time. When I go to university, all problems will be solved. It's easy to solve."

"I don't care about the eyes of others, and I don't care about other people's criticisms. Only you are what I care about."

Phoo~hoo~hoo~

Feeling the heat from him and the breath coming from him, Hiratsuka's sanity became increasingly blurred and unable to be firm.

Don't look at her being pursued by many people, and don't look at how many suitors she has rejected.

She really never took a step with the opposite sex.

Because she was so frank, she never bothered to play hanging games. If she liked it, she didn't like it. If she didn't like it, she didn't like it, and she refused very simply.

Therefore, her experience in emotional warfare is extremely immature.

Time and place are in harmony with people, and all kinds of coincidences and deliberate inducing factors are brought together. Makoto Jingu’s skillful coaxing talk is like a nuclear bomb, violently exploding in Hiratsuka Jing’s heart, blasting her solid heart into Slag.

He rubbed her hair, played with her ponytail, and whispered: "You always worry too much about things. Sometimes it's not a bad thing to take the first step bravely."

"Even if the follow-up road is difficult, so what? I will accompany you down."

"Trust my heart, okay?"

Phoo~

Suffocated, really suffocated.

Hiratsuka could not stand this level of teasing at all. She trembled and said, "But...but I'm much older than you..."

Jingong smiled when she heard the words.

If you really refuse, your tone must be quite firm.

Only hesitating can be ambiguous. Besides, her response doesn't even mean rejection, it's all hesitation.

He squeezed her hand and said firmly: "So what? My love for you will not change due to the age difference, why do you always refuse to be brave?"

"But..." Hiratsuka still hesitated.

Although her head is a little confused, she always feels that something is wrong subconsciously. Why does this person suddenly say that she likes herself??

There is no emotional preparation, and there is no common experience..

Although she was tempted, she lacked emotional resonance, which made it difficult for her to make up her mind.

Makoto Jingu showed a disappointed expression, let go, and said lightly: "I don't blame you, maybe it was too sudden, and it's normal that you can't accept it."

"It's just that if you always look forward and backward like this, it's really difficult to break the existing limitations. Maybe you will continue to feel uncomfortable in the future."

He raised his glass and took a sip, looking very lonely.

If Shizuka Hiratsuka is a bystander at this time, based on her years of mixed experience, she can tell at a glance that Makoto Jingu is acting.

But it is a pity that she is now the heroine who is deeply involved in the drama, and she lacks emotional experience at first, which leads her to be on the sidelines and obsessed by the authorities.

If Hiratsuka is not drinking at this time and has a clear sense of reason, she can quickly see through the scheming of Makoto Jingu.

But unfortunately, she drank a bit too much before, and her emotional side was constantly squeezing her intellectual side.

The desolation that Jingu Makoto deliberately revealed, on the contrary, further stimulated Shizuka Hiratsuka.

She even felt guilty in her heart, and obviously he was so active, but she still passively avoided it.

He was right, in fact, the right to choose has always been on him...but he has always chosen to escape.

Whether it’s affection or other aspects...

I have lived till now, and I don’t have a few friends around me. Isn’t the lesson that this brings clear enough?