I will eventually become the king of Shura Field

I Will Become the King of Shura Field Chapter 356

Although these words were harsh, Jingu Cheng let out a faint relief: She finally said it.

He knew that the problem that night had not been completely resolved, the two only restrained their emotions and did not continue the matter.

He gave a superficial explanation, and she accepted it as if nothing had happened.

But this problem has never been solved. It's like a thorn in your heart. When you don't touch it carefully, it hides there, as if it doesn't exist.

But if a thorn falls in the bottom of my heart, how can it really be regarded as non-existent?

What is the relationship between her and him?What kind of attitude did he treat her?

This is the core of the question. This is the question that Yuuki Asuna has always wanted to ask clearly.

In fact, these words she said already appeared in Makoto Jingong's mind that night.

That's why he scolded himself for hypocrisy in the bottom of his heart, obviously because he wanted it but had to put on airs, pretending to be unwilling to hurt you.

Of course, there are also benefits.

The good thing is that, because he has thought of these problems in advance, he has been mentally prepared and even solved the problem himself.

To a certain extent, Yuuki Asuna's sudden emotional outburst was also under his deliberate guidance.

If you just leave, never show your intentions, saying that you are good, but it makes her feel uncomfortable, how can this kind of suffering make her endure.

What he wants is to solve this problem all at once!

As he was thinking, Yuuki Asuna's weak voice came again: "You... are you listening?"

"I know... these words are a bit embarrassing to you, but if you can also occasionally forgive me, I really endured very hard."

"Did you know? After going back that night, I would dream of you in my dreams. There were happy scenes in my dreams. When I woke up, I could only tell myself that it was just a dream."

"You... don't be angry, I'm not resenting you... I just want to..."

"miss you.."

Ha, even at this moment, she is still so considerate.

Jingu Makoto couldn't help but raise a touch of self-deprecating, mocking himself.

"Asuna."

He heard a low voice, and Yuuki Asuna was a little stunned. In his memory, this seemed to be the first time he called himself by his name?

"I said I didn't mean it, do you believe it?"

The first sentence made Yuuki Asuna tangled.

She really didn't know what Jingu Makoto thought.

Of course, in her heart, she was willing to believe him, otherwise she would not maintain a relationship with him.

She felt that he was also very contradictory. As he said, he might really like him.

It's just because of his fascination that it is true to be afraid of hurting himself.

But this plan is so important to him, it is an excellent opportunity for him to prove his ability to his family and prove his worth.

People are greedy and selfish.

Therefore, he should be afraid of hurting himself on the one hand, and on the other hand, he is afraid that simple profit trading cannot ensure that he can execute his plan.

So I had to reject myself on the one hand, and at the same time constantly provoke myself.

If it wasn't what he thought, he had deliberately held this kind of detachment from the beginning, then he was playing with his feelings naked.

This is absolutely unacceptable to Yuuki Asuna!

But she also has pride.

So she still has this expectation... willing to believe that he didn't mean it.

In any case, if she denies that he was not intentional, then she indirectly admits that she is a fool.

Otherwise, why did you get caught so easily?It's still willing to be played with emotions.

Fortunately, her tangled thoughts were verified very quickly.

Jingu Makoto also began to confess: "I said I like you, not a lie, I said I am afraid of hurting you, it is not a lie."

"You're right. I don't think that simply benefiting you is enough to make you willing, so I selfishly added some feelings. It was I who made the relationship worse."

"But this kind of thinking is really contradictory. On the one hand, I want to be hello, and on the other hand I want to achieve my goal..."

"I'm in this kind of repeatedly tangled thoughts, so that I accidentally and slowly touched your pain points and made you sad."

"For this, I'm really sorry."

He paused and then said: "I am also really afraid that you will be emotional. I know that marriage is every girl's dream, but I can't give it."

"What you just said is correct. I don't have any reason to refute it. You are really smart, Senior Sister."

He admitted his mistakes frankly, and sincerely apologized.

But this is not the answer Yuuki Asuna wanted, not from the beginning!

She did not become happy because of his frank admission, on the contrary, her mood became more flustered.

Because generally after saying this, you will face the cruelest result.

It's like some boys would say something to complain about themselves before breaking up, as if they want to put the breakup on themselves.

Then it is: I am not good, so let's break up.

But sometimes girls clearly want, but hope that he loves himself more so that he can come and hug himself.

Yuki Asuna stubbornly bit her small mouth, her white hands looked paler at this moment, and the back of her hand holding the doll showed blue meridians.

She took a deep breath, tried to control her emotions, and said coldly: "So... are you planning to apologize as if nothing happened?"

He didn't answer immediately, and the silent waiting time made her a little suffocated.

She started to feel a little bit cold, a little tired, and the warm room couldn't make her relaxed.

For a moment, she wanted to hang up so that she wouldn't have to hear his answer.

But she didn't. She stubbornly held the phone and waited stubbornly for the final result.

"Maybe my answer will disappoint you, Senior Sister."

Makoto Jingu said softly.

Before he finished speaking, Yuuki Asuna's heart was already cold.

Really... Does it end like this?

"Actually, I have been thinking about this issue over the past two days."

"Because I am always very greedy, very very greedy, greedy and selfish."

"So I thought, I'm so scumbag anyway, why not just scumbag?"

"Although I can't give you a real marriage contract to senior sister, I can give you real affection."

"So, if you don't hate the elder sister, do you mind if I be your boyfriend? The one who doesn't get married."

When the voice fell, Yuuki Asuna suddenly heard an unadorned roar: "Makoto Jingu, you are such a complete bastard!"

Then, it was a relaxed breath.

Chapter 178: The real war!

This is extremely shameless, Yuuki Asuna doesn't know how he can tell it!

Don’t you feel embarrassed!She was so thick-skinned that she could not imagine.

Bastard!

Annoyed, Yuuki Asuna rarely tore through the usual gentleness, yelled at him severely, then hung up the phone with a snap.

"Oh... asshole, what a asshole!!!"

Yuuki Asuna still felt puzzled by shouting at him.

She squatted on the bed, her delicate little feet slapped against the innocent mattress, her little hands picked up the doll on the side, and cruelly tortured it, as if she was treating it like someone, and the phone she was holding was unintentional. The ground fell on the bed, pressed by her upright soft flesh.

"What does this bastard think of yourself? How dare to say such things with confidence!"

"Huh, what kind of shit is really emotional, just a liar, the worst liar!!!"

Every time Yuuki Asuna said, the ruthless Xiaoquanquan cruelly fell on the poor doll once.

The more she thought about it, the more angry she became, and Makoto Jingong's remarks, which could be described as the ultimate in scum, shattered the last trace of her normal values.

It's not that she has never seen the situation where the lover returns to the lover and the man is outsourcing to raise a mistress.

But people always ask for money, either for money or something else.

Does she look like this girl?I'm not short of money!

No, that guy’s attitude doesn’t seem to regard himself as a lover..

He is asking if he wants to be his girlfriend.. Although he is one of many girlfriends.

But at any rate, it's also a girlfriend~ That's not a casual mistress, it's still emotional.

Eh...what are you expecting?How can it be repaired.. ah, ah, idiot, Asuna Yuki!

Oh, no, I hate it, I hate it!!!

Yuuki Asuna pursed her mouth and was sulking, but when she was alive, she suddenly sighed, weakly put down the ravaged doll, and fell on the soft bed sobbing.

The long white legs, which were dazzling, stretched out, flexibly hooking on the quilt she had thrown aside.

She was lying on the bed sideways, the plush quilt brought her more comfortable warmth, and the orange eyes were constantly changing with complex splendor.

In the end, the resentment on Yuuki Asuna's face gradually dissipated, replaced by a touch of extremely helpless self-deprecation.

She just snapped a big deal to criticize Makoto's Huaxin, but she missed the most important thing, and she didn't say some of the things she most wanted to cover up.

Maybe she didn't notice it at first, but gradually developed to the back, how could she not know.

Therefore, she clearly knew his bad behavior, and instead of decisively drawing a line from him, she responded to him repeatedly.

Yes, he took the initiative first, but he also stupidly cooperated.

Maybe it is inappropriate to use a slap not to make a slap, but if she is really not tempted.

For everything that Jingu Makoto did, she should have been able to sneer like a clown's performance.

Rather than questioning him with extreme irritation as it is now, but also expecting to get the answer she wants.

The answer is simple, she was tempted, really tempted, that's why she pretended to be kept in the dark, and stupidly cooperated with his initiative.

In fact, it is very strange, because the two have not been together for a long time, but they just can't be cruel.

Maybe this has something to do with her personality since childhood.

Although he is stubborn, he is really gentle, always subconsciously looking for a gentler way and adopting a gentler angle.

Perhaps this is also related to the charm of Makoto Jingu. Putting aside his care, he should give her a future worth looking forward to as a boyfriend.

So with these promises of longing and tenderness, coupled with the benefits of being connected together, the experience of empathy.

In the end, they gathered step by step and became an existence that she could not give up.

It's ridiculous.. Hearing him say such a thing, apart from his anger, he actually breathed a faint sigh of relief and thought of rejoicing.

"Fortunately, everything does not end there."

Thought so.

Even if it continues this way...

Yuuki Asuna's thoughts were a mess at this time, and this serious impact on her three views made her fall into a new entanglement.

She was glad that the relationship between the two did not end there, but it was also difficult to convince herself to accept his suggestion.

This is kind of like him at the beginning, he can neither use profit to induce himself, nor want to have a deep bond with himself.

Maybe he was holding this tangled idea before?

Yuki Asuna suddenly let out a smirk inexplicably, then sighed in relief, stretched out her hand over the quilt, and completely shrank herself in the quilt.