I will eventually become the king of Shura Field

The warming caused by the ambiguity suddenly disappeared at this moment, even if I hugged, I didn't feel a trace of warmth.

Huiye raised a dazzling sarcasm, and her voice was as cold as ever: "It means you don't want to be responsible to me, right?"

Jingu Makoto shook his head and said, "I didn't mean that."

"Oh? What does that mean? It's just acting on the spot, or is it because hormones flood your brain for a while and stun your sanity?"

Huiye questioned one sentence after another, and each sentence was harsher and sharper.

Her smile was a little sad, and her hot heart cooled completely.

She lowered her head and whispered: "Let go of me, I'm a little hot."

In her cold attitude, Jingu Cheng actually let go of her hand subconsciously.

He clearly realized that this was not the cold face made by the usual deliberate jealousy, but the most primitive coldness of Huiye.

Just like when the two met from the beginning, there was no feeling, no fluctuation at all, just like strangers.

Huiye looked at him with mocking eyes all the time, and when he let go, she suddenly laughed at herself.

The stiff and cold heart began to sob silently, bursts of sorrow after burst.

She stubbornly held back the sorrow and sorrow that spread, and did not let her tears be controlled by this emotion.

Ha, is that the feeling?

Careful planning, in the end it is nothing but an empty feeling.

The naivety of thinking that paying a sufficient price can exchange at least the same benefits.

She couldn't help thinking about the experience of the two of them during this time, every intimate contact, and the shy memories of the past, at this moment, it is like slap after slap, slapped on her face fiercely.

A sense of powerlessness and loss filled her body.

She sat in another position stupidly, the bag in front of her still containing the casual clothes she was going to change into.

Silent, shrouded in the car.

This almost suffocating silence, extremely heavy depression, is urging people to collapse all the time.

But this suffocating silence did not last long, nor would it last long.

Jingu Makoto realized how stupid he was after letting go.

At this time, believing what the girl says is the real idiot.

He turned around and picked up the bag, looked at Huiye and said, "Don't you want to change it?"

Hui Ye raised his head slightly, glanced at him, and pressed his mouth tightly without saying a word.

Jingu Cheng took the clothes out of the bag to himself, still muttering: "It seems that I am thinking about changing it for you."

Hui Ye sneered secretly in her heart, this man's face was really too thick.

Suddenly, he picked up a piece of clothing and shook it before Hui Ye's eyes.

Hui Ye didn't want to bother at first, but when he saw what he was holding, he subconsciously took it away with shame.

"Tsk, it seems you really like pink~"

Jingu Makoto said with a chuckle.

Hui Ye's cold face couldn't help passing a trace of blush, and gritted his teeth: "Pervert!"

Jingu Makoto looked innocent: "I thought you were just changing this dress, how could you have thought of your intimate underwear... well..."

Before he finished speaking, his mouth was covered by Kaguya Sigiya.

Jingu Cheng smiled, and licked her palm with her tongue, which caused Hui Ye to scream and retract her small hand.

"enough!"

She clenched her fist, her delicate body trembling constantly.

"You really don't want a face..."

The lips that Huiye was biting turned red, showing the anger and disappointment in her heart.

Makoto Jingu reached out to rub her hair, but Kaguya turned and avoided it.

But the space in the car is so big, if he insists, Huiye can't escape.

Despite being reluctant, the feeling of being touched... Kaguya was still a little hard to resist.

Just like the gaze he showed at the moment, so gentle.

Jingu Makoto rubbed her hair and whispered softly, "You always like to misunderstand what I mean, and you always want to get the answer you want most quickly."

"But for things like responsibility, you can't get the answer in a short while, can you?"

"You said that my hormones rushed to my brain, and my color made my mind dizzy, but I really only coveted your beauty. I promised you immediately and coaxed you to be happy. While you are happy, I can do whatever I want. Isn't it?"

"Some things can't be taken seriously by saying a word, nor are they silent for a while, just thinking that there is no."

He held up her aggrieved face, looked at her pitiful gaze, and said softly: "Every responsibilities I shoulder are going to be realized in a lifetime."

"So this is a very important thing to me, and I believe it is the same for you."

"Hui Ye, do you want a temporary perfunctory lie, or a somewhat procrastinating truth from the heart?"

Chapter 223: The Threat of Jiao Didi~

Huiye was also an optimistic, gentle, innocent child when she was young.

These personalities of coldness and indifference appeared after something: the death of her favorite mother.

It was also from the death of her mother that Hui Ye realized for the first time the cruelty of reality, the sorrow of being born in this rich family.

Disgusting profit calculations are everywhere, and all you see are beasts dressed in human skins, pretending to be gentle and graceful.

Whether it is a servant or a so-called relative, every greeting from them is like candy wrapped in stingers. You don't know when you will make a mistake.

No, since the death of her mother, it should be said that she has only received this candy very few times.

In order to live better and better become the harmless "sister" in their eyes.

Huiye can only abandon her remaining innocence and profligacy, put away the irrelevant childishness, become withdrawn, become indifferent, and become a "monster" like them.

No matter how soft the heart has been cruelly polished countless times, it can only become a hard cold stone.

In this way, she grew up step by step from a weak childhood and finally became the enviable eldest of the four palaces.

But the more people who have experienced darkness and indifference, the heart that has become a hard cold stone cannot be completely assimilated after all.

Huiye craves warmth more than anyone, and loves more than anyone else.

On the surface, she is cold and frosty, as if she is not interested in everything, and will always only walk towards her own goal, even at all means to achieve the goal.

However, in fact, it is precisely because of this incomparable desire and lack of love that she should cherish pure feelings more than anyone else.

People who are bathed in the sun will not understand how precious the sun is.

It is like only having experienced poverty before you understand how difficult it is to be rich.

The gap and emotions produced by the contrast will be imprinted in the deepest part of your brain, in the deepest part of your thoughts.

Therefore, the biggest weakness of Huiye is feelings.

For that little warmth and light, she can pay many, many unimaginable prices.

Therefore, the definition that extends from this weakness may be called "inferiority complex."

right?It is hard to imagine that the eldest lady of the Si Gong family, who has been touted by countless people, has attracted attention in the academy and has been in focus.

She is beautiful and beautiful, elegant and cold, arrogant and self-confident, no matter from which point of view, she is perfect to be approached.

Such a girl can actually feel inferior, I really can't believe it.

But the truth is often so funny, Hui Ye, she is very inferior.

It should be said that everyone has more or less inferiority complex, but the degree is different.

Especially for children who grew up in terrible native families, this inferiority complex is fatal and cannot be concealed.

Because it is all-round, exerting influence all the time.

Under the influence of inferiority complex, Huiye has always been afraid of feelings.

Dishonest, strong, arrogant, pretentious, and sensitive, these are not manifestations of not good at, not clumsy.

It is a manifestation of low self-esteem.

It was because she was afraid that the little warmth and light that she had finally gotten would disappear, she finally enjoyed a little sunshine and was about to return to the darkness again.

This feeling of suffering made her have to pay extra attention, extraordinarily stubborn, extraordinarily...weak.

Love is an existence beyond ordinary feelings.

To be honest, she has devoted a lot of effort to Makoto Jingong, and this effort even exceeded Makoto’s own expectations.

She has constructed the future of the two in her mind, and the sunshine that belongs to her will always shine on her.

More deadly than the common experience is the future that has not happened yet but has been portrayed through fantasy.

So when Jingongcheng was silent, when he really let go, Hui Yexin was dead.

This is not because of how much she loves him, but because of the despair brought by the hopes and expectations that have been accumulated for an unknown period of time.

She didn't want to go back to the dark past, the past that forced her heart into stone.

That taste is really uncomfortable.

At this moment, she was very angry, why she was not mature enough and not strong enough.

If you are mature enough and strong enough, you don’t need to care about him, you can open yourself well and embrace the world well by yourself.

It is because they are not mature enough, and not strong enough, that makes them so weak!

But why should I be so mature and strong?

She likes to fight with him, likes his pampering and gentleness, and also likes his deliberate bullying.

These bits and pieces of getting along, can make her realize his sincerity all the time.

It has nothing to do with interests, it is purely based on emotional fetters.

Fortunately, his giving up was only short-lived, and he came to coax himself in a while.

Hui Ye was already desperate for the ecstasy that could not be covered up in her heart.

Obviously it is a very serious matter, and when it comes to responsibility, it is also what I have always been expecting.

He didn't answer to himself, he had to be angry, maybe he was just playing with his feelings.

And he just came over to coax him, he couldn't help being happy, couldn't help but look forward to it, and couldn't help but want to make peace with him.

When is this humble thought... occupying all of yourself?

But... he really coaxed very nicely, and every sentence fell straight to the bottom of his heart.

This bastard has always been good at coaxing people, and Hui Ye secretly scolded him for being unsatisfactory, but it was no use.

Because she believed it.

She believed it hopelessly.

He even started to make excuses for him.

Yes, this is not a trivial matter, it is a very serious issue of responsibility.

If he simply agreed to himself, wouldn't he be sincere enough?

A sense of grand ceremony is needed, right?

I shouldn't have so many expectations, nor should I take it for granted.

This is my own shortcoming and needs to be corrected, so don't blame him.

Hui Ye's small mouth pursed a little, and her cold expression softened slightly.

She pinched him a little annoyed, and said aggrieved, "If you say coaxing things so nicely, can't you coax me?"

Jingu Makoto rubbed her hair and chuckled, "Isn't this coaxing you?"