I want to grow up.

Yeah, I think so.

You saved yourself, one of my dear loved ones.

In those woods, I was scared, lonely, hungry, bitter, and I must have died like this...

... but the last thing he wished for me was to 'live', so I thought I had to work hard, then.

You saved yourself, dear one.

Other than my family, I've never even had one of them say 'I love you'.

It was also the first time I had a non-family member give me a hug.

He brought me to a warm, mixed, reassuring place.

Guys, I love it.

Being able to do new things and getting compliments.

No, 'cause everyone thanks you for scolding me, too.

So I want to grow up soon...

When it looks spicy, when it looks painful. I'm sure if I were an adult, I could figure you out. You don't have to make me say, "I'm fine."

Even when you're at work that you might get hurt, you can stay by your side.

Knowing about time you don't know, to the other one, even though you don't have to lose.

"Latina... I want to grow up soon..."

"Also, is that it? A lot lately...... Latina can grow up more slowly enough what the heck. You don't have to be an adult."

I grin bitterly as I stroke the head of a complaining girl about to become a recent cliche.

I remember myself having to be an 'adult' as soon as I left town.

It was hard having to be an 'adult', and it was hard not being treated as an 'adult'.

There's a bitter smile on this girl and myself somewhere similar. Maybe we're living together somewhere similar.

That's why I think.

I want you to grow up slowly. I'm not saying it's bad to stretch your back, because you can't go back to being a 'child' after you're an 'adult'.

Rita looks great. I have a lot of work to do, and even one of the old guys who comes to the store is picky with me.

And in my big tummy, I also look so good protecting my precious baby with Kenneth.

"Thanks to Latina, it really helps."

"Really? I'm glad I can help."

"I'm not very good at needlework."

"Rita, I'm busy."

I have to prepare a lot of diapers for my baby. I'm glad Rita praised me too because she taught me at Chloe's house and Grandma taught me so much.

Diapers are not difficult because they just stitch straight.

Rita still cleans up a lot of paperwork today. The speed with which you read the paperwork, the way you run the pen, and the calculation of requisition fees and purchases are very, very fast.

I wonder if I'll be able to help Rita someday.

"When can you have a baby?

"When it's autumn. We need to make sure we don't have a summer butt."

"Rita, I don't like the heat."

They say it's not a good idea to eat all the cold stuff, so let's help Rita have a healthy baby, full of it. I need to figure out what to do to stay cool now.

"Baby boy, maybe girl"

"Either way. If only you could be born healthy."

So smile (straw) Rita is really good looking.

I can spend every day with my friends until the end of the summer.

In the fall, the school building of the Huang God (Asphal) will be closed for two years, and everyone will have another time.

Kind of, like, lonely.

I'm not saying goodbye, so even though we can play together like before, it just feels a little different.

Chloe said she would do tailoring work, just like her mother at home. I asked Chloe for clothes for the Tiger Cat Pavilion, and she said, "I'll make a special one that suits Latina," and she laughed.

I like cute pink and fluffy clothes, but always Chloe says, "That's not a waste! Says."

Looks good like Chloe and I wonder if she'll be able to wear clothes.

Sylvia said she was going to the temple of the Green God. I told him I wouldn't be able to see him much, but he kind of said with a 'bad' smile that there are plenty of ways to get in touch with him because 'Tiger Cat Pavilion' is a place with the green god (Akdal) flag. I think it sounds like Sylvia.

He also said he would study magic and train in protective techniques.

The "Priests of the Green God (Akdal)" travel everywhere in the world. Go for dangerous places and places no one has ever been.

There is also a lot of "information" dealt with in "Tiger Cat Pavilion" and collected by the "Green God (Akdal) clerics" in that way.

One day, he said he wanted to go to the Land of the Demons (Vasilio).

I wonder if there will be a new 'One Demon King' by the time Silvia goes to Vasilio. If that's the case, I'm sure Sylvia might be able to get to that country a little safer, too.

Marcel said he was going to train at your bakery.

Every lunch, I used to get bread from Marcel's house, so I know it's delicious. Purchasing "Tiger Cat Pavilion" is another store, but I'm going to go buy it once in a while.

Marcel, who still helps the store, often thrives on stories about flavors and ingredients. I didn't even teach you how to make bread next time, and I promised.

Kenneth also said that he was unprofessional because of Kobo (...) and the baking kettle, so the opportunity to study in full is important!

Antony said he would move on to the higher school building.

Speaking of which, I was very surprised when I told the clergy in the school building that you were studying at Master Cornelio's.

My master seems to have been a great high priest.

Seems like I've been studying a lot that even the higher school building can't teach me. Not all of them, and I didn't do arithmetic or foreign language at all.

When Antony starts going to higher school, I'm going to ask him what he studied.

And Rudy said he was going to do something different from what you do at home.

"Are you going to the gendarmerie?

"That's right. After you graduate from school, the reserve team will train and work to prepare you for the gendarmerie."

He turned to her with his neck tilted, and when he answered that, Rudolph defied his gaze a little.

It would be embarrassing if anyone even asked why I wanted to join the gendarmerie to maintain security in Kreutz.

The only person in this city who can face the 'Adventurer' opponent head-on is the 'Gendarmerie'.

I am more likely to die before I raise my arms, even if I aspire to be an 'adventurer', although I was born and raised without any special abilities and in close proximity to a weapon, but have not been able to learn the skills to handle it.

Then it would be more sensible to take advantage of the profit of being born and raised in a large city to be trained as a fine sized gendarmerie reserve.

Rudolph, called an idiot, but if she's not in front of you, you can take things seriously to some extent.

"Guests at the Tiger Cat Pavilion also have a lot of gendarmes. Regards, Rudy."

The girl smiling, though, didn't seem particularly interested in the reason for her aspirations. It's a relief half, a shame too. It's complicated.

"Isn't it just the Adventurers who come to that store?"

"Yeah. Both gendarmes and gatekeepers come here a lot. The gatekeeper says the other gates are far away, so he's only in charge of the south."

"... the one in the reserve, are you coming?

"Hmmm... before, the gendarmes said that one of the reserves works hard until he gets laid every day. I don't really have time to hang out."

The Gendarmerie Reserve leads a boarding life by staying in the quarters.

It was not only to train, but also to be tapped into the relationship between vertical society with discipline.

Not that I don't have any leisure time at all, but I'm sure I'll 'never see you again', as I have.

Still, if you can be a Gendarmerie safely, it doesn't seem unnatural to wave a major player to the 'Dancing Tiger Cat Pavilion' and sunflower.

The immediate goal would be that.

Rudolph at this stage, I had not even imagined at all.

The regular guests of the Tiger Cat Pavilion - among the gendarmes, those who are placed in positions and strengths at first glance and second glance from around them - mean to say hello.

It was the idol of regular guests, and some of them did not think at all about how the "self" of the boy to be "asked" could be seen by a girl called "Platinum Fairy Princess".

In many ways, he was caught in the eye immediately after his enlistment in the reserve.

I can't say it's all bad. The fact that I was able to see through training and so on also means that I was able to provide more enthusiastic guidance than other trainees.

It's just that it was so hard to imagine.

I hug one of my favorites all the time and say "good night" again today.

The most secure place. My favorite place to be pompous, relieved, and fuzzy.

I tried to tell her I could sleep on my own more than once, possibly like a 'baby', but I couldn't.

Every time I leave a message, when I go into bed with just one person, I always feel sober. Round your body on a cold sheet, hug your pillow tight and close your eyes.

Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night. Sometimes in a dark room, you don't know where you are. Sometimes I dream of running away from scary things in the dark 'woods' and I can't help but be scared.

"Hmm... what's up, Latina?

"Yeah, it's nothing."

"Oh well, did you even have a scary dream...?

Say that, okay. If you can stroke me, I'm really fine. There's nothing to be afraid of. Because this (...) is the safest place in the world.

So I (...) want to grow up early, but that's all that's better as it is now, and I think.