Illimitable Until Death

“What kind of person is normal? ”

This can be very funny, it can be very philosophical.

The funny reason is simple, because the average person doesn't ask such a question for no reason.

If one day someone around you suddenly asks such a question, then surely your first reaction is to laugh?

After all, normal people certainly don't suddenly want to ask such a question.

And the philosophical argument is simpler, and it's a question that, from an objective point of view, can also be a meaningful subject of debate.

However, such a debate, without high school, would definitely not be raised as a homework.

However, such a question was raised with the teacher on the first day of primary school.

That year, he was eight years old.

Imagine how embarrassing and confused the reaction of the primary school teacher standing on the podium and the surrounding group of ignorant children was when such a problem emerged from the mouth of an eight-year-old child.

From this point of view alone, the square is no longer a normal person.

Such a problem should never occur to an eight-year-old child.

However, in all respects, the square is actually a normal person.

Kids of the same age are playing with each other, too.

Kids your age are in trouble, too.

Children of the same age are also innocent in the square when they are innocent.

Kids of the same age fart in childish ways as in childish ways.

In other words, the square is neither premature nor abnormal and is a normal child, both physically and mentally.

However, on the first day of primary school at the age of eight, Fang Li had to ask such a question.

Because, in the ignorance of understanding, you know that you are the only anomaly different from the rest of us.

……

That year, he was only seven years old.

Until the age of seven, Fong Li grew up as an ordinary child.

At that time, because parents needed to work and support their families all day long, the person who was most often with them was Grandpa.

Grandpa loves Fong Li very much.

Grandpa will play with Fang when he wants to.

Grandpa will come out to defend the square when his parents scold him.

Grandpa will comfort the painful side when he bumps and falls.

When the party is interested in a toy, Grandpa will buy the toy to make the party happy.

Therefore, the square likes Grandpa equally.

Even when you grow up, you can naturally tell the people around you that your favorite person is Grandpa.

How do you react when such a person disappears from your world?

Previously, this issue had not been considered.

But when I was seven, I had to think about it.

“Woo... woo...”

Crying sounded all over the space.

They can be overwhelmingly repressed or unscrupulous, but they can make anyone feel the pain and sadness inside.

Under that cry, the whole vast space was filled with a sad atmosphere.

Underneath that cry, the ignorant children were rendered, one after the other crying.

The square is in such an environment that one hand is held by the mother and the eyes are cast in front of her.

There, there's a black and white photograph.

The man in the photo is the grandfather in the square.

Looking at that picture, Fong really misses Grandpa.

We know that the people around us also miss Grandpa so much that they will cry at this time.

However, there is no way to shed a tear in the square.

Even if parents were crying, the adults and children around them were crying, there was no way to cry.

So, Fong Li asked.

“Mom, why are you crying? ”

At that time, the tearful mother answered the square like this.

“... because Grandpa is not coming back. ”

Fong Li knows.

This fact is still known.

Fong Li knew that Grandpa would never come back.

But...

“But why are you crying? ”

When she asked such a question, her mother's expression was a little surprised and a little confused.

And then Mom answered Fang Li like this.

“Grandpa won't come back, normal people will feel sad, so cry. ”

When I heard that, I didn't say anything anymore.

However, there is a question in the mind of the square.

“Should a normal person cry at this time? ”

That's why Fang Li asked the teacher that question when he was eight years old.

It wasn't until we grew up that we realized that that was a matter of course.

Death of a loved one, for a normal person, should naturally cry.

Because, sad, sad, that's normal.

From a psychological point of view, it is normal when a person's subjective world has the principle of unity with the objective world.

Because psychology is a reflection of objective reality, any normal psychological activity and behavior must be consistent with the objective environment, even if only formally and in terms of content.

When a person's spiritual or psychological environment is not unified with the outside world, then that person must not be understood.

At that time, this person would become anomalous.

Therefore, in this theory, the square is not a normal person.

That day, there was no crying in the square.

When others are sad, there is only peace in their hearts.

When others are taken for granted, there is only doubt in the heart of the square.

When others cry and weep, the heart of the square is nothing but surprise.

How can it not be unusual to be so inconsistent or even callous?

Anyway, they all raised themselves from an early age, had great feelings with themselves, and were their favorite relatives.

A man like that has passed away and will never see him again. That's why he should be sad because he's a little kid, isn't it?

However, from beginning to end, there was no feeling of sadness, no feeling of sadness, not even the urge to shed a tear.

At that time, adults didn't care about this, only pretending that they really didn't understand the meaning of death, or that they were a little premature and not influenced by the children around them, and were rendered crying.

Only the square, in a state of obscurity, understood one thing.

That's...

“I'm not like the people around me...”

That was the only idea in the square at the time.

When I grew up, I understood why I was like that.

Not only is it because the party has begun to understand, but also because the party has inevitably experienced the same thing a few more times.

At that time, they couldn't cry, they couldn't feel sad.

Then, Fong understood.

No matter how important they are to themselves and how close they are to themselves, once he/she dies, he/she will never shed a tear and will not feel a little sad.

It's not that the square doesn't understand anything, and it's not that the square is too ruthless.

It's just a flaw.

A square begins to understand something at the age of seven, hiding a personality defect deep inside.

“I can't have feelings for other people's deaths...”

So...

“I must not be able to have feelings for my own death...”

This fact, in the year of the eighteenth birthday, was confirmed.

……

“Bang --! ”

It was a loud banging sound.

When the sound of the impact sounds, it just feels like a day spinning around, and when the field of view is restored, the first time it enters his field of view is just a sky.

But the sky is gradually dyed red and replaced with black little by little.

The red appeared because the iris in the cube began to bleed.

Black appeared because the consciousness in the square began to disappear.

At this moment, the square just feels that the body is no longer its own, can't even move, can't even feel anymore.

The only feeling in the square is -- hot.

It's hot.

Very hot.

My whole body is feverish.

Around, an individual pedestrian began to come around, appearing in the blurred view of the square.

There's no way to hear what they're saying.

However, there is a panic and fear that can be perceived.

And my own feverish body is starting to get wet, as if something important was missing.

He turned his head hard and saw the nearby berth.

There, gradually dyeing red.

It was stained red with blood flowing from the whole body of the square.

So, Fong Li finally understood.

The important thing that's losing itself is not just blood, it's life.

At the same time, this is the only way to understand what is happening.

Car crash.

It was a sudden accident.

More than 100,000 such accidents occur each year in this country.

It's just one of the 100,000 car accidents this year.

“I see...”

The square instantly accepted its destiny.

No frustration, no resentment, not even fear or resistance.

After all, there is no way to generate any emotions about "death".

This is the fact that when I was seven years old, I began to understand.

Now, it's just confirmation.

If you have any feelings about your imminent death, there is only one.

“Where will people go when they die? ”

With this idea, the square closed its own eyes.

In that instant where he was completely unconscious, a cold voice poured into his mind.

“Number 11273 enters the main divine space. ”

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