Illimitable Until Death
Chapter 1405: No One Likes Him Better Than Me
Shana was just an orphan until she was trained by Will Amina and Alastor as "Burning Eye Killers" fire fighters.
There are no acquaintances, and there is no such thing as family.
So only after entering the Heavenly Palace did Shana finally have someone to call by name.
In the years that followed, Shana was trained only in the Heavenly Palace, indoctrinated with the elite education of the Fire Mist Warriors, and never stepped outside.
And in the two years that Shana began her civic activities as a fog fighter, as she had hoped, Shana had repeatedly fought and vanished, and those who were able to enter her life could hardly be said to have done so.
Until I met Fong...
“At first, I just thought he was a nasty guy. ”
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“It was just a human being, but he broke into the enclosed battlefield without having the power to challenge the mighty King of the Red Apostles, as if he were an ugly horn in a stage play who could only speak big words, making people feel angry. ”
The reason for this is not because Shana despises humankind, but because she hates the possibility of being dragged back by such a defenceless human being in battle, preventing her from carrying out her crusading mission.
“However, he did what surprised me, not only displaying superior fighting skills, but also forcing the" hunter "to retreat, even carrying the treasure of the Red World Baby, discovering that the" hunter "had secretly launched the secret of swallowing the city, with the intention of stopping it all. ”
Perhaps I didn't do it to stop the "hunter" conspiracy.
But his response and actions against the Hunter were perfect enough to make Alastor, the Red Demon, feel impeccable.
“At that time, I thought he was getting more annoying. ”
People unconsciously hate groups that don't have to work hard to get what they want easily.
Same goes for Shana.
“In order to be the perfect fog fighter, I have been trained to use this mission as my survival significance and never deviate, but that man, who is clearly not a fog fighter, is better than me. ”
Since then, Shana has developed a psychology of competition and exclusion.
At the end of the day, it's just because you're uncomfortable.
I am uncomfortable with the fact that I am lagging behind a human being in all respects in targeting myself to become the perfect fog fighter.
Alastor is understandable.
Because, basically, this fog fighter named Shana is a strong and unwilling man.
However, while this kind of competitive mentality was ignited in the other side of Shana...
“I saw everything about him in the battle with the Hunter and the Thousand Changes...”
Trick and crush the hunter with obsession over him.
Shana was shocked by the terrible will to fight with Hudnan.
That battle upset Shana's mind.
It wasn't until then that Shana found out.
“It's normal that he's better than me. ”
Though different from the one who made mission a survival point, that person was not empowered without any effort.
Unlike a firefog warrior with consciousness, that man is fighting for his life.
That is not a human being who is powerless to challenge his own unbeatable opponents.
It's just a small, weak human struggle to become stronger.
And that's what they said to Shana.
“I do not deny your mission, but neither do you ignore my existence. ”
That was a declaration from an individual standpoint.
“The world is not for you alone, don't think that mission is for you alone. ”
That is a word from a human standpoint.
Then there will be a fierce duel to defeat a powerful opponent.
Ha Na, who witnessed the battle herself, gradually began to feel like an identity.
Because Shana understands.
“It has nothing to do with whether it's a fog fighter or not. ”
That man, too, fought for his own reasons.
That's all.
Since then, there has been a dispute between the "eulogist" and the "bone collector", and the calculation of the "costume dance", sometimes in conflict, sometimes fighting alongside each other, sometimes in a big fight, sometimes in mutual trust, eventually escaping from the Star and Sea Palace, in this desert to separate ways for future perils, and to embark on a journey of cultivation with each other.
In this case, unconsciously, the position of the square in Shana's mind is to create several degrees of ups and downs, sometimes very high, sometimes very low, sometimes occupy all, sometimes sensible separation, big ups and downs, try hundreds of emotions, which is caused by the fact that Shana's emotions have been completely affected by every word in the square.
Shana can be sure.
“There's no more hateful guy in this world than he is. ”
Shana almost spoke out and said that.
“He's the only one who can affect my mood so much, I really hate it. ”
That's all Shana can tell you about feelings.
But I guess it's only because I don't know what I'm really in the mood for.
At least, the fans in the station, the spectators are clear.
“Really?”
Sylvia smiled like she was seeing something happy.
Immediately thereafter, Sylvia said the same thing with a smile.
“So I guess it's the opposite of Shana? ”
That kind of language, it held Shana back.
And Sylvia just smiled softly and said so.
“If Shana hates him the most, then I like him the most. ”
That's enough to shock Shana's heart.
Because Sylvia can be sure, too.
“There is absolutely no one in this world who likes him more than I do. ”
In saying this, Sylvia's tone is not confident or profound, but, as is natural, the truth of the world, in its most natural tone, speaks it out.
However, it is this natural tone that fills the sentence with persuasive power that anyone can perceive.
It's enormous, and no one can refute it.
“Like... like...? ”
Shana's stuck.
In my heart, there was an unprecedented shake.
What's going on?
Shana feels so bad.
Why is that?
That was a bad feeling before far victory.
I hate Fong Li? She likes the square?
No, it's not.
It's not like that.
Those are two completely different kinds of feelings.
So Sylvia would say that she was the exact opposite of Shana.
But...
But...
(Something doesn't feel right...)
Shana's heart shook so unrestrained.
Makes Sylvia's face happier and happier.
“Well, Shana, why don't you think about what your real feelings are like? ”
Sylvia stood up and, like a naughty older sister, lit a little bit of Shana's forehead with her fingers.
“First you have to understand that, then you know how to get along with me? ”
Sylvia left after leaving behind such a profound statement.
Ha Na was the only one left, sitting in bed, confused.
“I…”