Illimitable Until Death

“————" First, face your past "————”

This is what was given in the trial.

Yes, it is.

The first level of this so-called trial is having to face your own past.

For most people, the past was not good.

Because people are a creature that does stupid things.

Even the best people, there were times when they were immature, and there were times when they were called rebel periods, and they did things that made them feel ashamed and remorseful.

So, people are usually pessimistic about the past, hating themselves, denying the past, reluctant to look back at those things, just optimistically acknowledging who they are.

But there's nothing we can do about it.

It is undoubtedly more important and equally meaningful now than it was in the past.

Yesterday I was absolutely more ignorant than I am today.

Today's self is definitely more childish than tomorrow's.

The past has been losing to the present.

I've been losing to the future.

That's the truth about the world.

Perhaps some will want to go back and think that the past is better.

For example, people in the family path will miss the glory of the past family, people with cancer will miss the past healthy self, people who do bad things will miss the past walking in the sun, people who have no faith in the future will also miss the past without thinking about anything, they just need to eat, drink and play childhood, so something called "regret" will appear.

However, such pessimistic ideas, when they arise, are destined to be cast in contempt by the future self, believing that this is the time when you are so immature.

And what would people do if they could really go back to the past and face it?

Lost?

Confused?

Exclamation?

Pain?

These are all possible.

But different people will certainly give different answers.

Whatever the process, whatever it may be, as long as you can cross the past and come up with an answer, the witch who observes it all and satisfies her curiosity will give it credit.

Therefore, those who cannot accept their past, immerse themselves in grief and suffering, and retreat, cannot cross the trials.

Instead, those who can accept the past, or even those who are determined to break it, can cross the trials.

That's what the trial is about.

And when Amelia was forced to face her past, she was also facing her past.

“Woo... woo...”

Crying moved in this space.

They can be overwhelmingly repressed or unscrupulous, but they can make anyone feel the sadness and sadness.

Underneath that cry, the atmosphere of sorrow pervaded.

Underneath that cry, the sad mood is infected.

Even the children who didn't understand were affected, and the last one cried.

Returning to childhood, it is in an environment where one hand is held by one's own mother and the eye is on the front.

There, there's a black and white photograph.

Exactly deceased grandpa.

Naturally, it is impossible to forget this part of the past.

Because, on this very day, the understanding of understanding begins to be different.

Since that day, life has changed in Square.

It's often said that if a person's point of view is different, the world will change completely.

This phrase is perfect for the body of a square.

The indifference to death has led to the gradual growth of the square for a person who does not fit into the surroundings.

The individuality of the square becomes calm and decisive due to the inability to create a sad mood for the death of those around us.

Because of the inability to resonate with the death and grief of others, it is gradually regarded as ruthless and heartless.

Parents agree that such a place is too premature, not only confusing, but sometimes even frightening.

Friends thought such a place was too heartless to alienate him.

It is not irrelevant that the square becomes a home squat.

And this is where life starts.

“Do you feel sad facing the beginning of your life? ”

The witch's voice was murmuring in her ear.

“Do you feel sad about the beginning of your anomaly? ”

The murmur gradually became joyful, as if enjoying the reaction in the recipe.

Instead, it was deafening, just staring at the old man in the nostalgic black and white photograph in front of him and looking at the mother around him.

The mother was still crying and even holding the hand in the square was a little cold.

This made Fang Li have to start thinking.

“Why didn't you find it before? ”

If you find it, you can heat it up for your mother.

That should do a little bit of comfort to relieve the grief of the people around you, right?

“Why didn't you find out until now? ”

This is what we call feelings that must arise in the face of the past.

Regret what you've done in the past.

I am uncomfortable with good things I have not done in the past.

In this mood, one thing is clear to the party.

“At that time, I was just watching the death in front of me, ignoring the life around me. ”

Grandpa's death opened up a different screen for the life of the square, but allowed the square to ignore the situation of the biological mother around him.

In the past, the square has always felt like a defective person.

Now we only know.

“It's not that my heart is flawed, it's that my vision is too narrow. ”

Watching "death" ignores "life".

Being present in "life" walks towards "death".

This is the past of the square.

“Now, I won't do that again. ”

Even if death is recorded in the soul.

Even if you can't understand the grief of others.

So...

“I share happiness with those around me and work together to survive beyond death. ”

In the eyes of the square, the eyes of the demon that looked directly at death finally appeared again.

It manifests itself in childhood.

And it's not cold blue, it's bright rainbow.

“Beep...! ”

In the brain, the pain began to pass.

“Psst...! ”

In the soul, the ocean began to swell.

But all of this has been ignored.

Just as you have negative feelings about yourself in the past.

“I will not hesitate to do anything for myself in the future, no matter how bad my condition is. ”

And the heavens and the earth fell as soon as it came out.

The whole spiritual hall, whether it's the mother, the relatives, or the whole place, is starting to break down.

And the witch's laughter echoed in the ears of the square with great joy.

“You are the best...”

In the voice of love, the heavens and the earth around the square collapsed.

The square is so caught up in a void space.

The body, little by little, has returned to adulthood.

And then, in the middle of nowhere is darkness.

Put it there, give it direct illumination.