Illimitable Until Death

“Wow...”

Warm water is sprayed from the head of the lotus, allowing the sound of water to echo back to the ear.

White fog flooded this not so narrow space, filling the floor with tiny amounts of water like sweat from bricks and stones.

This is one of the bathrooms located on the fourth floor of a luxury cruise ship.

The fourth floor is the floor where the dormitory room for girls is located.

At this time, Karuizawa is in the bathroom of her room, flushing her body.

It was only about 2: 30 p.m., but Karuizawa couldn't help but come here to take a bath.

Otherwise, Karuizawa believed that her mind could not calm down completely.

“It's... terrible...”

Looking back at what happened in the rabbit group's room, Karuizawa couldn't help but mumble the sound.

The voice is filled with pain, memories, and fear.

The heart is beating faster.

Smooth skin doesn't feel warm at all when flushed with hot water.

This caused Karuizawa's whole body to tremble slightly.

If it were now, seeing Karuizawa like this, I believe that whoever knows what Karuizawa is afraid of.

This is supposed to drop people's glasses, right?

Because, in the eyes of others, Karuizawa is a powerful and irrational queen.

Cheerful people are her norm.

Intolerance and disgust are the basics of her personality.

Who would have thought that Karuizawa, hiding in the bathroom of the room, was afraid of shaking?

Only Karuizawa knew.

Such a self is who you really are.

Karuizawa knows herself very well.

Understand all the strengths and weaknesses.

So, Karuizawa knew that neither boys nor girls actually liked her.

Therefore, Karuizawa also knows how many people are annoyed by her grandeur and irrationality.

Not even Yosuke Hirata "likes" Kazue, but "helps" Kazue.

All of these, Karuizawa, are self-aware.

But what does that have to do with anything?

Karuizawa is hoping to become such a person.

As long as she is like this, no one dares to "bully" her anymore.

Therefore, no matter how annoying, Karuizawa does not feel pain.

Compared to everything that has happened in the past, such a thing is simply not worth mentioning as suffering.

In fact, after coming to high school, everything was just like Karuizawa wanted it to be.

Her grandeur accomplished her place among girls.

Her irrationality made it impossible to feel contempt for her.

Painful memories of the past have all been overcome.

Today, Karuizawa has been reborn.

At least, I think so.

“I should have been reborn...”

Unfortunately, it was just a dream.

Dreams finally wake up.

Everything today awakened Karuizawa's dream.

When I think of the real pot Zhibao, Serval Beauty and Shashi Yamashita approaching me, I still have the scenario to familiarize Karuizawa with the unfamiliar Qi. Painful memories of the past are like spring shoots after rain, and they reappear.

“Hmm...”

Memories awaken fear.

Fear subverts the heart.

Karuizawa felt her head faint and couldn't help but sit on the ground. Even her head seemed to have lost its strength and drowned.

However, this droop took a fatal blow to Karuizawa.

Because Karuizawa saw it.

On his side of the abdomen, there was a scar.

“ ———— ”

The moment the scar was printed into Karuizawa's eye curtain, Karuizawa's dizziness in her head turned into a vortex, causing her subversive inner heart to completely collapse.

“Ouch...! ”

Dry vomit leaked from between the fingers where Kaorizawa covered her mouth.

That was not a reaction because the scar on his body was too ugly, but a disease caused by the brutal excavation of the deep trauma in his heart.

Psychological illness.

Yes, it is.

Karuizawa had a painful past that could cause even mental illness.

Because of that past, Karuizawa changed herself and became this disgusting self.

Hideo Karuizawa thought that the past would never come to him again.

However, Karuizawa did not expect that her disgusting disguise to protect herself, a trivial thing she had done, would serve as a trigger for the reopening of her inner pain.

True pot Zhibao, Serval Beauty and Shashi Yamashita's shadow toward herself not only awakened Karuizawa, who was dreaming, but also awakened the long-lost fear in her heart.

Karuizawa doesn't even know what will happen to herself in the next day.

In the same group as Shibao Makoto, Mei Serval and Shashi Yamashita, Sae Karui can't avoid these three people at all.

Hideyoshi Karuizawa is bound to have to make contact with the three others.

Well, here comes the problem.

What would those three do to themselves?

Will you destroy "who you are now" and find that hateful and sad "who you were"?

Will you get a second scar like this on yourself?

These ideas make Karuizawa even more afraid.

“No... ok...”

Karuizawa groaned almost powerless.

“I don't want to... go back...”

It's the only thing that Karuizawa would never allow.

“I'm not who I used to be...”

Karuizawa bit her teeth and tried to depress her inner fear.

“I've been reborn...”

Even if that was just the rebirth of a humble ant into a pathetic parasite, Karuizawa needed it.

Everything is for your own protection.

Karuizawa is willing to do anything to protect herself.

Scars on the lateral abdomen must not be allowed to increase.

To think of it, Karuizawa had to think of him.

Reminds me of the man who couldn't ignore himself after the first day of the special exam on a deserted island.

Karuizawa remembered that the man said this when he asked the class students to go out and retrieve the herbs and prepare the herbs.

“Depending on the variety of herbs that are being harvested, I can dispense with a number of herbs that work wonders. ”

“Has herbs that work as stabilizers to maximize sleep. ”

“There are herbs that can be applied externally to treat sprains, abrasions, contusions and even fractures. ”

“There are also herbs that can treat colds and fever. ”

“In addition to these, there are herbs that have a variety of nutritional benefits, and even herbs that can remove scars. ”

That's right.

“Scar removal...”

Maybe that man doesn't even know?

How important that is to me.

Since then, Karuizawa has known.

I need him myself.

I need that man, I need that herb.

Otherwise, you can't be reborn.

As long as this scar is on you for a day, you are still who you used to be.

You have to destroy that yourself.

For this reason, Karuizawa is willing to do anything.

Even if you change hosts and become a parasite to that man, that's the same thing.