Infinite bloodcore
Section 77: Life still has to go on
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"Don't come, don't come!"
Zidi ran away embarrassedly.
And Jin Jin chased the girl closely.
"I'm so hungry, I'm so hungry!" Acupuncture completely turned into a silver gun scorpion, already crushed by hunger, and full of thoughts of eating.
Zidi was finally forced to the bottom of the cave and tripped to the ground by a stone.
Zhenjin pounced fiercely, rushing on her body, and the huge chelated feet and sharp scorpion tail started fiercely.
Pouch.
Zi Di was dismembered in an instant, blood splattered, dyed the bottom of the hole, and the entire field of vision of the needle gold.
The next moment, Zhenjin suddenly opened his eyes.
He saw the dark night sky.
He was gasping for breath, the cold air filled his chest and lungs, his pupils gradually expanded to their normal size, and his mood gradually calmed down.
Nightmare.
He had a nightmare.
In this nightmare, he turned into a gun scorpion, attacked Zidi, treating the girl as food to satisfy his hunger and life.
Zhenjin sat up quietly.
He was in a cold sweat.
Looking around, Zidi was sleeping peacefully beside him, and Bai Ya and blue algae were lying not far away.
After hearing Cangxu's words, Jingjin knocked out the blue algae and set it up.
As for Cangbeard, he is responsible for guarding the middle of the night.
The bonfire is still burning quietly, the flame is half smaller than before, but it still provides a steady stream of warmth.
The light of the fire shone on Zhenjin's face, and the look of the young knight looked dizzy.
"Why would I have such a nightmare?"
"Is it because I have been worried and afraid of this magic crystal in my heart?"
This is a normal psychological reaction.
Imagine that a normal person suddenly grows horns, or gives birth to a tail, or has tumors all over his skin. Can you not worry and be afraid?
No one has a magic core, but a needle gold has grown out of it.
And this magic core is very mysterious, weird and powerful. It can turn needle gold into a monster, and can absorb the blood of life.
"There is no way to use vindictiveness. When in danger, I can only use it."
"Oh...I won't use it in the future, so I'll try not to use it."
"Who knows the serious consequences?"
Zhenjin subconsciously touched his heart.
He is afraid that if he abuses the magic core, one day he will become a beast monster and never return to human form.
Zhenjin felt: This magic crystal had begun to seduce him, tempting him to slaughter the common people and sacrifice the innocent to gain more powerful strength and power.
"On the other hand, I am also afraid of becoming a cyanobacteria." The needle gold glanced at the cyanobacteria in the distance.
To be honest, he can understand blue algae.
And this understanding is very deep.
Because needle gold used to face the same choice as cyanobacteria.
Hunger can drive mad people, hunger can turn a needle into a gun scorpion to eat golden stone, and make Zidi feel like the cooling lava is like toasted chocolate bread, which can make the beard want to eat a handful of sand.Let them not let go of anything that can be eaten, and feel that jerbo meat and lizard meat are supremely delicious.
In addition to understanding, there are fears and fears in Jinjin's heart.
"If I chose to use white sprouts as food at the time, would the cyanobacteria as they look now be my fate?"
"Although Bai Ya is not my own brother, I will always be tortured and tortured by the kindness, morality, and glory of the knight in my heart."
"I will die like cyanobacteria!"
Zhenjin's heart is very heavy.
Because he naturally thought: "In the future, will I become such a person?"
When returning to the volcanic cave and carrying the white buds, the young knight told himself-I have not fallen.
However, he was very clear: he had many ideas.The selfishness, evil, shamelessness, and despicableness of those thoughts made it almost impossible for Zijin to face himself after the fact.
In addition to understanding, fear, and heaviness, Zhijin has another pity for cyanobacteria.
"In order to survive, he became a beast."
"He killed his own brother."
"Afterwards, he came to this oasis again. Such an arrangement is simply a joke and mockery of fate."
"The cyanobacteria regret it, maybe the oasis was discovered earlier, or if you insist on it, the xanthellae will not die."
"Extreme regret made him unable to believe the death of Xanthelasma, desperately vetoing the fact that he killed his own brother."
"Even if his vision is normal, he firmly believes that Xanthella is still alive and there is hope of being saved."
"He lied to himself and tried his best to lie to himself. He fell into his own fantasy. Only in this way can he escape the condemnation of his conscience and moral torture."
"This oasis is real, but he has fallen into his own mirage."
"But everything is just fantasy after all."
"Our appearance and attitude burst the bubble of fantasy, and the ruthless reality and truth are once again in front of the blue algae."
"And this time, he has no way to evade, no way to lie to himself."
"As Cangxu said before, people who survive in the desert will collapse because of the mirage. This is the case with cyanobacteria, and the situation is even worse."
Frankly speaking, if the needle gold had not experienced life and death, he would also repay the current cyanobacteria with contempt, disgust, and hatred, and he would probably adopt Zidi's advice.
However, after experiencing so much, the young knight's body and mind have undergone tremendous changes.
"He is our companion. I once said that we must do our best to save everyone, so I will help him." This is the previous campfire, after needle gold faced the two completely different suggestions of Cangbeard and Zidi. Decisions made.
Afterwards, he got up and brought half a bowl of coconut water and roast pork to the blue algae.
The cyanobacteria did not react at all, still staring at the corpse of the xanthellae.
In the end, the needle gold can only stun the cyanobacteria.
Why did you make such a decision to help cyanobacteria?
Needle gold also felt strange at the time.
But now, he understands a little: "Perhaps it is because of a desire in my heart. I hope that if one day, I fall into the blue algae situation, I also hope that outsiders can help me."
But Jingjin knew very well that he could not really help the cyanobacteria.
The problem with cyanobacteria is not outside, but inside.
Zhijin was even suspicious, and asked himself whether people like cyanobacteria should help.
Human society has ethics and morals, so the ethics and morals of the Templars must be more above the public standards.Such behavior by cyanobacteria is undoubtedly anti-moral and anti-ethical.
"I rescue people like Cyanobacteria, am I right?"
"I rescued him, is it because I saw myself in him?"
"Am I making excuses for my possible degeneration?"
At this moment, looking at the swaying flames, Zhenjin felt he was hesitating and shaking.
He initially controlled the magic crystal in his heart and became very powerful.He had enough food and water to get rid of this crisis.
But the young knight felt weak.
He asked himself in his heart.
"What kind of person am I?"
"I am very afraid of death. Can I continue to uphold the spirit of a knight, and can I take the responsibility of the family?"
"Am I a selfish person?"
"If I fall into the situation before the cyanobacteria, how should I choose?"
"If I choose not to eat, then I will lose my life and cannot go to the oasis. If I choose to eat, then I will die rather than live."
"Which choice is right?"
Zhenjin faced himself bravely, he didn't use his core as an excuse to escape from his true self.
Zhenjin couldn't answer his own question.
Every time he thinks, every time he faces these problems, every time his heart is tortured, he will lose part of the strong confidence he had before, and then part of it.
Zhenjin knew very well: When he rescued Bai Ya, he said to himself that he had not fallen.This is actually just a subconscious denial.Who doesn't want to be brave?Who doesn't want light?Who doesn't want to be upright, without any moral debt?
"However, Cangxu's words... indeed make sense."
Zhenjin is really thinking.
This kind of thinking forces oneself to face the ugliness and gloom in the deepest part of his human nature, which is undoubtedly very painful.
The confidence in himself was lost, and Jin Jin fell into deep self-doubt at the same time.
By the campfire late at night, the young knight quietly got up and half-kneeled on the ground.
He lowered his head, covered his heart with his hand, facing the direction of Shengming Continent, and began to repent.
"God, Emperor Shengming, my great Lord. Under your gaze, the world is bright, and the shadows are fleeing in a hurry. Now, your believer, your knight, confess to you because I have fallen into the quagmire of my soul. Please. The Spirit of God illuminates me and makes my shadow of corruption, ugliness, and filth fade away. I beg you to forgive me for my sins in my thoughts..."
The long confession is over.
The gentle night breeze was blowing in the ears of the young knight.
Everything was in the expectation of needle gold-the god did not respond.
The boy sighed sadly.
Zidi sleeps soundly.
The white bud lay flat in the grass, while the blue algae curled up and lay on the ground, like a shrimp.
Both of them frowned and looked pained—they were both struggling.
As time passed, the night was gradually fading, and the sun rose, casting a hot light.
Just like the countless days and nights before, nature is still running the same law.
Any feelings of distress, sadness, pain, confusion, etc., seem to be hypocritical in this vast nature.
The sky is big and the earth is big, living the biggest.
Before wealth, rights, beauty and honor, it must be food and water.
No matter how painful, confused, or sad, life will continue.