Infinite Dimensional Fantasy

Kalam Hill.

There is no ray of light in the sky, it is as empty and dark as King Arthur’s heart. Apart from weapons and a large number of corpses, there are only the dead-hearted Arthur and Lin Xiao who was in it. Lin Xiao who was originally in a spiritual state, slow Slowly transform from a light and fluttering state of mind into a substance.

It seems that this is the end of Atoria. Suddenly I understand the reason Merlin said that it is difficult to awaken Atoria’s personality. The terrifying degree of this nightmare is at least as difficult as the difficulty of a certain game. Has reached the level of the king, because nothing is more direct than destroying all one's expectations, all dreams..But what makes people completely desperate in this destruction is that this dream ends in her own hands. The king denied by others, the king who lives up to others' expectations, is still qualified to be a king?

Looking at the king who was half kneeling not far away, Lin Xiao took a deep breath, this time he must redeem the girl in front of him.

Even if the country is destroyed, even if this world is only her spiritual world, but Lin Xiao sees everything in her body, and her smile is beautiful, she definitely shouldn't just sink into this damn nightmare like purgatory.

"Why? This is the ending, I just want to save my motherland..."

"I can't even see through the hearts of the people who follow me..."

"Perhaps all these are punishments given to the king who doesn't understand people's hearts..."

"I can't do anything, I can't do anything... Everything is over..."

"........ ."

These voices are all distorted voices of Attoria, extremely decadent, extremely dark, extremely desperate, have you given up everything?

Lin Xiao clenched the fist in his hand. He lifted his foot and walked towards Atoria's side. Every step was slow. Of course, it wasn't that he didn't want to get to her side faster.

It was the negative emotions in Atoriya's spiritual world, constantly corroding and interfering with him, once he gave up a little bit, then his will and self would be disintegrated and completely swallowed.

Step by step, time is passing, and the distance is slowly getting closer. The negative emotions of bombardment are like demons celebrating in front of a bonfire. If they disturb their carnivals and sacrifices, they will naturally not give up easily.

The language bombardment of negative dark emotions is becoming more and more obvious, just like the attack of the heart demon in martial arts novels, constantly wanting to invade and destroy Lin Xiao’s spirit, and Lin Xiao’s footsteps have not stopped, despite his The speed is getting slower and slower, but he has not given up.

(Even if you can only reach 1 cm, she definitely has to reach Atoria's side. She must be very scared and painful now... No matter if others are betrayed, denied, or dismissed, the girl is unique This is a certain fact. The girl who has been fighting for her ideals is really handsome. You must tell her seriously... So even if you question that all this is Atoria yourself, it doesn’t matter. Because it’s up to me to identify, to guard, and to decide.)

Finally, it was only a short distance away to reach out and touch Atoria, but suddenly the negative emotions suddenly changed, and Lin Xiao began to appear in his own memory, as well as the voice of his own dark side.

It was his own voice that came into his heart. At this moment, Lin Xiao stopped temporarily, and his eyes began to empty, as if the soul was sucked away, memories and strong feelings surged, lonely and helpless, confused and afraid The gloomy voice of his own surged from all directions.

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Lin Xiao grew up in an orphanage. Most of the children in the orphanage are not on TV. They look happy like that in the movies, and most of them are unhappy.

And Lin Xiao is also one of them. No one of the orphans here knows why he stays in such a place?Maybe it's no luck.....Lin Xiao had no sense of identity at all.

Although there are friendly orphanage nurses and a large number of companions, they can only give him a little comfort, and no parents are like a brand on his heart.

In fact, this is a wound that every orphan has. When he sees someone else’s classmates who have parents taking them to and from school, they feel uncomfortable but they deceive themselves and say: "I am more independent without a father or mother."

The loneliness and helplessness of the soul tortured him all the time. Even when he grows up, this shadow will accompany his life. This also causes him not only to have no relatives, but also no friends.

Of course, it is said that when most orphans grow up, they are very lonely.

In a compelling sentence, no one can understand the loneliness that comes from the soul, even he himself feels like a freak.

However, Lin Xiao discovered that he was abnormal only because of a simple problem, that is, after growing up, Lin Xiao found that he could not find his goal in life at all. Isn't that a bit like saying that I have no dreams, so I am very confused , Can not find the meaning of life.

In fact, the so-called life goal in Lin Xiao's definition is to know why he lives. This is definitely a philosophical question.

1W individuals can definitely say 1W answers, but no one can come to his answer, so this answer is unknown, but Lin Xiao knows that waiting for him in the future is absolutely disgusting.

For example, in the future, I will look like a normal person, study, work, then find a suitable woman, then get married and have children, and then grow old.

Before dying, tell my sons and grandchildren or something that you don’t want a dime of my property, I want to donate it to the country, so that my life will be meaningful?I haven't lived in vain, is this why I live?Of course, this is just a joke, for Lin Xiao, this kind of future is not enough.

So wanting an extraordinary life is his goal?Just like in those comics, novels, and movies, I suddenly encountered an adventure and became a super power person, or a hero, or the protagonist of an enviable anime. From then on, he has lived beyond mortals. life.

Anyone has thoughts like this, but when you wake up from a dream, you will find that everything is still a cruel reality, and you still have to live to live.

But Lin Xiao is relatively lucky, but before he was selected by the Salvation Space, he didn't feel interested in anything at all. I don't know when to start?Lin Xiao has developed a habit of laziness. He doesn't care much about everything. He always likes to fight against the bed. He is famously known as being sealed by his bed. In fact, he is just hiding his heart because he does it every day. I don't know what I'm doing, I don't know what I want, the numb life without expectation is like waiting for the end of myself.

Later, when I died for the first time, I came to this world of salvation, and there was no substance to death, but suddenly such a wonderful thing happened to him, but Lin Xiao suddenly felt that he could find the answer.

Therefore, for the first time, Lin Xiao devoted himself to adapting to the salvation space, completing the tasks arranged in the salvation space perfectly, experiencing life beyond mere mortals, and constantly making herself stronger.

Because of the task, he also enjoyed the treatment of the savior, but gradually Lin Xiao got bored. He found that the answer he wanted was not in this so-called salvation space, nor was it in the satisfaction of being a savior.

Heroes and saviors often have to pay unimaginable prices, and the so-called savior’s satisfaction and extraordinary life are just self-deception, and their goals in life shouldn’t be built in such a deceptive environment. , From the bottom of his heart, Lin Xiao feels that he is not the material for being a hero, because he lacks a sense of mission. To be a hero is not what he wants at all. He just hopes to find his own answer, but if he can’t get the answer. Nothing makes sense anymore?

So, why do you want to save the world? Why do you have to become the savior? Let's just forget it. It's meaningless. Lin Xiao got such an answer in her heart.

These are some of the thoughts in Lin Xiao's memory, and the turbulent feelings of loneliness and confusion slowly gained the upper hand, those dark and hopeless voices continued to spread, and gradually began to occupy Lin Xiao His body, and the hollowness of his eyes became more and more obvious.

The blackness of the sky has become more intense. Will it come to an end or salvation next?