Infinite Gentleman

During that time, the doctor and I frankly said that although the injuries on my body were well treated, they were unable to do anything about the psychological blow.

However, if they can do nothing, am I capable? I was only fourteen years old at the time, and I am not a god. Even if a lot of psychology books are added because of their words, it is of no use. He is my father, should I be scornful to him? ? "

Skaha didn't speak, maybe he didn't know what to say.

Originally, she only asked this kind of question because she was curious and wanted to know more about it. But now she found that she could not stop listening.

She can only continue to ask sincerely: "What happened later?"

"Later, we talked again. My father asked me not to do that kind of work anymore. I replied to him, "But in this case, my father won't have money to treat the disease." Then my father replied, even if he died, I don't want me to do that kind of thing. When he thinks that the money for his treatment is earned through his son's betrayal of hue, he feels like he wants to die.

For this reason, my father and I had a big fight. Ah, now think about it, maybe there are other solutions. At that time, I was also a little dizzy. I just felt that my father was so unreasonable. I sacrificed so much for this family. It’s me who is leaning against the building and laughing, I have to endure the nausea that I have to vomit every day, every day, every day, and those bitches who are so disgusting that they are vain and suspicious! I even want to call them mother-who do you think I am for? ! "

Sincerely speaking, I almost yelled at the end, but after yelling, my tone became helpless again:

"But my father also has the truth of my father. He said that he would rather die than be like that. I think it was sincere. After all, the scum rushed over to kill me, and my father helped me with a knife. . Otherwise, it might be me who died."

"What's next?"

"The next step is the end. The result is not too good." The sincere tone became melancholy: "After the cure, my father left a letter, and then ran away...Of course, he said he was away from home. In fact, it was just living in the unit.

He said that he was sorry for me, because he was useless to cause all this. He had no face to see me again, but he still hoped that I could leave there and go back to school.

After that, my father would check in most of his salary every month as the living expenses of my sister and me. "

"...Is it over?"

"It's over, it's over. It's just that I didn't go back to school after that."

"why?"

"Because... I can't go back." Sincerely said: "Every time I want to go back, but I still go back to the nightclub unconsciously. I really think I can't go back anymore.

Life after that is very degenerate. Learn to smoke, learn to drink, learn to dress yourself, because of reading a series of psychology books, coupled with the increase in experience, so even if there is no aura of sadness, you don’t have to pretend to be tender, and you can hold No.1 in a nightclub.

I don't know when I lost it for the first time, or even forget what the object looked like the first time. Anyway, after waking up, I scolded that bitch severely. I obviously gave me a lot of money, and even the room was rented by her, but I was scolded and fled without even taking the underwear. Just ran away.

Ha ha... Is that guy shaking M? It's ridiculous.

Father said, he has no face to see me again, but in fact, how can I have the face to see him again? "

"But...you left there in the end, right?"

"That's another story," said sincerely.

"You said that you still have a sister."

"Well, the original Heiyi on the battlefield is my dearest sister and my current cohabitation partner." Sincerely said: "It should be said that the two brothers and sisters depended on each other for their lives, although the days were quite miserable. "

"So, she..."

"Sister, she seems to be very guilty." Sincerely said: "It's like I think it's better for me to make sacrifices. My sister may think so. The only difference is that my brain is smarter and more intelligent than her. Be cruel. So in the end it was me who made the choice.

My sister didn't need to do anything anymore, but because of my business, she always felt that if she didn't do anything, she would feel bad. So one day, I found that she was wearing makeup quietly, and then she wanted to go out in a gorgeous dress.

That was the first time I hit her, and the expectation was the last time... I was so mad at that time, I rushed over and slapped her.

I yelled to her: The man from the original family on the battlefield is not dead yet, and it is not your turn for anything. If you do anything to be sorry for me, I will kill you first and then commit suicide.

She was frightened and immediately cried and assured me that she would never do anything to sorry me. Then, she did go to school and after school every day, as I promised, to lead an ordinary life.

Of course, she must be uncomfortable in her heart, and I know this too. "

...

Things at that time were actually a little more complicated than what Zhanchangyuan said sincerely. It's just that dark history, even if you are drunk, you are facing the trustworthy and tight-spoken teacher Skaha, and sincerely don't want to say it.

In front of Yuan Heiyi, who was wearing nails, lipstick, and light makeup, she was sincere and frustrated, staring at her straightly, as if she was about to eat her:

"Everything about you belongs to me! Every inch of your skin belongs to me, your soul, body, personality, existence, everything belongs to me!"

The battlefield at the time was sincere, so he said this to his sister. After yelling, he hugged Yuan Heiyi on the battlefield tightly, his voice choked, and tears couldn't stop dripping: "Promise me okay? Please, don't do anything that saddens me. Promise me okay."

Heiyi on the battlefield who is usually arrogant and venomous, as if he doesn’t care about anything, except for crying, while nodding desperately to sincerity, he can hold himself in his arms, tightly in his arms, almost out of breath. , There is no other action.

They just hugged each other for a long time, and then let go.

The battlefield at the time was sincere, so despicable and selfish. He would never allow his sister to do anything to make him sad, but he kept making his sister sad.

...

"So, think about it, I was really a scumbag at the time." Zhanchangyuan sincerely sighed like this, then poured wine...

"Nothing." After realizing that the flask is empty, he sincerely looked at his teacher Skaha.

"You drank enough." said the beautiful queen with purple hair.

"But I still think it's not enough."

After that, Skaha also sighed, and the flask on the table was full again. She poured wine for herself, and then poured another glass for her students. Sincerely, without hesitation, drink it all.

"What's next? You should... be saved?" She said hesitantly.

"Ah, the teacher thinks that if I sit here, I have been saved, but there is nothing to do, is that right?" The sincere voice was full of irony:

"Without salvation, my story is a badend. Well, maybe it's a little bit wrong to say that badend is-it should be normalend-or the story is not over yet, because I haven't given up yet."

"What did you not give up?" Skaha asked.

"Of course, I did not give up revenge." The sincere eyes were full of hatred and anger:

"Salvation, yes, salvation, yes. I originally confirmed that I got that kind of thing, hum, hum hahahaha... but no, not at all, she is a liar, it is a scam, It's just a trick of that bastard. I'm just a poor worm who is blinded by others-she's just another demon, and I thought she would be my savior."

The sincere tone was full of unwillingness. This made Skaha feel heartache and at the same time aroused her stronger curiosity:

"Next, what happened next, who is that person and what happened to you and her?" she asked.

"Do you really want to know?" asked with a sincere smile.

Scarha instinctively wanted to scold, presumptuous, and rude—but she didn't. Zifa Yujie, who has a kingly temperament, just nodded silently.

"It's not a good habit to pick up scars."

Although I said that, I continued to say it sincerely.

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