Inkya no Boku ni Batsu Game ni Kokuhaku Shitekita Hazu no Gyaru ga, Doumitemo Boku ni Betahore Desu

I don't have to lie about my true intentions... I don't know what I'm talking about when I'm inexperienced in life, but isn't this actually the most challenging thing in the world?

There is no guarantee that the other person will accept its true meaning, and possibly, instead of being accepted, they may be mocked or dismissed badly.

I can't be honest from the fear from refusal to say so... often it means breaking down, missing opportunities, and zeroing in on something important.

Today... the Seven Seas and I bumped each other's hidden facts for the first time.

By telling the Seven Seas what I was hiding... I have the fear that I might be rejected. My body is shaking when I think this is it.

That's why I'm being honest.

I love the Seven Seas.

This is a relationship that started with lies, but this past month I've stacked... definitely not lies.

I can't think of a life without her anymore. That's how much I love her, and she's become important. More than anyone, more than anything.

Anyway, I... tell her that honestly.

Confessions of lies, my hidden responses, her guilt, my guilt... although I thought a lot too much of it was a mess, this is supposed to be a simple story.

Do you just like or hate them?

As simple as that, I dropped this story. [M] I'm not very smart. [M] That's just about right.

My honesty was against words. She... gave a decent look for just a moment, but without hesitation or confusion... she responded to my words with the honest words of the Seven Seas.

"... I love it... I love it!

The Seven Seas scream. He responds to my questions with that emotion.

"You can't hate me! There's no way I can be!! There's no way I can be!! I love Yangshin too! I love it!! But...... but...!!"

"Yeah, that would be enough to hear. I love the Seven Seas, and the Seven Seas love me... that's enough..."

But blocking her words... I smile contentedly.

Oh, good. She tells me she loves me. I wasn't rejected. That's all. I've already lost my peace of mind.

She still has a puzzled look at my words. [M] Maybe you're confused by the way I think.

She has a tearful and bitter look on her face, even though she doesn't have to give it that look.

I hope you don't give me that look... because... we love each other. There's nothing wrong with that.

"Seven Seas... for the past month... it's been fun, hasn't it? It was so much fun. At least I'm not exaggerating, it's the most fun I've ever had in my life... it's been the best month of my life."

"Huh...?

The seven seas that were in tears reacted to my words... but suddenly I didn't seem to be following the conversation. But I keep saying those seven seas to my senses.

"The next day I confessed, you suddenly made me lunch, didn't you? I didn't expect you to feed me. Then every day for lunch, with handmade lunches from the Seven Seas... lunch that didn't taste good became the most fun I had at school."

"Me too... making lunch for Yangshin... it was fun... and I felt happy..."

It was me who recognized school lunch to the extent that it would have been nice to have a bloated stomach, but the perception changed gallantly in the Seven Seas lunch box. Besides, it was a great asset to know what I call the hardship of making lunches by hand.

One thing of course so far...... because it was overshadowed by her.

"I had a date every week, didn't I? First date... I don't have any clothes, so I got advice from Senior Shibatsu Sakatsu... Speaking of which, Nanakai was the reason I got to know him."

"... at that time... Yangshin, I don't care about basketball fights. You're surprised..."

No way, I didn't expect to get along with a senior in the athletics department who thought the world was different at all. Seniors are now... my few dear friends.

That's how my world expanded, thanks also to the Seven Seas.

"We went to a movie, we had dinner together at my house... yes, the whole family went to see flowers, too. I had no idea you were going to say hello to your mother and father in the Seven Seas after less than a week of dating..."

"That... surprised me, too. But Yangshin, I'm telling your father something amazing... I'm surprised..."

Sure... I blush even though I remember saying something about the proposal madness. But I was able to find out about the Seven Seas... and then again, our relationship swelled.

That's how we talk about fun memories, and gradually we get a smile back on the face of the Seven Seas as well. I still can't get that smile off my face, but the tears that were coming out of my grief only subsided a little.

And then I tell her some fun memories. [M]

Having met a lost girl in the aquarium... having cooked with the Seven Seas... I'm staying at her house for the first time and sleeping with the Seven Seas... which, well, I just slept with her really healthy, not in a weird way... but I have a face of the Seven Seas lying next to me in the same room... I also remember that thrilling.

Go to the theme park, go to the zoo...... make a prayer at the shrine.

We laughed at each other the first time we had trouble and failed... but we should have seen it the next time we came.

As we recall, we have a view that we haven't seen yet, and there are plenty of places that we promised to go together at another time.

Such a month of memories... we share a pile of promises.

By remembering that...... the Seven Seas will only have a slightly calmer look, as they have also regained calm.

"Let's be honest. Seven Seas... I thought if you hated me, you'd have no choice.

To my words, the Seven Seas seem just a little confused... but the gentle smile doesn't break. My feelings seemed a lot calmer.

"I knew I was lying. [M] The past month's relationship is also a lie, in fact, I don't like it. If you're just hanging out with me... we're done here... I thought I should make that choice. [M] For your happiness... I'm trying to pull myself back."

To my words, the Seven Seas shook their heads quietly beside each other.

"... today, I was ready too. I told her it was a confession of lies and that Yangshin hated me... when we talked about breaking up with me... I was going to accept that.

The words were painfully prepared. You want me to break up with the Seven Seas? I'm not kidding...... I don't... so (...) Ki (...) Ru (...) Kae (...) is (...) None (...) (...).

"I lied, I hurt you... and I thought I didn't deserve to be with Yangxin for doing such an unacceptable thing. So I... was going to do anything for your happiness."

"Do anything, can I say that cheaply? What would you have done if I had... demanded something a little naughty?

"Hmm... well, if angry Yangshin demanded my body... I thought Yangshin could do anything? If Yangshin's heart wound can heal at all... it's as cheap as mine."

"It took me almost a month to kiss my cheek. I can't do that because I'm mad at you. How prepared were the Seven Seas?"

We'll laugh at each other when we get back to normal. The Seven Seas' genuine readiness has been conveyed, but I joke about it and laugh it off.

And after just a little laugh... I smiled and checked again with the Seven Seas.

"Bye... Seven Seas... Our memories of the past month... The memories that I felt were the most fun... it's okay that they weren't lies, right? The Seven Seas were with me... I was with the Seven Seas... and I thought I was happy... okay?

In the wake of that word, the Seven Seas just ran out of where they were standing and saying the limits of patience.

The Seven Seas run straight at me, straight to the line.

That's like me back then.

The difference is, does it mean there's no bucket to fall off?

I prepare to welcome the Seven Seas... and I embrace the Seven Seas back full of strength as they jump in.

"I'm not lying... I'm not lying!! Though it may have been a lie in the beginning... the love I put in my lunch box, the joy I had on a date, the love I had when I kissed Yangshin... the happiness I felt when I was kissed... it's all true!! I was kept with Yangshin... I was happy!

Oh, good... really... good...

We've been lying to each other, starting with lies... but the last month's feelings weren't lies to each other.

Just figured that out... enough... but... I still have something to do.

"Thank you Seven Seas... Me too... I've been happy this past month... I really sincerely think so...... thanks...... Seven Seas......"

I held her in my arms again... once I let go of that hand.

"... Yangxin?

I was holding her. When I let go of that hand, I just take a little distance from her. I don't know what I'm doing. She just seems a little nervous... but I smiled to reassure her.

"The truth is, today... I was going to do this. I was able to come behind the school building... by chance, was that correct?

I take out one fabric wrap that was in my uniform pocket. And stare into her eyes with the most serious look I can get at the Seven Seas so that I can get rid of the grin from her expression and see it.

"Ibaraki" Bulbs "Nanakai-san..."

Again, the opposite is true now of giving the name of the Seven Seas... but I dare to give her a hint. Just like I reproduced that time.

Well, I was calling you by your last name then. That's about the error range.

"I like Mr. Seven Seas...... I love it. Will you go out with me again? Hopefully… I want to be with Mr. Seven Seas for the rest of my life"

And I slowly give her my hand. [M]

When she shifts her gaze only once into my hand, she looks at me and gives me a serious look.

"I... confessed my lies to Yangshin, didn't I? Do you forgive me like that...?

"Forgive me or nothing, because I knew that. But if you dare... I forgive you. I forgive Mr. Seven Seas for everything. Nanakai will forgive me for knowing that and keeping quiet?

"It's not natural... I forgive you... I don't know if I deserve to forgive you... but I'm determined to forgive you..."

"Then there's nothing wrong with us. Again...... Mr. Seven Seas. Will you go out with me?

To my confession again... she dyed her cheeks rosy... and took my hand back, which I slowly offered...

"If it's okay with me... be happy"

He turned his best smile on me today. [M]

My favorite...... her smile. The feeling of happiness I saw it, the warmth of my gripped hands back...... Everything is happy... and I feel like everything has paid off.

"The Seven Seas... wasn't it forbidden to say 'something'?

I blinked my eyes at my words as I held my hand. Then I laugh like I'm gonna blow it out.

"... you remember Yangshin so well... you forbade 'something'"

"Yeah, with the Seven Seas... I remember everything"

"Then I'll rephrase it... Yangshin... I will be happy to hang out with you... thank you forever"

We started with lies... we built a real relationship... and now we can start a real relationship again.

That's a very happy thing... I think both me and the Seven Seas have made it to the future we wanted each other to have.

"So by referring to your relationship again and as a month-long anniversary... this... will you take it?

I hand her one wrapped in cloth. Undressed because I did it all myself... but she takes it and slowly opens the package.

"This... necklace...? Such an expensive thing... I can't take it...?

"No, don't worry, it's my handmade. I'm sorry I'm not dressed, but I'm glad you put it on."

"Handmade?!"

It has a dolphin shape in the center...... a necklace with barely visible dolphin shape and tinted transparent spheres around it.

The dolphin and sphere colors in the center are orange and unified into the colors I thought would suit the Seven Seas. And part of it has a transparent, pink petal inside.

It was made hard by me since I decided to send it on my anniversary, and I'm embarrassed that it's coarse everywhere...

"This... cherry blossom petals?

"Yeah...... I tried to lock up the petals when I went to see the flowers"

I tried to make it as a necklace filled with our memories... and she held it to her chest in tears. The tears are not grief earlier...... they would be tears from joy.

"Hey, Yangshin... because of this... this necklace... could you put it on?

"Oh yeah. Right, because..."

"Should you put it on me from the front? Because this kind of thing is about chest balance."

Trying to stop me from turning back, Seven Seas handed me the necklace. Sure, I can check the balance of places and stuff from the front, and is that better?

The necklace and I received it. I'll just put the necklace on her in a bit of a bad fight. It's the first disguised thing I've ever made... but still, you look good in the Seven Seas... self-portrayed self-admiration?

But it stinks a little bit to put it on from the front... it's so close... the minute I finished putting the necklace on her like that... it happened.

The minute she finished wearing the necklace and my hand was off her neck...

I lay my own lips on my lips.

She closed her eyes and I didn't.

Keep her hands around my neck... I was surprised. I turn my hands against her too.

We kissed for the first time.

I've spent plenty of time kissing her. She whispered in my ear as she shyly turned bright red when she only took her face away from me.

"Anniversary gift from me...... first kiss...... Because I didn't have anything for you... at least..."

"... it's the best surprise gift ever... my gift is so sumptuous..."

I was too bright red to see her face, and I was grateful for this situation that I was now embracing. That's how we hug each other...... I could hear someone who was inadvertently different.

"Ahh-rah, aren't you a schoolgirl to some boy student? What, were you in the middle of something? I'm sorry to interrupt. Look, I was looking around in my spare time."

That's the doctor in the infirmary who treated me that day. Both me and Nanakai panic about the sudden appearance of the teacher, but the doctor in the infirmary will control them with his hands so as not to panic to us with a hella of laughter.

"Don't panic. Don't panic. No, no, no, no, no, no. It's a youth. Did you guys still go on? Nice, it's a love storm."

"Doctor... isn't that usually a scene where you blame impure heterosexual intercourse?

What's so impure about the kiss? Purely in love with each other. Two kisses. You don't have any impure thoughts there, do you? There's nothing wrong with being in high school. Boys, girls, girls. Do more - "

... I also thought in the infirmary that this guy is a really unusual teacher. Instead of blaming me for watching us kiss him, he's blessing me. Other teachers would be angry occasions.

Well, I'm pretty sure I was saved by that.

"Impurities are yu's... acts that don't use these?

The teacher threw something thin at me... and I took it with one hand. That was... a single contraption.

"Doctor?!"

"As I said before, we need the right sex education. Acts I don't use in me are impure, if I use them...... stop by often but ok? Well, that's not 100% either, so it's best not to do it if you can't be responsible. When you both remember. You can do it if you fuck me."

The teacher left in front of us, waving with a flicker.

"Totally lately, Mi-na. Love love. Sir, if you love me lately, I'll tell you. I know. Shall I tell you from me once in a while and see it for you?

After the teacher is gone, we will remain in a hug.

"You're an unusual teacher... well... is it good to see you as a teacher?

"Right...... But I don't think we'll use this for boulders..."

I keep the contraceptive I received in my pocket. [M] In the meantime, the Seven Seas tried to think of something just a little... and whispered to me again.

"Yangxin... I love you"

Suddenly, I opened my eyes to surprise. I've heard you love it before, but it's because I've never been told I love you before.

"... What's wrong with the Seven Seas? Suddenly."

"The teacher just said... look, if you two love each other, kiss me... so... I just wanted to say I love you"

"Oh well... right..."

We look at each other as we hold each other. And I... will never return a word against her.

"Seven Seas... I love you"

"Yeah... I love you too..."

Although it was from the Seven Seas earlier, I only had a little courage... and now I will kiss the Seven Seas from me. She accepted it quietly.

Thus, our renewed feelings of forgiveness for each other and our continued relationship began again today.