Instant Messiah

The first condition for being unable to be human

It was a disaster, boy.

Although it was a long time ago.

Master Tia once said that to me, deep in the woods without giving.

After the demons left, I spent several months alone.

There was a problem with freshness, and I would get everything, because it was difficult, but around the village everyone was roughly gone shadows and shapes.

Once again, I was walking through the woods in search of food.

Thank you. I met a familiar snake.

The upper body is human. My lower body is a snake.

... She looks different from people, but unlikely to be natural.

I naturally didn't forget how she looked because she had such a big impact in her life... but I can't remember her name for some reason.

I remember a long time ago, when I talked to her a little, it wasn't of a nature to hurt this one. I had no fear of the cause, especially of her.

Okay, well, it's been quite a while.

I was hungry for someone to talk to because I received an out-of-the-box and cheerful reply to my words.

That's when I gave her a status report, and she said the words above.

"But this is everywhere. Sometimes I come to you with the reason for the weak predators that have gone on since ancient times."

With a translational face, she continues.

"... Goku. Love (Aibetsu) Separation (Riku). (Grunts) Getting bitter.... Hate (Oozu) will suffer (Eku). … there is more pain than being alive, so cut it off."

Difficult words, other HR words...... I can't believe you're convinced of the misfortunes that have come down to you now.

You can't possibly do that.

"Everyone has to live through a goodbye to what they love. Because you've been born into this cruel world. That's sad, and humans cry and give birth to babies, right?

... you think I was born in this world to feel this sadness...?

"And in order to find more joy, you must continue to live... otherwise I can't apologize to my mom and dad who loved you?

... It's troublesome and unpleasant to be told that at ease. I don't have anything anymore. [M]

I'm sorry... what the hell. If I die, there's nothing left. People won't feel anything when they die.

"... see, if you really miss me, I'll stay by your side until you can be alone"

"... Hey, Mr. Snake. What was your name again?

"My name? I've taught you before, but I don't know if you forgot, kid. Okay? Don't forget this time. My name is-"

…………

I spent some days with her.

She brought me some food from somewhere.

Though I didn't really feel comfortable with the way I was looking for the nuts that I couldn't find.

But well, you still can't beat hunger. I don't have to say anything in particular because I know enough about it, and I appreciate it.

Momogu.

"If you throw it out all of a sudden, you won't be able to live... right. I'll take your mother's place. But I'm not staying here forever."

Sakuri.

"Why?"

"If you want to live up to your promise to your mom, you must acquire the ability to live in this world. And that's what you only get in your interactions with people. Well, I wish I could wear it."

I don't know about that. I don't know, for now.

"Yes, Master Tia"

Let's be honest. Dear Tia, I'm going to take care of you.

I was scared of the immediate, renewed hunger.

……………………

As such, it's been awhile.

Amazingly peaceful world. This forest gave Tia as much as she wanted, and as Tia said, there was nothing in this forest that hurt me.

Unnaturally peaceful. My father, my mother, my friends, everyone is gone, but I'm the only one who lives like this, swallowed up.

... the words my mother said. Live, that's all you have to support, live.

She seemed to think something about me without such a hegemony. [M]

One day. It was just around the time the sun rose to the top.

After finishing dinner, she puts her index finger on her chin and leans her neck with an imaginary face for a while, she utters words toward this one.

"Yeah. Well, I guess."

And a mouthful as if I had done something with determination.

Well, what do you mean?

"... It's the first time in years that I've been involved with a child of a person. Fine, I'll give you a little chill."

Let me ask this one. But no, she squeaks.

When I heard that I accidentally got my hands on the stump I was using instead of the table, and I got in front of it.

Because Mr. Fina reminded everyone around him to treat him in confidence.

Though it may be an utterly humble sexual root, I have learned of my own suffering from hunger, but it is therefore. I am not bad. [M]

"I will grant you only one favor. Hey, kid, is there anything you really want or want me to do?

Sort of.

I was twelve years old, but if I were told that, I would have some apologies and a lot of expectations.

That said, I knew that I had no difficulty with rice in my entire life here.

Well, I... do you have something you want?

Return everyone in the village to the boulder, and I can't believe it... right? That's right. People don't come back to life.

Oh.

But nothing else.

It's nothing.

That's all I have.

Father.

Mother.

Guys.

There's nothing else I want.

No.

Is there anything more important than that?

I, really, wish I'd passed away with everyone.

I wanted to pass away.

I miss you.

It's all a thin thing, isn't it? It's terrible to leave me alone.

... if you can.

I want to kill them all. I want to kill them all.

I regret it. Those guys, they can't all die. What did we do?

Mother said.

Keep resenting me, I said.

... of the Demons, that red-eyed girl, who hung the decree attacking the village.

Those bright red, bright red, bloody eyes you won't forget in the long run.

He took everything from us.

... No.

If so.

"... then, Dear Tia. I..."

"Oh, you made up your mind? Say and see."

"My mother said it. Keep resenting the Demons. What am I supposed to do about it?"

"... Demons, huh. Do you want to root for them?

I don't know.

What I really want is something.

If they die, I'm sure I'll be somewhat convinced.

Refreshing, I'm sure.

But what am I going to do after that?

My mother also told me to live.

Will I have the strength to live after the Demons die? [M]

... you don't.

"Then shall I give you strength? Even the Demons can perish, power beyond men."

Force.

Speaking of strength, my father was the most powerful man in the village.

In the end, arm wrestling, I never won.

No, there was a joke that made me win. Not like that. I fought my real dad and I wanted to win. On your own.

"... yeah. I don't need it."

"No greed, kid."

Doesn't seem funny, but a little happy, she puts her arms together...... and tells her like she's shuddered as she puts those busty breasts on there.

"Look, I'm a long shot, too, but we're gonna run out of time, okay?

Promise to my mother… what will I want to protect it?

- Live.

This is easy. Don't do anything dangerous, just don't try to die from yourself.

Master Tia said he could help, but he tried to defeat the demons... and if he died doing something dangerous or something, he would break his word.

I'm sorry if I died in an accident, okay? Then my mother will forgive me, won't she?

- Keep resenting me.

... resent. resent.

If you think about resentment, what is it?

I resent someone.

... I have it now, I guess it's about this feeling. There's nothing I can do to describe it in another word.

"It's settled, Master Tia."

"Oh... so what do you want?

"... I don't want to forget this feeling. Leave this feeling unattended. Don't forget it for life."

"... Huh?

"All the time, don't forget. Besides, I'm sure you'll remember everyone forever."

"Is that what you want? Really?"

"Yeah."

"Hehe, hehe, unusual kid...... idiot, I can't believe you want that stuff from yourself. If you're really a kid, you're an idiot..."

What kind of idiot is that?

Terrible.

"Fine, if that's the extent of it, it's easy if you have my power. As you wish, it is yours for the rest of your life."

With that said, she has reached this way.

"Thank you, Master Tia"

As I thanked her, she distorted her face in agony for a moment.

"You don't have to thank me. Regret; mourn. Suffer. That is the essence of your desire…"

And her hand touched my head...

……………………

The discomfort to the cheek woke my eyes.

When I opened my eyes, the area was dark and I found that the sun had already fallen.

I remember Tia touching my head, but my memory was cut off shortly afterwards.

Though nothing particularly unusual about her body, I'm sure she made up her hopes, as promised.

That I am put to sleep, that I am laid with a limp pillow.

I immediately noticed and crawled my hand at it, shaking it tickled.

"... Dear Tia?

I found Master Tia wearing a knee pillow (although I don't know if I can describe it this way), but right after that, the droplets drip down this cheek and I blink unexpectedly.

And that made me think that I woke up.

Peeping this way, she was crying.

"Dear Tia... how could you"

Why are you crying?

That's what I tried to ask her, but she spins her words quickly so as to block my words.

"I don't have a name," he said. That's what Boya said. "

"... yeah. No more."

"Then I'll put it on you. Is it important that you say your name? There's you in the world, it's like proof of existence."

"Yes... I wonder"

Yeah, and one thing, she snorted.

"You will now be named Nine. It was a mistake, but I recognized it as your name, the sound of the first sound"

Like shaking something off, she wipes her own tears with one hand, with the other, gently stroking my head.

"Dear Tia,"

"Nice to meet you, Nine. Today, the beginning of your new life. Just so you remember, right? And I, too, will not forget the day I say today. The day the monster raised his voice, named Nine..."

"What a monster. Terrible."

"Hehe, I'm sorry. But you're in line..."

That being said, she wiped the tears again as she browned and still kept flowing down her cheeks.

Look at that, I think.

(Sorry, Dear Tia. I am...)

I don't know what hurt you.

But I didn't mean for you to look like that.

I'm sorry.