Instant Messiah

"Maria Snow White".

I've only been dating a woman with this name for a week.

The encounter was the bottom of hell. Sell people, buy people, carry people, keep people, the corner of my old place. The words she spoke to me in such a place are still my treasure.

She just taught me that a man, no matter how miserable the situation, no matter how much betrayal he suffered, could caring for someone.

That was enough. That one word was too much, so I accidentally threw away my seven years. Whether she betrayed her husband or sold me instead, I thought it would be a good idea if I could help her to be happy.

That's why I let her get away to safety. Wearing all the property that had been saved without any immediate use, I put clothes, food and supplies for her, horses for sale, and escorts on the road from where I could trust them as far as I could tell.

... Truth is, I could have gotten away with Maria too. I had known for seven years what would happen if I went back to my husband.

What are you going to do? You can't go back, can you?

... When I broke up, I gave it back to my worried girlfriend.

"Whatever. If you have time to worry about me, go find your daughter."

What hypocrisy. Oh, my God, I threw up stupid words.

But she kept her head down and thanked me again and again.

'Thank you.... you are such a sweet child. Someday, I'm sure some girls will understand how good you are. So you shouldn't be so despised about yourself, huh? You don't know what you're asking, you're not sure,' cause that's all. '

'... I guess. I don't know. "

'See, again.... Already'

... I can't believe there's even one good place for me.

Because I wasn't complimented by anyone. That narrow but warm village no longer exists in this world. This big, cold world just made me laugh and throw myself away.

"... God will surely see what you do. If not, I will not forget your kindness. Goodbye, Mr. Nine. May God bless you.... Thank you so much... '

... God or something.

I think so.

I've hated God for a long time. That's why I kept my mouth shut on her words......

Maria said you'd remember me.

He said thank you for my kindness. So I waved and dropped him off without saying anything.

I still think it's madness shabby to be caring for anyone in your eyes. In that sense, she was a hero. You're a hero, madness itself. That's not so bad thinking about madness, maybe.

... I just can't be a hero. But if I could have helped someone in my life... just one person, maybe I could have just a little meaning in my life.

I didn't want to lose this feeling that I admired you for thinking of someone you weren't involved with. I know I can't be like you, but that's what I thought.

And I can't see her waving forever, thinking.

Think. Think.

In the last seven years... it was I who cut the tendons off the legs of the slaves. I was the one who tested the hymen of the slave. I was the one who processed the body of the escaped slave to show off. It was my husband who instructed me. But I was the one with the temperature, warm, screaming at the pain, touching the slaves directly in the tears of humiliation. All the other colleagues were either broken or sold. I wasn't the only one who broke. The fact that it didn't break means that it has done so many things.

... that many. A human being who has taken away human dignity beyond counting, kind?

That, even though it was her word, was still inadmissible. I don't know how far I'm going.

... There was no place to be or go, and I went back to my husband, knowing the result.

"Nine, Temehe, what side did you come back on...? Oh? '

... I lived here for seven years. I don't even think I can liquidate everything, Maria, by helping you.

Besides, I still hate humans.

I thought you were supposed to live. I don't care what kind of bad guy you were. You're the only one who's worried about me. You thanked me. [M]

... I knew I couldn't be like you. I thought you were supposed to live, and my husband in front of me thought you were supposed to die.

Master Tia says it seems silly to say things under the rules of thumb. But I can't get rid of that judgment because I'm just a human being, too.

In the last seven years, Maria was the only one who wanted me to live...

Other humans thought it was okay to die otherwise. I also thought it was better to die.

Think, think, think.

... I also decided that my reason was that I was a better person to die.

My mother told me to live. Important. Still alive. But whether we should continue to live or not.

Few things I've ever been glad to be alive. Supplementary.

resentment, my mother said. Important. I hate what's in my eyes. This condition is met.

... God. If you are truly a Monroe Universe.

If you can judge good or evil by pure truthfulness, regardless of any gain.

If you know all things in this world and have the ability to judge all good and evil with absolute legitimacy, whether you like it or not.

… you decide on my life and death. Try it, if you can. Whatever time is left, I'll do whatever I want.

As long as I live, I'm not evil. If you don't, I'm not evil by your standards.

If you can't bring it to justice, it's because of your incompetence. It's none of my business. Just talk about the world worshipping shit, and I don't care about that.

The world is full of bad guys by my standards. Whether they should live or not. How many people kill, commit, and feed others?

... I don't care if or not I should be born.

But you should live... if there are so few people who can wish you were alive, maybe, but incompetence is the right answer.

"The destination of Temehe's flush was decided by Diabolo. Good for you, Nine. You sold it out-of-the-box. For the last time, you have to be faithful."

... on your own, whatever.

Humans, by and large, should die. That's what I think. You and I are no exception. If you're going to die, that's it. I have my mother's will, so I'm just gonna make an effort not to die.

... but there are occasional exceptions.

That's all I need.

... Hey, God. If it's just in case.

If you're really here, only Maria would want you to be happy with that person who trusts you so much.

... Daughter, I hope they find you.

- I thought so.

"Mi, I put it on... ok, ahhhhhhhh..."

"What, if you're going to kill me, kill me! Come on! It'll never work out for me, my foot...!

... you grew up to be a strong kid. It's your child, naturally.

Really...... you see, I'm still thinking about the person I fell in love with, so healthy.

"... Hey, Maria. Daughter, you're being brave...? After all, you are not a normal person there... if you are a child... it is certainly not strange..."

…… You know about your mom?

"I know, I know... I know, I was worried about you..."

"Where are you! You guys must have caught it!? Is Mommy safe?

I'm not gonna grab it. Oh, I knew it, you see, while they're serving God, what a bunch of them. I get it, that's how you guys instigated it. After all, humans are full of scum, full of garbage.

Maria said to herself, she was betrayed by her hometown, sold by a human being!

Always this guy, always this guy, it's really hard...!

"Abyss......! I really can't save you guys. God is a cunt after all! That's so hard on you guys...!

"What are you talking about! An inferior species against your will, don't talk about God!

... Willingness?

Is that what you want? Is this brave girl Maria's daughter? So, oh yeah, I have to admit. I can't kill this girl. Is this what you want?

... That's how you always mock me and end up with convenient results like you guys, and God bless you? Thank you. What God? Is this what you want?

Don't you think there's any salvation for a guy like me?

Do you guys have any luck? Justice wins, for Christ's sake?

... the only people to help are 'special' like you guys?

Me and Chris, they all deserve to die, right?

"... I'm kidding, I'm kidding, I'm kidding, can you admit that...!

"Which one are you kidding, Nine! Just get away from that girl!

Abyss, the annoying human representative, pulled that out.

"Fine."

I pull a pointed stone from the hand of the twisted brave man and throw it away. Then rub your chest as well.

"Ahhh! What the fuck, you pervert!

And just stood up as it was.

... Is that it? Can we just let him get away with this? You'd rather keep Mr. Abyss alive, but you're not gonna use this girl? I won't. Because she's Maria's daughter.

"Look, there you go, little lady. It's just this bleeding service, just these arms."

I stick my right hand in my pocket and flicker the wreckage of my left arm and say so.

Mr. Abyss, pompous to hear that, and brave man.

... brave man. Maria's daughter. Is that it? What is it?

... hmm? I wasn't angry until just now? Something feels good now. Tomorrow? No, now matters. Now.... No, what are you talking about?

Shit. No, I can't, my emotions are fluffy, I can't keep my sanity... Maybe it's time to solve the enhancement. Limits are close. I don't have enough blood, I don't have much 'memory' left.

After that, the net four. For four. Is this all that's left? Guys, is that all you have left? Put me down, that's all.

... You're fluttering. You're staring at me, brave man. I'm letting your mom get away with it because she's got a stepdad, and what's with those eyes? Shall we lick it?

"What are you thinking?... are you going to stab me from behind?

"Mmm, businesslike. What is it? Really... Yes, yes. Is he a brave man? You're young, but you're great. Look, I'll do the candy. Go home and suck on your mom's tits."

"Huh! My mom must have taken you guys away!?

"Hmm...? I won't stop doing that. The last time I saw him was this fall, near the border between Volks and Seneca. Try your best to find him, 'cause I'm sure he'll do the same over there..."

"... what is it, you... what does it have to do with your mom?

"I don't talk anymore. Look, go away before I change my mind..."

That's what I say, I squeeze my jaw.

Go over there before I know you. [M] I can't think about things very deeply anymore.

... keep Mr. Abyss in tow with his eyes so he doesn't come near him.

... hence the brave man returning to Mr. Abyss with vigilance over this one.

Because that back looked like Maria, okay?

Isn't that good? What do you want, what are you doing, protecting Chris? Priority, you just made a mistake. Incompetence.

... I fulfilled my last in-laws, so Mr. Abyss has to kill him. No, I don't know what to do. You shouldn't have killed Maria's daughter. I can't do it, so what do I do? Kill Mr. Abyss and let the brave live. It's hard to say. Can you do that? But you have to help Chris. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Brave man, come and kill me ready to self-destruct.

What should I do? You can't kill Abyss, you can't kill Brave. I can't protect Chris like this. Help, that girl helps. Abyss defeats, the brave one keeps alive. What do we do, what do we do?

Empty head, but think, think, think...

... They, how are you going to get away from here? Ninina again? It's always him, right? Maybe so, then, no. Let him collect it. What time does he always come?

... mostly when the apostles are pinching. I'm a garbage collector. That woman.

... So here's what we'll do. Let's half-kill Mr. Abyss. Let's get Ninina to retrieve them. Yeah, if it was the other way around from the beginning, it wouldn't have been a problem. If we take Abyss hostage, the brave will retreat. Anything is easy to persuade Ninina too.

Oh, shit, I lost my left arm too, and I was wondering if I could do that... you're gonna have to do it.

I'll protect Chris.

I asked Chris to help me.

I can't believe I'm making you think too much. That's all I need. I can't turn my head anymore. That's all.

Chris, Chris, wait, help. I'm sure you'll help. So don't cry anymore.

Chris.

... It's the last, worst, last resort since it's all gone to tears. Because they say this is destiny or willingness.

I do what I have to do. Help Chris. My brother-in-law to Maria fulfilled. So that's all you need anymore. Do you know anything else?

Help Chris.

That's why I say it out of my chest.

"- Apostle Abyss! From now on, I'll sign you up for a one-on-one, square ending!