Invincible King System

Chapter 190 I Don't Understand Feelings

"Buddhism belongs to traditional culture in both the neon and the celestial dynasties. The core idea of ​​Buddhism is "retribution." Those who kill will eventually fall into infinite hell and will never be transcended."Chen Feng lowered his head and said softly.

"I know... I know..." Ayumi Shinozaki shed tears unconsciously, and pressed her right hand into a fist to hold her heart.

How could Ayumi Shinozaki not know?

After seeing the main part of the tomb of Martoba, Ayumi Shinozaki knew that Chen Feng had killed many people. According to the criminal law, Chen Feng could definitely get a death sentence, and no lawyer could change Chen Feng's sentence.

Although he killed someone to save himself.

"Then do you know how many people I killed? Let me tell you, these days, I have killed a total of 641 people. Every day, I am either killing or on the way to kill." Chen Feng raised his head. The smile on his face seemed to stick to blood.

"Although Buddhism has long since fallen into the heavens, its core idea of ​​"retribution" has been circulating.We all believe that there is retribution in this world."

"A murderer like me will definitely fall into infinite hell. Killers will always be killed!" Chen Feng uttered these words slowly but forcefully.

"It's okay...I know...I will always be with you!" Ayumi Shinozaki gritted her teeth and confessed directly to Chen Feng!

"No, you don't know." Chen Feng still responded with ruthless eyes.

"For a long time, your feelings for me are only impulse and moving. Have you ever really understood what kind of person I am? Have you ever known the purpose of my murder? Have you ever wondered why I said this? No, You have never thought about it. You are dominated by your own impulses, you are moved by my actions, these things have confused your eyes. Your feelings for me have never been love." Chen Feng said.

"You are no longer a little girl, you should learn to think. My murderer staying by your side will not bring you happiness. People, the most important thing is to learn to let go." Chen Feng said softly.1

Shinozaki Ayumi was stunned. Chen Feng said that she had never thought about it.

"Go back and think about it. Humans cannot always be dominated by feelings and impulses." Chen Feng finished speaking, and turned to leave.

Suddenly, he was hugged.

"Those are not important, the important thing is you." Ayumi Shinozaki hugged him behind her, crying in her voice.

"You still gave up thinking and chose feelings and impulse." Chen Feng froze and said after a long time.

"I don't know what you are facing, and I don't want to know. I only know, I want to guard by your side." Ayumi Shinozaki's tears fell on the backpack through the cello backpack.

Chen Feng slumped on the sofa after a long absence, his eyes dull.

In the end, Chen Feng let Shinozaki Ayumi leave, because both sides need to calm down and think carefully.

17-year-old Chen Feng does not understand love.

Although I have watched many dramas, it does not mean that I can handle it with ease when love falls.

A red blood line came out from the gap in the zipper of his jacket, and the end pointed directly at Chen Feng's eyes.

"Why don't you accept that little girl? Obviously you are also desperate for feelings." A voiceless voice came from the bottom of my heart.

"What can I accept? Love is not asking but giving. It is a lifelong stay together. And what can I give? Momentary touch and impulse?" Chen Feng replied to it in the bottom of his heart, tired to avoid the red blood line, Looking at the ceiling.

"Do you still hate my power?" the voice in my heart asked suspiciously.

"What right do I have to hate you? You saved me at least a hundred times. If it weren't for you, I would have died in Tianshen Elementary School." Chen Feng said mockingly in his heart.

"No, it's different. Although you completely accept my ability, I can see it. Disgust and use are two concepts." The voice from the bottom of my heart said.

"Do you really want me to tell the truth?" Chen Feng lowered his head slightly, looking at the red blood line in front of him.

"Let's say, you are also my host now, we must trust each other." The red blood line shook slightly, and the voice sounded from the bottom of my heart.

"Now, do you know? I've been thinking about it. It would be great if...all this is just a dream...to put it another way. If I were like the protagonist, with both parents dead, and crossing directly into this world, then it would be great..." Chen Feng's eyes were a little blurred.

"Reality is always cruel, and your thoughts are just unrealistic." The voice in my heart still said without emotion.

"Yes... I know that when I come out of an abnormally infected alien space. The rotation of the world will not change with my own will, so I have been working hard, at least holding my own destiny in my hands. Unfortunately, I have always All are just losers." The overwhelming exhaustion made Chen Feng just want to sleep, but now he is full of energy and doesn't want to sleep at all.

"Does the world turn? Indeed, even if it is a god, it is just a canoe in the big river of the world. But at least you have worked hard." The voice from the bottom of my heart comforted Chen Feng, although his voice was still emotionless.

"If hard work is useful, what do you need talent for?" Chen Feng closed his eyes, put his socks on the sofa, and curled up into a ball.

The atmosphere fell silent, and no sound came from my heart.

"Don't you have any feelings for that girl named Ayumi Shinozaki?" the voice from the bottom of my heart asked.

"I said, feelings are not asking but giving. It is a lifelong stay together. I now...have nothing." Chen Feng stretched his body and sat down again.

"Then...can you explain?" the voice from the bottom of my heart said.

"Explain? You don't understand feelings." Chen Feng mocked.

"Maybe I don't understand feelings, but at least I have the consciousness for thousands of years. You always know that there is a treasure in a family." The voice from the bottom of my heart said faintly.

Chen Feng looked at the ceiling silently, his eyes blank.

He suddenly stood up, walked straight to the kitchen, took out a knife, and cut directly to his left hand!

His left hand fell to the ground and twisted weakly, but he still supported it firmly with his fingers and climbed to Chen Feng's feet.

The cross section of Chen Feng's left hand was sucked back as soon as the blood came out, forming a weird peristaltic cycle.

Chen Feng looked at the left hand he had just cut off with cold eyes, and stepped it into meat sauce with one foot.

A red blood line stretched out from his body and sucked all the meat sauce on the ground like milk tea.

At the same time, the section of Chen Feng's left hand wriggled faster, and after a while, a complete left hand appeared.

"The world always rejects people who are different from them. And I, I'm already a total monster." Moving the left hand that had just recovered, Chen Feng's eyes turned to the red blood line, and his voice was exhausted.

"How is this? Even if you are a monster, you are at least a human being." The voice from the bottom of my heart said.

"But what qualifications do I have for such a precarious monster to guard Bumei? What qualifications do I have to stay with Bumei forever? What qualifications do I have to give her happiness?" Chen Feng roared suddenly.