What has happened since then has changed my identity only slightly.
I mean, from the artist, to the cleaner.
On the face of it, he still does his television work, but very rarely follows emails sent to him by Cedar Valley and continues his life of traveling.
Probably a noisy place to head.
Do it. It's a gang office, a stash of bad boys, a big corporation that's putting out disappeared people.
Dive into those places pretending to be a pizzeria or carrier grandma and do a status appraisal on your goals.
If it's a monster from another world that's turning into a human being, he instantly assassinates and escapes.
This repetition.
I don't know what the hell way you're identifying it, but the targets Sugitani's eyes on "possible otherworlders" were all cro so far.
Hobgoblins turned into Yakuza's boss, Lizardman, who was turned into a leader of a semi-grey group, and Oak, who was eating his men one after the other, as long as he became an accountant for a well-known company......
It became a garbage cleaner specializing in dirt work, just like it was in different worlds.
If there is just a difference, is it a lot of reward?
"... also five million..."
In one request, doubtful income rolls in.
I can see my hand holding the ledger trembling.
Since we have made three requests for Cedar Valley so far, a total of 15 million yen.
Including Gala as a magician neutral, it looks like it's time to consider buying a single family home.
I can't live in an apartment where a body was found next door forever, and I look up at the ceiling.
Including Angelica and Ayako and Philia's room, I just want a pretty big house.
Filia's room.
I turn to the bed, surprised that I've become so familiar with such an idea flat out.
There once a cold cleric chief, Filia, rests shoulder to shoulder with Angelica.
An alarmed sleeping face, like a girl.
Lost all titles, just a face back in philia.
Because I have been mentally calm these days, or the stage where I need to take care of downstairs is coming off.
It's the mental age equivalent of a six-year-old, so I guess it's natural to have a toilet by myself.
It's so much easier to handle than the original filia, and I even think it's better to keep it this way.
"No... what do you think that is..."
Given the humanitarian situation, should I go to the hospital and put it back together?
Nevertheless, when you become your original personality, you become a less talkative evil sister.
When I was in trouble, Ayako walked from the kitchen.
"Yes, Mr. Neutral"
Tong, and a cup with water is placed on the table.
It's time for your medicine.
It's not a fun conversation to end and say, but I look up.
Then just waiting, Ayako gives me the tablet in my hand.
"The more I drink, the better Mr. Neutral will be. I'm in a better mood."
I don't really feel it, but even as I slap my mouth lightly, I take my medicine down.
By the way, this tablet was sent to me by Mr. Sugitani.
They always tell me to drink it because it's essential for people like me to do dirty work.
Because the human spirit is not made to kill people or animals.
Because it is a very common occurrence for military personnel and operatives who should have taken up a mission with a strong sense of purpose to commit suicide because they cannot withstand the stress of murder.
So I get plenty of care after I finish the sub.
I am counseled at the hospital and prescribed various medications.
This thoroughness when they say they're subhuman, not technically human.
I think it might be a little overprotective, but Sugitani is pushing me just in case this isn't enough.
He's a meta-human back home from the other world caught because of it, and you think he'd be in trouble if he died.
And as far as the care you show from time to time, I can also feel you're seriously worried about me.
I mean, I don't think he's a bad guy.
"... I finally got it. I mean, boss White, okay?"
Whimpering about that, I put an empty cup on the table.
When the ingredients of the medicine come into play, they become relaxed and sleepy. I don't really feel it though.
Ayako peered into her face as she waited for the sleeper to arrive.
"By the way."
Did you tell the doctor in charge about the different worlds, says Ayako?
"No. I didn't say that."
"... why... if I talk to you, you'll increase the amount of medicine."
Modern medicine is amazing, and Ayako has her index finger up.
I was only raised by a professor of science, and I believe in science blindly.
"... it's medicine and counseling that will heal Mr. Neutral's broken heart."
"He said he would cure the trauma he suffered in seventeen years of unwanted battles. How many pills are they taking? You're going to be a loser, me."
And I keep going.
"This kind of thing wouldn't taste good if you decided it wasn't all there."
"... what does that mean?
"The pain I feel is a necessary evil. You can't let a man who kills someone open up from this pain."
I was like villagers from different worlds - I didn't want to be the kind of race that would go from distant safety zones to front-line warriors and call me to kill them flat. I didn't want to feel comfortable killing the enemy.
That's because I'm not human anymore.
I feel every time I take my life, nausea and pain. Nightmares to visit every night. I want to remain a human being who feels pain and resistance to the act of killing, even if he gets annoyed by them.
My body is already mostly a magically rebuilt joint, but that's why I wanted my spirit to be human.
"It's a mess every day... but I feel something different about ending this with the power of modern medicine being clean and refreshing"
Stubborn, Ayako frowns.
Dark light is beginning to dwell in my eyes.
Apparently, he's serious and angry.
It's not terrible, but there's something I can't give away either.
"I know my head is definitely messed up, but I think this is a responsibility I have to take for the lives I've taken. I'm going to take this broken spirit down to the bottom of the grave and make it my property of proof when I'm going to be tried in hell."
Well, there's no heaven or hell on earth, but I'll tap a light mouth.
but Ayako doesn't laugh like she does. All you have to do is tease your shoulders and whisper quietly, "Really?"
"... Angelica said Mr. Neutral is a genius who treats himself badly. Now I think I know what that means."
"I'm sorry you're a genius in a weird direction."
"... I guess that's why people keep coming out of women who feel like they can't leave you alone. I'm one of them."
Ha, and Ayako sighs with a smiley face. Did you get it?
Shake your head and pay your forehead,
"You can't help it"
and smiling.
"I'll have to spend the rest of my life curing you, I knew it"
A troublesome mouthpiece, but Ayako's expression also looked somewhere delightful.