Isekai ni Kita Boku wa Kiyoubinbode Subaya-sa Tayorina Tabi o Suru

Lesson 56: The Feeling of Awareness, the Feeling of Awareness

By the time I know exactly what my lips feel, my consciousness will be clear. What, it's not been that long. It's only a couple of seconds.

"Phew...... Ah, Asagi............?

"Yes, no... this is, uh... what do you mean..."

Daniela's face in front of her boils like an instant water boiler. I saw a clench made at the edge of my sight.

"Let me explain!

"Yes...... would be good. Let's just ask..."

I managed to get an opportunity to explain, so I take a deep breath. I can't remember what I dreamed of. But I remember being scared. I was scared... I can't say what I mean, but I also feel I wasn't scared. I can see myself being very confused. but what I thought after I woke up from my dream was that I was honest. It's the real thing. I have to explain that to Daniela.

"I've been helped a lot lately by Daniela. I don't know if Daniela's conscious, but I'm very helpful."

"Mmm..."

"Frequently, I began to feel very reliable that Daniela was next door. It's only natural for me to be on my side all the time. But besides, I don't think we should hush. That's what I'm worried about."

"I think it's splendid..."

Less words, but Daniela puts the gavel in me. And as I give back my thanks, I exhale my feelings.

"Anytime Daniela next door started to feel reliable and loving"

"Yes, love..."

Also, I look at Daniela dyeing her cheeks and realize again, 'Oh, I knew you were,' she said. That's why I keep talking. [M] Continue confessing, not explaining.

"Oh, at first I thought you were a reliable companion. When I fought Beowulf, I saw Daniela crying for me, and I didn't think I could just count on her. I thought I'd try to stand next to you. Then as I chased Daniela, I liked you."

"Asagi...... really, is it?

"Oh, I'm not lying. I explained it for a long time, but when I put it together, I was kind of scared of dreams, and when I woke up in a hurry, I had the face of someone I liked in front of me, and I accidentally mouthed it... I want you to know if I..."

I told him what to tell him. This is a good time, no mood, no snag, but I felt like I could never say it for the rest of my life if I didn't say it now. Daniela slowly leaves the bed. I stared awaiting my reply. [M]

"Um... let me think about it for a second?

The reply was pending. Well, it was sudden... naturally.

"Okay. I'm really sorry about what happened earlier."

"Wow, I'm sorry too...... rarely did the rabbit wake up and I came to get you"

Because I was up late yesterday... and there was booze in there, too. Of course, I'm not drunk at all right now.

"I'm sorry. What are we gonna do today? I was going to the armor store..."

"Oh, let's go later. In an hour, in front of the inn, okay?

"Oh, okay."

I nod and get out of bed. Daniela looked at me once and then left the room behind. Pattan, and I threw out all the air in my body after I saw the door close.

"Ha... what do I do... I can't get back on my feet if they shake me..."

Sleep in bed again with Dosari. I'm not sleepy, so I don't have to worry about sleeping again. I can't help but stare. I'm confident I can ravage 1000 goblins now. But I can't help regretting it. In the meantime, we need to get ready. And I moved my heavy body and took my clothes out of my bag and headed for the bath. On the way, was it because of sleeping? I felt the hot tub soaking on its own was wider than usual.

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My head is white as if I had been sprinkled with white paint. I'm pretending to be cool like this, but I'm not thinking at all. Goblins would still be smarter.

I have the face of a fellow I rely on right in front of me. The distance is zero. It's snuggly. Mostly lips and lips.

Even though I usually wake up slower, the rabbit was slower today. So I just came to call you in my room. However, there was no reply, and when I tried to open the door, it was not locked and opened lightly. So I went into the room. I look at my undressed and scattered jacket or something, and I laugh, 'Oh, speaking of which, there was the opposite situation,' and I go to the bed where the lord of the room is. When I opened the closed curtain, the bright sunlight plunged into the room and the misery clearly pictured in my eyes.

"He's got no choice."

Oh, my God, it took me to wake up whining and still sleeping on my side.

"Asagi, it's morning. Time to get up."

"Mmm..."

"Asagi, get up. Asagi."

I'll try pulling my arm gooey but there's no sign of waking up. I got a little nervous when I was even more vocal.

"Asagi! Hey, Asagi!

"Customer... Customer..."

What kind of dreams are you having? So you're a clerk now?

"Who's the customer! Wake up, whoa, whoa, get off me, idiot!

And when I was frightened, I suddenly got a grip on my arm. Are you sleeping in love or pulling is strong. Unexpectedly I put my free hand on the bed.

"Fu... is that...?

Did you wake up... and I knew I'd stare at a thin, open rabbit in the shadow half. If this guy smiles at me wondering if there's such a side to it, I'll have eyes for eyes. But there is no usual colour in his eyes.

"Asagi? What, hmm...... Huh!

And my head turned bright white. The feel of the rabbit's face, which separated him in seconds of things, and his arms, which were turned around his neck, and his lips, which remained clear, made him clearly aware. I was told that the rabbit had taken my lips.

"Let me explain!

That was the first voice of the man who took my lips. It was like a man watching an affair scene, but I'm generous. And discreet.

"Yes...... would be good. Let's just ask..."

Answer that with a trembling voice. Whatever happens, I'm always ready to listen. I am generous. I care about being generous. So even with all this bland boiling in my head, I get their words to my ears. And discreet I understand. What Assagi said was that it was a confession itself.

Out of the room I thought. Honestly, I'm not good at understanding my feelings. From that stampede, I often put a lid on my heart. But don't just live with the lid on. On the surface alone, we need a conversation. So just a little more, more to open the lid. Always half-open when I was traveling alone. I told him what he needed to do, and he stuck with the attitude he needed.

I've done that for a long time, but it was the meeting with the rabbit that broke it down. Maybe that's what triggered it. I've always been alone, and for some reason I wanted to party with this guy. I don't know how I felt then myself. I gave it a particular reason, but I didn't know how I felt about it. Would you know that too if we spent time together, what a Beowulf raid on the arrow tip I thought. I managed to wound him, but his counterattack was terrific, he stepped on that leg, and when I saw the rabbit that was about to be killed, I hallucinated the family that was stepped on and killed by the dragon species. At that moment when I might die, I still realized that the lid of my heart had fallen off on the rabbit that sheltered me.

I must have forgiven the rabbit then.

I told him about my past. Asagi offered me a warm soup with a gentle smile. The taste of that time is still unforgettable. I thought that warmth and tenderness were his heart. Then I might have been aware of him. There were certainly times when I was overjoyed and worried in my heart because of my words and attitudes.

Still, I'm not good at understanding my feelings. So I couldn't be clearly aware of it until they took my lips away from me.

I take the clothes that were decorated by the window of the room. This is the first piece of clothing that Asagi bought me. I was lightly spotted and presented with a pattern that I didn't even think I would be able to wear such lovely clothes.

Second, see the sunlight plugging into the room. Dazzling and warm, and I hallucinated the rabbit. And discreet I think again. But even though I didn't have to think about it, I understood that my heart, wanting to put sleeves through this clothing right now, was the answer to the rabbit.