Isekai ni Kita Boku wa Kiyoubinbode Subaya-sa Tayorina Tabi o Suru

Episode 95: The Day I Slashed a Person for the First Time

A blue and black sword flash cut off the bandit's upper body and an unusual amount of blood splashed. Things in my stomach come up again with a different slashed feel and sense of reality than demons, but I rush to hold my mouth down and force myself to swallow it and move on to turn away from reality.

"Ha, gu, shit...... fuck...... dude!

I'm about to fall. They killed me. I kill people. Even if it's to protect someone or yourself, the unwiped disgust and despair won't let go of the core of your body. You won't let me go.

"Oh, my God! Oh, my God!

A fellow bandit strikes me with anger when he sees the man I slaughtered. Avoid it by stepping on the sky with the ability of Forest Wolf Legs. Slash from overhead with a drop velocity. The bandits tried to prevent it with their swords, but they cut off each sword without impending each other.

"Uuuuuu......!!

It's like a ghost to moan with a voice that doesn't speak. I really can't keep consciousness that it's for people. No matter how I scratched my feet, changed my mind, or stopped thinking, killing was killing people.

I can't be heartless, I'm not ready for anything, I just wave my sword to protect myself. I guess it's the right thing to do in a way. But I really take that as a mistake.

"Killing without need is evil... so this is what we need... we need it..."

Stay conscious while repeating Daniela's words. Sticking to the words, he continued to wave his sword, and eventually no one was there to stand on the spot except me and Daniela, who were painted with blood back.

"Ugh, hey, hey..."

I couldn't help but sprinkle the contents of my stomach. The fact that you slashed people. The fact that you killed a person.

"Ha... Ha...!

Crawl as if escaping that heavy pressure. And what was ahead of me when I crawled was the upper body of the first bandit I killed.

"Ahhh...... ahhh!!

"Asagi!"

Daniela's voice was heard, and finally my consciousness broke off there.

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"Sorry, I'm late to help..."

"No... it's fine... it's a miracle that I was just living like this..."

The girl in front of her holds a man with a sword through her chest in tears. Is it the father...... He was stabbed before we rushed. The girl looked up with her wet eyes and bowed her head.

"Thank you for your help..."

"It's good. Are you hurt?

"Yes, I... is that okay with you...?

I look at the face of the guy I carried and ask anxiously.

"Oh, this guy slaughtered people today for the first time... even though it was an impossible situation, I can't help it. I'm sure my heart couldn't stand it. But this guy is a strong man. He'll definitely get back on his feet."

Yes, if you're an Asagi, the man I loved would definitely get better.

Asagi came from a world where killing was contraindicated. I kept my heart almost broken by just killing demons in my words: 'Killing without necessity is evil'. What happens when someone like that kills someone? The answer was obvious.

So I was going to take the bandit crusade quest sooner or later. When the rabbit got used to this world enough and had a strong heart. But when bandits showed up like this, they couldn't have overlooked the reason for the rabbit. I pulled the bow and got the rabbit involved.

Asagi's heart is weak now. I'm just beginning to get used to the act of cutting my life off. That's on the demon opponent too. It's a feeling I don't understand, but it's not a feeling I don't understand, having lived by killing my parents by demons and demons. Because I'm afraid of dragons, too. Soon, the time will come for me to get used to it, too. At that time, I want to try while leaving my back to a strong grown rabbit.

"You did... sorry, we... no, it was my fault..."

"Don't worry about it. My life was saved. I'm sure the rabbit will be pleased."

When you're traveling, it means people trick you. Well, often. I have also been deceived without leaking into examples, and I am about to be defiled by this body. That's when I killed people.

The feeling of reaching out desperately and sticking the dagger you grabbed to your opponent's chest. Memories of hitting hard bones and re-stabbing them. I can't wipe that off no matter what. If you can't wipe it away, you have to accept it.

That was an act to protect myself. I had no choice. It's worse to cheat. I killed him because he was about to kill me.

There were times when I missed my eye that way, but in the end the burden didn't let me go by grasping me hard.

That's why I accepted. That's what happened. But now I have it because I protected myself then. That's why I met the rabbit.

I truly hope that this surviving child will become the medicine for the heart of the rabbit. She's the only one who can save the rabbit, not me, whom the rabbit loved.

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Dark. Dark. Darkness without light is in front of you. I don't know if that's spreading everywhere, or if it's stuck at the tip of your nose.

But there was something moving in such darkness. I didn't know at first. But when my eyes got used to the darkness, I realized it was a corpse that moves only in my upper body.

"Wow!!

I scream in fear, scratching algae to escape, but my body doesn't move.

"Damn... you killed him..."

A low, low voice reaches your ear as if it were heard from the bottom of the earth.

"I had no choice... because you guys were attacking me...!

"Hey, hey, hey, hey..."

A bandit who crawls with only his arms and advances to my feet.

"Stop, stop, don't come!

"Uuuuuuuuuuuuu..."

The groaning sole finally grabs my leg. And slowly, it crawls up.

"Hih, no... Huh!

Sole, grabbing his clothes, grabbing his arm and crawling up, can climb with his arm around my neck. I put my chin on my shoulder and said this with an uncomfortable breathing noise.

"You, too, end up like this"

"Wow!!!

When I realized I was screaming, the area was a meadow painted on the same blood as before I passed out. I looked around haphazardly and finally understood the situation.

"Good morning, Asagi"

"Eh... ah, hey, hey..."

Reply to Daniela for greeting me when I woke up as usual while I was biting. And I gradually realized that I was being carried by Daniela.

"Bad...... because I can walk now"

"You don't have to, do you? Let me carry a little."

I immediately understood that it included not only myself, but also the feelings I had. Whatever you say, we are compassionate hearts... and minds don't clear when you say things are in good shape.

"Um, are you okay...?

Unexpectedly, I can call from behind. The little girl looked up at me worryingly as Daniela carried me back.

"Are you...?

"I say, Mariel. Thank you for your help."

You lived and gave it to me... there was someone who killed someone and survived it...

Slowly Daniela drops me off. Trembling feet can't stand after all, and I kneel on the spot.

The girl who survived, Mariel, moves on to me. It's a little girl. Scorched tea hair with returning blood. He looks even younger and smaller, anxiously clutching his hands in front of his chest.

I stretch out my trembling hand and touch my scorched tea hair.

Warm. Temperature or warmth is transmitted through your hands. Nature and tears overflowed me as I wet myself in blood and poured into my cold heart, mixing and warming my heart.

"The child is a rabbit. You saved it."

"I..."

"Yes, you fought to save lives. He survived fighting and winning. Because of that, Mariel is now alive."

"Alive"

Hear the words and look at the girl in front of you jizzily. He seemed anxious until earlier because he must have been worried about me. Now he smiles softly and keeps himself in my hands.

"Thanks to Mr. Asagi, I'm alive. Please, don't blame yourself."

"Ugh..."

Sadly, the voice in the girl's words overflowed unspeakably. The overflowing words pulled my feelings, and, ghoulishly, held Mariel in my chest.

"Thank you... for being alive..."

However, he repeated his thanks to Mariel, who was alive.

Thank you for staying alive went all over me, and the hands and feet that were trembling by then had healed at some point. Still, I could not stand, and I placed myself in Mariel's hand, who caressed me gently, and cried.