Isekai ni Kita Boku wa Kiyoubinbode Subaya-sa Tayorina Tabi o Suru

Lesson 149 Differences in Thinking, Thoughts of the Day

I feel guilty. So what can we do to get rid of it?

We found a relatively dry ground, and we lay a bunch of cloths there and leaned over and waited for the morning. While Daniela was on guard next door, I kept thinking about it.

The vain bag I've been using. This was also recovered from the bandits. But it was recovered by a man in the profession of guard, who had a good history.

So what's the crate in the bag now? Is it good for an adventurer to seize it?

The answer is no. No quests issued either. Voluntary collection. My conscience and common sense appeal to me that it is no different than a thief after all. It's been a long time.

Me, the leftover from the peaceful world, and Daniela, who has been in this world since birth.

I thought it was meshing pretty well, but I never thought there would be a difference of mind here.

We should still discuss this carefully here. Fortunately, there was plenty of time.

I never open my mouth. [M]

"Hey... Daniela"

"What the hell, Asagi"

The back of my nose hurts. Is it the result of strange tension?

"Let me make an excuse first"

"Hmm? What's up?

"I am an alien. I've lived in a different world than here, and I knew I'd think differently in a fundamental place. I didn't really disagree because I didn't want Daniela to hate me."

"Oh, I'm gonna know how that feels, too."

"Thank you. So, I figured the crate just now... I don't think we should have it."

"Hmm... talk to me so I can understand"

Ji and Daniela say, staring at me. Yeah, I'm kind of surprised my hands are sweaty. I'm not good at this. [M] I guess it's typical of a Japanese who can't say no. Different opinions make me sit back as soon as possible.

But I'll explain what I've been thinking to Daniela. I can't gesture, but I just complain about my feelings without distracting myself.

"… so I think we should give these to the guards in order for us to live with our breasts raised."

"... I see. No, the opinions of the rabbits are legitimate. There's no mistake, and it's the right opinion. But Nicolas says he's famous for his insecurity. What if the guards are connected to the bandits in the back?

That's something I naturally thought about, too. But...

"From there on, it's the country's job. As a result, for example, there is nothing we can do about the victim. But of course, if that happens in front of me, I'm prepared to kill a bandit."

"By giving it to the guards, even if it went far for the bandits?

"Still. I will only do that so that I can live straight ahead."

Yes, it turns out to be self-satisfying. I don't want to think I've sinned. I don't want them to think. To live with your chest stretched. Even if someone cries in the shadows of it, it's not like they can take responsibility for everything. It's a really self-centered idea.

Do not commit crimes. I just want to, but so many different emotions get into it.

Still, as someone who lived a peaceful world, as a human being, I wanted to live through it to the end.

"... I know what it's like to be a rabbit. And I remembered one thing."

"Remember?

"Oh... I used to think the same way about rabbits."

Daniela smiles furiously.

"Living long is also an idea... it looks like the invisible part has rubbed off before you realize it"

"But that's how you cut it off, picked it up and Daniela lived, right? There's nothing wrong with that."

"Right...... only now is the straightness of the rabbit dazzling and kind of hateful"

That's what I say. Pick my cheek with my fingertips and pull. Yippee......

"I used to feel righteous, too. Bad things are bad. You should do something good. But... in the extreme, when I learned to take it away from me to live, it was so easy to live, I forgot what it was like."

"That was tough..."

"Oh, quite."

I can see all kinds of emotions swirling around Daniela's side staring away somewhere. Grief or regret, joy or nostalgia. An invisible look that replaces as visibly as if following Daniela's previous journey.

But I thought it was the most beautiful thing I've ever seen.

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The place the two of us spent was closer to town, about 20 minutes walk away from the entrance. From here I saw the town well.

The walls that protect the town from demons and bandits that we have seen before are gray. I feel kind of dim to say it's a water town, but I assume on my own that's what this world feels like.

Nicolas of a size that cannot be described as a town, although not even a large city like Spiris or Leplants, could be ascertained whether it would have a rather thick wall or whether guards with pine lights would occasionally be sentinels over the wall. Apparently, they do the least amount of work. Aren't you pushing me to do something I don't like? That is my delusion. [M]

What you can see from here is the west gate of town. We came straight from the east, but apparently the streets continued from the north and south, and we saw the carriage run through several times as it made the mud jump. I guess I still have to go through here to get to Empire City. The last caravan I saw took several escorts to the gate.

I was relaxing and watching that because I was having breakfast. When I had an unfamiliar argument and I was hungry, I rarely suggested from me to start a fire on the spot and bake some good meat in the morning.

The resentful gaze of the people on the road. I had a really good breakfast.

"Well, check it out, Asagi."

"Ooh."

"The seized crate is handed over to the guard. After that, as a national responsibility, we'll soon be out of town"

"We don't have to do this from nothing."

"That's what I'm talking about"

Uh, hey, if I stayed at the cabin there for a second, there was this crate, and I don't know, it's suspicious, because when I opened the lid, the stone was in it.

Our hearts will be preserved safely. I can say goodbye to what I accomplished with 100% goodness. Henceforth, the problem of Nicolas is left only to the State as a problem of Nicolas. I'm not an imperial being from another world.

"Ugh, then we leave where our bellies are filled too!

"Nicolas, the city of Mizugo... it's been a long time since I've been a slum city, too. We need to get comfortable."

"I wonder how much compared to Aretha?

"I guess that's cute. The country can't help it. If I'm alarmed...... Phew"

"Which side are you on..."

He also gathers a dirty cloth and stands up in a bag. Come on, let's go.