Isekai Sagishi no Consulting
Retrospective Edition 2 Bertina
"Sister, water's coming to the flowers!
"You guys, 'I'm coming' -!
"I'll tell you next time!
"Oh, come on! Wait. Come on!
The kids are still running around well today.
All the kids here are really good kids, and they grow up pure, straight.
They, they are always inspired by me.
"... you shouldn't. With a sunken face like this, it makes the kids anxious."
I tell myself in the discourse room where no one is anymore.
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"Sister! Of rice balls, come in!
"Sister, I haven't had breakfast."
Loretta's brother brought me two rice balls.
These kids are really thoughtful kids, and they get along quickly with the kids who have been in church for a long time.
These are really sweet, bright, well done kids.
"Thank you. But...... I'm not going to be eaten right now. Eat separately, if you like."
"Sister gave me something!
"I feel like I got it!
Saying that, we split one rice balls in half, and the two of us cheek friendly. How adorable that is and I was healed again.
Although I have some difficulty being a little too simple, I sincerely hope you will grow up straight like this.
"Well, I'm in the chapel, so call me if anything happens"
"" Yes!
"Play with everyone"
"It's up to you!
"I'm good at that!
My cheeks unwittingly loosened when I saw the two backs popping out well.
...... but it will soon be strong again.
Totally. When will my worries heal?
Ginette often also startles me. "Sister is too worrying," he said.
I don't think Ginette can say anything about people, either.
When I entered the chapel, I headed to the penance room.
And.................. "Just one more time" and take an oath to yourself...
".................. ha"
I dropped my sigh.
No matter how much you sigh, you can't leave the painful feeling that builds up in the back of your chest. I know that, so I try not to sigh...
"Spirit God......"
I kneel before the Spirit God, hand in hand and pray.
But what can I pray for?
May his memory return...
Or may he not force himself into agony…?
When I lost my memory, I'd do it all over again, Regina said.
From scratch again, just like then, we meet again, and we stack up - it's not like he's going to be gone, so maybe that's fine.
It's about him as if kindness were walking in clothes, although he's a people-loving, slightly twisted and mean part. I'm sure you'll see that sweet face again soon.
And you have the strength to regain your memory... but Regina said.
He said he had passed out trying to force his memory back...
I don't want to burden him like that.
What I can do...............
"Please… may his heart be calm"
Only by offering my sincere prayers.
"Ha-ha-ha!
Unexpectedly, the table became busier.
Looks like the kids are making a scene in the garden.
Breakfast, which Ginette always comes to make, always comes early in the morning in relation to being ready for Ginette's store.
To go with that, the kids are up early to bed.
So even with all this time, I'm always full of energy.
But I always tell you to avoid running around out loud until the day has a proper face.
Because some of you want to sleep slowly in the morning.
The children also always keep their words properly and use their time until sunrise to repair daily necessities in the field water, Riya, and the workshop.
It's been a long time since such children have had such a big shave............ yes, isn't that since he first visited here that day?
"... No way"
I left the penance room behind as I felt a heartbeat sooner unconsciously.
Turn to the front door and go out to the garden...
"It's one at a time, isn't it!?
"Kihaha! Frightening!"
"Uh-oh, that's frightening! That's right!"
Mr. Yashiro was groping around holding the children by both sides.
... just like that day.
"Ha... ha... you guys, the numbers are going to increase, it's going to grow and it's going to be heavy... that damn softness is still immature...... scattered!
"" Yikes! No, no, no!
"I don't know what you're happy about!
Put the children down and breathe on their shoulders, Mr. Yashiro.
Words are abusive or contained there is immeasurable kindness......
"Huh... I'm tired already. I'm Osama now, so give me a break."
"" "" Whoa!
"You can say it yourself, but it's annoying that people don't tell you!
"" "" "Yikes! Angry -" ""
"" "" Turn it around!
"" "" Grunt me!
"One at a time. You're on it! Don't line up!"
... Kusu.
"hehe....................................................................................."
It's a strange thing.
As soon as I saw his...... Mr. Yashiro's face, the anxiety that had been heavy until earlier disappeared in an instant.
You can keep doing this.
If Yashiro gives you a serene look like this... even if you forget about me...
"Hey, okay?
Peeling off the crowd of children, Mr. Yashiro came before me.
And turn your usual quiet gaze to me.
At all times, the atmosphere is as quiet as the sky at dawn and a mixture of sad colors as the sky at dusk, Mr. Yashiro's unique eyes......
Mr. Yashiro always has thoughts in his mind that he doesn't speak to anyone.... that seems to me.
I want to take a glimpse into the depths of that mind... I can't say I don't have that, that kind of thoughts...
But Mr. Yashiro's heart belongs to Mr. Yashiro.
All I can do is stay by my side and watch.
So the answer to the question is always decided.
"Yes, I don't mind."
What I can do, whatever.
I want to.
We distance ourselves from the children and move to a place where we can talk alone - the silence in between, too, now calms down oddly.
You're a stranger.
I can't believe you can just stay there and feel safe.
"To tell the truth..."
While walking, Mr. Yashiro started talking.
You thought that would be smoother than starting talking to the face.
I turn my gaze slightly so that it flows.
"For a while - specifically until this seed blooms - I also thought I'd hide myself somewhere."
For a moment, the world has turned dark.
That was just for a moment, but I felt like I was hit in the back of the head with a blunt instrument.
Just a moment, my slight agitation, Mr. Yassiro must have sensibly perceived. It inadvertently turned into something with a gentle tone.
"I thought I could do it right. Something to 'pretend you haven't forgotten' after you've forgotten everything and start over again. I'm a liar."
Perhaps Mr. Yashiro would have done that much.
without even letting me or Ginette notice...................................................................
"Hard, isn't it?
All this time, continuing to trick people is probably... going to carry a load that exceeds the tolerance of the human mind.
Making Mr. Yashiro carry such a business............ I don't like it.
"I would prefer Mr. Yashiro to act as he thinks. But there's only one thing..."
That could be a selfish wish.
While I knew that, I couldn't help but say.
"If you forget about me...... be honest, say so. From there, again, I want to make memories of you two."
Without knowing that, I do not want to continue to torment Mr. Yashiro.
Let Mr. Yashiro take his place in the pain and loneliness that I was supposed to suffer...
"I guess we all feel the same way"
Unexpectedly, Mr Yashiro said such a thing.
It leaked without a thought...... I felt like I meant it...
"I think so."
That's what I answered.
This is only my prediction, but I'm sure you all feel the same way.
"Because... because I love you guys, Mr. Yashiro.... including, of course, me"
Things like Mr. Yashiro suffering alone must never happen again.
That's what I thought on that big food tournament day.
"Yeah. I think so too... I thought you guys were thinking the same thing... so"
"......"
Yashiro's eyes I showed him at that time seemed kind of very lonely......
"... you wonder if memories with me would have been something else even if they were gone. You just have to do it again from the beginning... to the advantage of starting over."
... intense and regrettable.
I don't...
"Don't do that. Shh!
Not even in the pattern, and to the extent that I was likely to get a falling point as a parent guiding the kids, I left it to my emotions to raze my voice.
This sense of impatience is frustration towards you.
What a detour I was.
Think of it as "you can start over," say words that even remind you of it… it wasn't something that anyone around you could do.
"... excuse me. My voice, I have vandalized............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
The second apology is in disgrace to the detached self.
"Knock..."
"... huh?
Suddenly Mr. Yashiro started to shake his shoulder and laugh when he was worried about how to apologize for my disrespect, my insensitive words and actions.
I couldn't figure out what was going on, but I had to open my mouth.
"... bad... just kidding"
"Jeez............ what?
What the hell is a joke?
"I didn't think so. My memories are confusing, but the only thing I can't remember is my name. I haven't forgotten the time I've spent. So..."
"- Himmu!?
Suddenly, my ears were picked and my voice, which I didn't quite understand, leaked.
I don't know what it is. "Himuru"...... I thought I had lived long enough to get a lot of calm...... with Mr. Yashiro, he makes me discover myself like I don't even know him.
"Oh, um... puffing a woman's ears... the..."
I'd like you to stop because I'm ashamed... but just a little bit, I'm glad... oh, but if anyone sees a place like this...
"That's crazy. In my memory, I would have been glad to say 'Mmm-hmm'..."
"Isn't that, Mag...... another person's memory?
Mr. Yassiro was unable to remember our name now and Regina said he would experience pain when he tried to force him to remind him.
Even for others, refrain from giving them names.
"Uh-huh... I wonder if I did."
"Hehe... Also, you're kidding. You know what I'm doing, don't you, Mr. Yashiro?
"Did you find out?
"I understand.... and you know what you're doing to find out."
I'm sure Mr. Yashiro can fool us all.
That much brains, bravery, and kindness, this man has.
For our sake, you can fool us… so much power.
That's why I'm deliberately making such a clear joke a clear breeze.
Mr. Yashiro is a good joke.
Generally…
"As a matter of fact, it was a puffy once. These pointy ears."
... I thought that would happen.
"No, you can't. I have a desire to touch a woman's skin, and I can't believe I'm doing it without authorization."
"Spirit God, I'm sorry."
"... is that meant to be a confession?
"Hmm? That's enough, isn't it?
Not at all... who's you.
If you say it with such an innocent face... wouldn't you be angry?
"Come on, let go of my hand already.... it will take your ears off"
Mr. Yashiro, if you're dealing with him, you can make jokes that can even be called 'lies' like this.
It is precious.
... The truth is, though I'm just embarrassed to be touched by my lighted, hot ears.
"Mr. Yashiro. Can I say something incredibly selfish?
"You want to keep your wedding cake to yourself?
"It's fascinating too, but it's something else more"
"You want me to hold you aside and glue you around?
"That's for sure, were adults charged separately......? Ugh. Maybe I can pay you now. I had extraordinary income."
That before and after the wedding or this, the lord gave me a consideration.
I offered not to need the money because all of the acts associated with the wedding are done with the heart of service, but Yashiro said, "We need a line, because without it the wedding itself will be broken in the future" and "If you think so, don't use it and save it and use it to reward the kids as well".
So I got you a consideration while I was over it.
And Mr. Yashiro has one last word.
"That being said, this is your money, so it's the right way to use it as you please," he said.
How ticklish, what about "my money" etc.
When people tell me I'm free to use it, I worry about what I can use it for.
Am I right? You might want to let me use it at a time like this.
"Mr. Yashiro. Can I ask you a favor?
"Hmm?"
"I wanted to go around gluing"
"Dude... I meant to joke about that..."
"Yes, I know. But right now, I really wanted to go around."
"Oh... was it a snake..."
Mr. Yashiro covered his eyes with his hands and looked up to heaven.
This feeling.
When you show this attitude, it's time to say, "I can't help it," but make this wish come true.
... what shall we do? I'm getting a little thrilled.
What if I get out loud like the kids?
I don't know, isn't it?
"I can't help it."
Ugh...... look, I knew it.
"Well, it'll be 20 RB at a time."
"Oh? That was surprisingly cheap."
"For the first time only. Next time I'll get 500 RB."
"Well, that's a good deal. Well, please don't. Ugh."
The more you talk, the lighter your heart gets...... really, the stranger you are, Mr. Yashiro.
"Adults just can't hold you by the side, okay, in the form of a hug from behind?
"Yeah, I don't mind."
Because unless you can hug me across the street, I'm sure you're not ashamed of me.
"At that time, I had no choice but to resist force majeure, so I would eagle both milks..."
"Mr. Yashiro. I just found the confession room."
When I grinned, Mr. Yashiro's mouth stopped.
I don't mean to look so scared, but when I do this, Mr. Yashiro always shuts up.
Are you so, so scared?
But it's Mr. Yashiro's fault.
"Okay, well, let's just hold our legs and shake it up. At that time, the centrifugal force causes the skirt to roll up and round out the pants..."
"Mr. Yashiro."
Mr. Yashiro's expression attracted me even more.
How can you do what you're seeing results to the point of discipline?
If we don't talk about eccentricity, will it shrink even with life expectancy?
"Well... now, okay?
That's what I said, Mr. Yashiro, with his arms gently spread out.
... Oh, I guess it needs to be securely fixed when it comes to swinging adults around.
Cuddling each other, I turn my arms around Yashiro's neck... Yashiro turns his arms around my hips... I guess that means...
The joke I made earlier, I'm sure Mr. Yashiro was also embarrassed by this posture, so he was blindfolded.
Then don't worry.
Because I wasn't the only one embarrassed.
"Excuse me."
"Mmm...... oops"
I'm a little nervous, but I gently added my body to Mr. Yashiro's chest and turned my arm around his neck.
Mr. Yashiro's arm is turned to his waist and he can be held softly.
............... Pretty embarrassing.
"Well, I'll turn it around"
"Yes………"
Yashiro's voice in my ear... and I can't see his face anymore.
I cling to my neck and stiffened myself.
- and.
"Huh!
"Yikes............ HA!?
Suddenly, my body floated in the universe.
No, it wasn't sudden because you said, "I'm going to turn it around," but my understanding doesn't keep up with the kind of floating and walking feeling I've never experienced before.
"Yah! Hey................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
My legs lifted and I was wrapped in a floating sensation where I thought my body might be horizontal with the ground, and the feeling that I was about to be blown away when I was alarmed, I accidentally stuck my strength in Mr. Yashiro's arm clinging to his neck.
I'm scared.
Why do kids want to do this scary thing so many times?
"Aah! Aah! Aah! Come on, come on, come on!"
I can't keep my voice down.
Nature and a loud voice leak out of your mouth.
I'm really scared.
Yet... I feel Mr. Yashiro's warmth right there, so somewhere, strangely calming...... Mr. Yashiro's scent......... oh, I feel like I can tell just a little why the kids are obsessed.
The kids just want to be sweet on Mr. Yashiro.
Now, like me.
"Nooooooo! Shit!"
No more floating, my feet on the ground.
but......
"Shh..."
"Hey, you okay!?
The leeches were powerless and brought to Mr. Yashiro.
My legs are shivering.
"Shh, excuse me......... Um, just a little bit, even as it is?
"... can you say no in this situation..."
That was a voice that entailed an atmosphere of "Ginger."
"... Ha... I was scared"
"It's pretty tough for adults, isn't it?
"But... it was fun"
"... 500 RB next time."
"Okay, I'll do my best to save up"
In the blindfold, we joke about that.................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
I really, really wanted to say something about the "outrageous selfishness" I didn't say earlier.
... That's probably hunting Mr. Yashiro down, suffering, with selfish thoughts......
"Mr. Yashiro.................."
I, the Sister, may have feelings I shouldn't...
"Don't forget me......"
Yet I have spoken of such childish selfishness............
".................. n"
Guh, my head was hugged and pressed against Mr. Yashiro's chest.
Behind his nose, Mr. Yashiro's scent spread, and in his ears, Mr. Yashiro's heartbeat was heard.
"... before. You used to do this to me before the big food tournament when I was so anxious? Whoa, whoa, whoa. Calm down."
The voice, warm as if it were heard from Mr. Yashiro's heart, shook his tympanic membrane and penetrated my heart.
"So one day, when Bertina got anxious, I decided to do this."
".................. What!?
Unexpectedly, I really wanted to be a little more wrapped up in that warmth...... I pulled my body apart and peered into Mr. Yashiro's face.
"Yes, now..............."
Yashiro says' Bertina '…
"That selfishness, I'll ask you. I'll never forget Bertina."
"Yashillo........................"
Glad to hear...
I'm so glad to hear just one thing like that...
There's something hot in the back of my eye...
But don't cry.
There are still a lot of people who are anxious, so don't just think about yourself and be happy, discipline yourself as best you can......
"Nor... again, call it off"
I turned my best strengths to him.
"Ha. Isn't that nice? It's also the first time we've met. Me and Bertina, right?
Not at all.
He cheats......
Don't let them show you such an innocent face... don't you get mad at me?
"It's just Mr. Yashiro."
... you can call me away.
That part, don't talk about it.
"Ah..."
Unexpectedly, a grain of seed fell out of Mr. Yashiro's clothes.
This is parasitic magic grass seed…
"Ugh! First step!
Raising his temperamental voice, Mr. Yashiro held his fist.
The first step…… means that Mr. Yashiro did not give up from the beginning.
From the beginning, I guess I was going to remember everyone's name.
That's right.
'Cause I'm Mr. Yashiro.
Mr. Yashiro would never do anything that would make us sad at all......
Even though I knew it............... I haven't either.
"Mr. Yashiro."
From now on, Mr. Yashiro will be challenged to fight himself.
Unbeatable by Demon Grass, with a strong heart.
I suppose we should give him words for that, but don't, it seems like once you're sweet, you'll have a sweet habit... I've decided to tell him how honest I feel.
"I'm glad you came here first."
Where you can rush in first, when Mr. Yashiro is in trouble.
I want to remain such a place.
I've always thought so.
"If anything happens, you can always count on me"
"Ooh. I know."
Really? Did you understand that?
"Well, I'm just gonna go."
"Yes, good luck"
Mr. Yashiro running with his arms up.
Until I couldn't see that back, I'd been dropping it off.
Mr. Yashiro.
Don't forget.
I'll always be watching over you.