Isekai Torippu Shita Sono Bade Taberarechaimashita

In the end, if you're hanging around on your own, nothing's gonna change.

So on the seventh day I started avoiding the captain, I finally realized.

The troubles lurking in the mind I've been running away from are heavy, too heavy, and it's hard to hold them alone.

Like the dagger that I couldn't give back to Mr. Billy is heavy.

Living in this world is like a trial to me.

Still, I'm in this world right now, so I have to digest it somehow.

If I kept pretending not to know, if the captain hadn't pointed me out, the limit would have come one day.

Before that, I noticed, maybe I was glad.

"So listen to me for a second!

And I was intentionally relative to the two of us.

I mean you two, Mr. Elmia and Hanina.

Now it's a three-person room, surrounded by a tight table. If it's about three o'clock snacks, you can eat here, right?

Oh, by the way, the dagger that Mr. Billy gave me, I couldn't take it out a little softly. I left it in the back. Because I knew I was still scared and couldn't keep it where I saw it.

"You don't have an explanation for what“ means. "

I laugh deceitfully at Mr. Elmia's sharp scratch, eheh?

You can explain it from scratch, but it's a long time, isn't it? I don't know where to start, do I?

You even have to ask about someone else's sexual situation that you don't even want to hear about, right?

"I'm just glad you talked to me."

Hmm, Mr. Elmia sighs.

What does that mean?

When I snapped my neck, Honina added words to make it up to me.

"Looks like something happened between Sakura and the captain. 'Cause we were wondering, too. Elmia said she wouldn't ask anything until she talked to me."

"You were worried..."

"Well, if you're always so loud and healthy that you suddenly shut up or follow a worrying sigh, you're determined to care. He hasn't been to the captain by day or night."

"Elmia. Wow."

There was an unexpected pity.

You watched it right. Glad to hear it.

"We wanted to help Mr. Sakura. So tell me everything."

"Honina. Ah."

What, what are these good people!!

You're gonna make me cry!!

With tears in my eyes, I suppress the urge to hug Hanina.

Calm down, calm down, me! I'm not a sophisticated junior high school boy!

"So, what's the story?

Mr. Elmia pushed me out of line.

I mean, talk... I don't know.

It's like a kind of penance, I guess.

By asking others to listen, I want to keep things organized in me.

"... well, I can't explain it. I realized I was a sloppy woman."

"Phew, what made that happen"

The reason I noticed was because of the captain's words.

I think I have a bad personality from the beginning. My youngest child is in good shape and sweet, and I try to think of things as if they were at my convenience.

But well, let's just say I'm going to discount it because it's going to be longer there to explain.

"Am I not an otherworldly man? I thought you came here alone and didn't have anything."

"Right."

"So I came to this world, to live in this world, I guess I wanted a reason, notice"

Staring at my heart, I choose words, one at a time.

I didn't want to believe you came at the whim of the Spirit.

No, I knew it right, but still, something else, I looked for a reason.

Otherwise, it was too, too much.

"That's what you mean, captain?

"... Yes"

It was easy to use the captain as a reason.

With the captain, he said it wasn't a bad thing to be in this world.

Because the captain is here, he said he would mix it up every day.

Yes, if you simply think about it, you don't have to think about anything unpleasant.

I can tell now that he was just running away.

Though I didn't even have the awareness that I was running away.

"I don't know, is sloppiness that bad?

Mr. Elmia's blatant words made me squint my eyes.

"Isn't that a bad thing?

If you think about it normally, sloppy means cowardice.

Bad, or I don't think it's a very good thing.

If, for example, there was a righteous hero and an evil organization, it would be more of an evil organization to use cowardly hands.

Involve others for yourself… Captain. And maybe that's hurting me.

He's an egoist, I am.

"Everyone has more or less of a sloppy side. Regardless of the woman or the man."

"Mr. Sakura is a guest of the Spirit, so I think he could rather be worse off. We could get into trouble."

"Honina's right."

To Hanina's words, yeah, Mr. Elmia nods.

Neither of us seem to care at all about my confession in the thought of death.

Uh, yeah, yeah.

I don't know, this flow.

I never thought I'd be affirmed for sloppiness.

Well, even I didn't want the two of you to blame me.

Is this light enough for you?

Mr. Elmia took my hand, unable to hide the confusion.

"I know how you feel, it's not easy to say. I can't imagine going to another world by myself. But then one of you will be scared. Even you'll want a reason. Isn't that natural?

Serious face. Sincere eyes.

Really, you're thinking about me, 'cause I know the face.

I can't imagine, you're trying to imagine.

The plumage coming from my hands is warm and tells me more than words.

You're encouraging me.

Really... why are these two so nice to me?

"But... I don't think it's a good idea."

I'm so unconvinced, I overlap words even more.

The captain has always accepted me.

Deep down in my heart, I want to go back to my original world, to see my family and friends.

He didn't want to think about it because it just made it hard to think about it, and he wandered around beside the captain so he could escape.

I'm sure, thinly, the captain would have noticed.

"So do you feel sorry for the captain?

"... Yes"

Guilty feelings towards the captain that Mr. Elmia and Hanina have admitted to my sloppiness will not go away.

It's like I've always betrayed a captain who loved me so much for being so kind to me.

I was doing something that I couldn't help but be loving.

It's all my problem that I've come from different worlds, that I can't go home anymore, that I'll never see my family and friends again, even though there's no such thing as falling for the captain.

I wonder how sweet I have ever been to the captain, and how much I have awoken over the captain's favor.

"I don't know all that much about the captain, either. Captain, aren't you the man who cares about details like that?

"Is it a detail..."

"It's fine. 'Cause in the end, it's important, you like it or you don't like it? If you like the captain, it doesn't matter what's wrong with you."

"Yes... I wonder"

I cannot swallow Mr. Elmia's words as they are, and I twist my neck.

I don't think there's a happy person anywhere to be liked with intentions.

Instead, I guess it's normal for people to get angry, sad, or hate me if I suck.

It's not easy to clean up the details, and it doesn't matter if you like it, I don't know what a word to end with.

"Hey, Mr. Sakura. Sakura likes the captain."

"I love it! That's all true."

To Hanina's words, clearly, I answered.

In my messy thoughts, that's all I could believe.

I want to go home, so big that it is something that won't go away.

I like the captain. I don't want to leave with the captain. The thought was getting bigger and bigger.

Because I like it... because I like it, I'm so worried.

"So what if the captain was using about Mr. Sakura?

"... it"

I'm stuck in words.

At that point, the answer seems to have already been decided.

"What do you want to do?

Honina smiles pale and asks again.

Repeated inquiries must have been answers.

Honina's voice sounds so sweet.

Other than one answer, I wasn't going to be able to get it out.

"... depending on how you use it, I'll probably, forgive you"

"You like the captain, don't you?"

"Yeah."

Confirmed, I nod honestly.

Whatever the start at first, I still feel the same way about liking it.

I'd be in trouble if they asked me how much I like it or if I wouldn't change my mind for the rest of my life.

I like the captain, the captain is important and the captain is special.

I don't lie about my feelings.

I like it, so I'm sure I'll forgive you for more or less.

I was jealous of the platoon leader, like I felt rather happy with the captain's work.

"The captain is the same, I think. What do you think of Mr. Sakura?

Like teaching and guiding bad students, Honina shows me the path ahead of me.

What do you think, nothing.

I know how much the captain likes me.

The truth is, I know perfectly well that the captain will never abandon me.

No matter how hurt you've been because of me.

It's the whole thing, too, and the captain is a nostalgic broad who would accept it.

Because you're such a captain, I like captains.

"I..."

I don't know what to say.

But my mouth opened naturally.

before I get some kind of answer out of it.

Concon, with the sound of a knock.

Is Sakura here?

I could not have misheard the voice, but I heard it.

I stood up to jump and the fallen chair made a huge noise.

Ha, ha, ha... Captain!!?