Isekai Torippu Shita Sono Bade Taberarechaimashita

35: I was offered a suggestion that doesn't make sense

From then on, it was really hard for the substitute aristocrats to come and say hello.

The captain looked dying the same, but he managed to handle it as it was.

I kept laughing and barely talked so I wouldn't get bored.

I didn't expect this to happen, but I faithfully followed and did what the Tyralds taught me, that no matter what happened, I left it to the captain to just laugh.

For once, you can't not not speak a word, you've done enough to thank me for the words of blessing!

I'm unfamiliar with dresses. I'm standing there laughing. Plus, I can't even mouth a drop of water instead of a meal.

It was quick to get tired in that condition and we were allowed to cut it up so much.

But... even when I went home to Tyrald, I was bored.

When I joined Mr. Cardina, he was stunned and silently protested.

You must be angry that you kept our relationship a secret. I deserve it, but my chest hurts.

Mr. Esche distracted me when he sent Mr. Cardina on his own carriage when he was in trouble for being denied even a carriage ride.

That's how the captain and I are getting into the carriage and heading home.

Silence, heavy......

"Um, Mr. Grace"

I have to tell you something.

But if the air gets too heavy so far, I don't know what to start with.

I'm sure the captain thinks so.

'I promised to wait, but I couldn't wait,' he said.

I already chose.

When the party was over, what was on my mind came out the back.

Not at all, Prince Wang, because he really does something on his own.

"Sakura......"

"Yes?"

He was called by name in a dying voice, with a face that was still dying.

As I reply, I try to peek in and eye to eye with the captain.

In the dark, sunken grey eyes, a strange readiness was floating.

"If... if you're unhappy with this engagement, if you ever feel burdensome, secretly, I'll get my hands on you so you can leave the country"

"Heh...?

Pocky I stiffened with my mouth open.

I had no idea what the captain had mentioned.

"In other countries, spiritual guests are treated politely. With the protection of the state, this country can't even get its hands on it."

"Ho, what other country... what are you talking about!? I'm not going anywhere!

"... right. It is readiness and energy that breeds relationships from scratch in new lands."

"Not so! Why should I go to another country in the first place! I have no idea what you're talking about from earlier!

I can't grasp the flow of the story or the movement of the captain's heart.

In a hurry I pulled the captain's arm.

Stop the captain who's going to run in the wrong direction.

"I can't even overturn the engagement that was announced in front of so many people now. You... have to marry me."

Low, gloomy voice.

Like a beast by hand, this is what you might say.

The captain rounded his hips and clenched his forehead.

"I can't forgive myself for losing my escape route to you and relieving you"

"Mr. Grace......"

It was a penance that conveyed the captain's, deep, deep love.

Apparently, the captain took the status quo more seriously than I had thought.

Was the off-target proposal like a sin to me?

To the serious and honest captain everywhere, I feel irresistible.

"Be honest and happy there. I can marry someone I love."

"... it doesn't make sense if it's not accompanied by your feelings"

"I'm with you. I'm with you."

To the heart I accidentally told him, the captain slowly raised his face.

But there's still a dark shade in that look.

"Maybe I gave up reluctantly because this is the situation, or something?

To my point, the captain distorts his face even further.

... It looks like a drawing star.

"You said you weren't going to let go."

"It's..."

The captain opened his mouth, but soon he closed it again.

I'm not gonna let you go.

The words the captain said the first time he told me how he felt 'I love you' to a direct ball.

I didn't get rid of the untrained yet at that time, so I know I have enough on my own.

Still, that's all I was happy to hear from the captain.

All this time, I wanted you not to let go.

"He says he loves you, he says he's not willing to let go, he wants it in return. A lot, I heard Mr. Grace's feelings and wishes. But Mr. Grace always tries to prioritize my feelings. Mr. Grace is too kind to me."

"... it's not sweet. I'm a coward."

"I know! How much do you think we were together! How much do you think I like Mr. Grace!

As I cut to Prince Wang before, the actual years are irrelevant.

The encounter was in the spring, and now it's autumn.

It may be only six months, but it was a much darker six months than it had been in the previous twenty years.

At first I just thought he was a good looking guy, and soon I knew he was a serious, kind guy, and that's what I fell in love with.

The captain accepted any me, so more and more, my feelings grew.

It became so heavy and troublesome that I couldn't compare it to what I'd ever thought I was in love with.

"Are you afraid I might regret it one day? What are you going to do if you feel apart?

To my inquiry, the captain nods small enough to nod.

I want to take care of it more than anyone else because that's how you show the weak side too, because you're someone who's also weak because of me.

Make sure the captain's cheeks are wrapped with both hands, and make him raise his face.

I stared straight into my blue, grey eyes.

"I like Mr. Grace, who is so scared of me hating him that he tries to prioritize me until he kills what he wants. I'm sure the whole world doesn't want to find someone who thinks so much of me."

To me, love was just something to enjoy.

Enjoy the thrill of love, comfort each other when you're lonely, and say goodbye when it's no longer fun.

All this time, that's what I thought.

To meet this guy, I was born to love this guy and be loved by this guy, because I thought fiction was the only love that seemed like it. Somewhere, I was being objective.

But I could find “the only” in this world.

"It's not something I can say that I've ever been sweet about Mr. Grace's kindness... but I want to hear Mr. Grace's selfishness"

The captain listened to my selfishness and waited for me until my feelings hardened.

Never hurry me, push yourself in enough that you can't even vomit weak sounds until your consciousness is cloudy.

So now it's my turn to hear his selfishness.

"Can you tell me about the selfishness that only I can achieve?

Just like that night you've been touching me to get to me. And unlike then, it's sane.

From your mouth without alcohol, I want you to tell me what the captain meant.

"I..."

The captain's mouth opens and closes again and again.

I tried to wait patiently, but never got a word out of it.

Where the sigh finally spilled, my patience came to a limit.

"Okay, I get it!

Pattin, and I raise my voice with my hands together.

The captain blinked his eyes as if he had been bluffed.

"Mr. Grace, I have a little something to do. I know you're busy, but have a day with Mr. Grace. I want you to take me to a beautiful place."

Roll up only what you want to say unilaterally.

Even if you have a relationship, the captain is on vacation, so it's weirder not to be able to rest in the first place.

As much as monopolizing a day on a long vacation, a lover's altered fiancée should be forgiven.

"What do you want to do...?

"Don't tell me until then! Please wash your neck and wait!

Feeling like tapping a fulfillment, I stick my index finger in a bish way.

The captain had blinked his eyes several times, but nodded as he tried to be pushed by the momentum.

Now I can't pull any further either.

Of course, I didn't mean to pull it off at all.