It’s Sudden, but I Came to Another World! But I Hope to Live Safely
I therefore want to live without difficulty.
There were many people around Ilias who wanted to convey the joy they felt directly after the ceremony.
It is only natural to give them such an opportunity as to be able to speak freely at night.That's why Ilias may be stubborn if you try to get along with other people here.
So when I left the castle behind and wandered for a walk, I wanted to go to a place.
We arrived at our destination and asked Wolfe, who had followed us as an escort, to wait outside for a while.
I really wanted to immerse myself in feelings, so I also wanted to leave Kwok... but I can't do that from my standpoint.
A gentle greeting to the sentinel knight told him that he wanted to look around inside, and he agreed in two replies.Someone's face has also widened.
"It's better to choose this house than the old Ilias house... or even change rooms in the basement of the current mansion..."
Opens or closes the entrance to a cell that is empty, making a sarcasm for yourself.When I first visited the land, I was put in a barracks just outside the castle gate, saying that I might be a suspect and a demon without saying a word.
There was no one around when I was summoned to this world.Escape from the most powerful monsters and murdering bandits, descend unfamiliar mountain paths, and finally reach the land of civilization.
I don't even care about being put in jail, I remember sleeping soundly with a lot of tension.
Anyway, after this, I'll just go home. If it's my clothes and I don't mind getting dirty, I'll lie down in jail.
Compared to a bed with a boulder, is it uncomfortable to sleep?
There are still walls, there are floors, there are roofs.Compared to sleeping in the mountains, it's the difference between clouds and mud.I have never slept in a place more uncomfortable than this since I came to this world.
I have a drowsiness that comes from walking quite a bit or from a little tiredness.I don't hate this kind of lying awake.I'm sorry to keep Wolfe waiting outside, but I've had enough sleep.
Wake up.
Returned to reality in exchange for refreshing pain.Sighs small as you see the sight in front of you.
"Don't poke me in the sheath...."
"I miss you. I woke her up the same way."
Ilias was in front of me.Is the difference between the sword sheath and the cloak on the back?No, the expression is completely soft compared to that time.
"You know this place very well."
"Everyone you greeted was in the castle.The previous house had already been handed over to others, so I thought I'd start from where I started. "
"I've saved you the trouble of searching."
"I've never been walked from the castle to here.You could have waited a little longer. "
Ah, you're in a slightly oblique mood, Mr. Ilias.I remember being held back by the house alone a long time ago.
Wake up and gently lift your torso.Have you been asleep for about 30 minutes?You've done something bad to Wolfe.I have to apologize later.
"If anyone sees you waiting at the castle, they won't let you go, will they?"
"That's true....."
If you're really happy, I'm sure you'll make time to come and see me later.It is Ilias who will be busy at a later date.
Well, it's not that trivial.Let me tell you something for now.
"Congratulations on your assumption of the Knight Captain.How do you feel beyond your ideals? "
Ilias' father was a young man who had climbed up to the rank of deputy captain of that Ragdo squad.
Ilias was also the first and second best player in the Ragdo team, but his position remained that of a regular player.In that sense, it means that I held a higher position than the father I was aiming for in this position.
"... I don't feel like I've surpassed it.All I wanted was to be a good knight like my father.It wasn't beyond my father's goal to follow the same path. "
And I said, "Well, should I say what it's like to be in the same landscape?"
"That's not much either. Just because I took office doesn't mean my contents suddenly change.But this is what it looks like.It's going to change. "
"It's just like being an adult.It's not about changing, it's about changing.Soon the cloak will weigh even more. "
"... that's what this is all about."
Ilias was in a position to carry more.I haven't carried it yet just because I'm in a position.For her, this is the beginning of her growth as a knight captain.
"Yes, but I am certain that your achievements have been duly acknowledged.'Me' is honestly happy.To be honest, I was a little touched and I almost cried. "
"... thank you, but I don't think we should celebrate in jail."
"I'm sorry, but I was going to tell you as soon as we were alone."
Wolfe can't be unaware that Ilias is here.In other words, Wolfe cares about us and leaves us alone.I can't waste that courtesy.
"It's not like you.... by the way, can I ask you one question?"
"Oh, my God."
"--Don 't you regret choosing this world?"
"Nothing"
It was a quick answer, but I thought this question would be asked, and I had prepared an answer.Of course I do. Did you realize that? Ilias' expression is not clear.
"But there's something left to spare.The people I knew in the other world, the people I've been involved with... some of them were friends and friends, and some of them were family.I was alienated, but I think I could have done it over and over again. "
It's not the same as when you were trying to get away with people."Me" has also been inspired by seeing Ilias and others in this world and has grown.
That is why you will be able to confront not only malice, but also the essence of the person.
That would have allowed us to share the joy and to re-establish a relationship of regret and sadness.That's as much as anyone I know in this world.
It's just a matter of possibility.But these days with Ilias tell us that we can grasp it as a clearer and more definitive future.
"I also believe that you can start over.That's why I lost that opportunity from you..... "
"Never mind.If you are alive, you must choose the path to follow.Ilias lost many opportunities by choosing to become a knight.But there's something you got because you chose it, right? "
Of course, Ilias knows without saying such a thing.Ilias is sad for me.
Even if there is a ditch now, it will eventually be a good relationship to fill.That way, Ilias will have the same feelings that he has for his family and friends.
That's a great thing.It is certainly a pity to lose the opportunity to start over.
"... ahh"
Once back on Earth, it was in my room, and the first time I checked was on the date.It was shorter than the time I spent in other worlds, but months still seemed to have passed.The various payments were debited and the food was just instant, so there was a little dust in the room.I was in a state where I could spend my daily life immediately.
I was even worried that I would not be able to return to this world for a moment, but because God had carved a strange mole on people's arms, it was switched early.
"Me" first relied on Tsutsu, who had been using it for a long time, and arranged for him to go abroad.I thought it would be easier for people to forget about traveling abroad than hiding it as an accidental death.
The processing of furniture and rental procedures were very pleasant once they were colored for payment to the vendor.
Since the precious savings for living almost exclusively were already a useless end, I was only a little satisfied with being able to scatter money quickly.
It was just too clever, and it took a while for God to re-summon it.I was lucky enough to move in and say hello to my neighbor.I thought about walking outside, but I sat in a tidy room with my own weight that the trivial temptation of a convenience store would be untouched.
I was unconsciously opening a contact book while laughing at the excitement of a new civilization, a mobile phone that would erase the information from now on.
If you contact me in a situation where you haven't even started over yet, I don't think anyone will speak favorably.I don't need to bother contacting you because they will leave a trace of the supplier traveling abroad.Still, when I thought this was the last time, I couldn't close the screen.
Then I thought about looking back at the past.If you think about the days you've lived on this planet, you might come up with some kind of clever goodbye.
"I have no regrets about choosing this world.No, I decided I wouldn't regret it. "
But all that came to mind were the memories of Ilias, Wolfe, and the days I spent with everyone in this world.
The life of the proud knights, the innocence of those who live face to face, the threat of the transcendent mighty, the fear of being deprived of life, the reality of life that disappears in this hand.
There were days that were so wonderful that I felt dazzled.There were some bad memories of even being remembered.An unforgettable reason existed in both good and bad ways.
It was because of Ilias and the others that the Earth was untouched.We can sincerely confront the realities we are living in because of the days we have lived in this world.
In the end, all I could remember was the days I spent on Earth.
After trouble, I sent a message using the simultaneous transmission function.
"We live in distant lands without difficulty."
Then remove the card from the mobile phone and use the mobile phone with the appliance to dispose of.The cards were shattered and left with the garbage.By the time I was doing the work, the moya in my heart had already disappeared.
"- I see."
I took the hand of Ilias, whose expression became soft, and stood up.I can even remember the slight pain, but even now it feels lovely.No, what hurts after all hurts.It's because of your exhilaration, Mr. Ilias.
"Hey, I'm sure you're feeling a little bit sentimental.Will you wipe it out as much as you can? "
"Of course, I won't be born any more.Let me pay you back for what you've done. "
"Please keep your hands soft.I want to live without difficulty. Together. "
"Fufu, even if you know it.That's why I've given you my peace of mind. "
"To the best of my ability.In the meantime, what is your hope? "
"I see.... I'd like to call you by your name for now."
Speaking of which, I completely forgot.I couldn't reveal my real name on earth because of the power of "purple" 's "cage wrapper", but I was able to confirm that the ritual that only changed my last name was okay, so I could actually reveal about the name below.
Nevertheless, since my real name has become scarce when I change my name or live under a pseudonym in Japan, I feel that it is kind of called by that name.
"... my life on Earth is over, so I guess I'll think of a new name."
"I wonder if that's the policy...."
All right, I got it.
"I made the decision!?"
I was worried about consulting other people, but I can't see the collection.
And if Ilias decides and calls me by that name, 'I' will love that name too.
When I went outside the barracks, the sunset was already staining the surroundings red.It is not similar to the view seen through the window on earth.
But when I look at this scenery, I feel something nostalgic.I'm just a little happy to feel it.Ilias looked at such a "me" expression with a happy face.