"Uh-huh. Something wrong?
"Huh?"
"There's a lot of blurring around here."
As always, El, who devotes his heart to the Lordship, visited Isolte from time to time.
He comes to speak to me and to Claude about how to cross the harsh winter of the Hardists in the North without sacrifice.
These days, even the Hardist seems to be getting accepted for it. He's running to enrich his territory.
That is what Claude also admits, and even in his father's letter the Duke praised him for his expression of being a father.
My eyes narrowed so worryingly by Master Elle that I shrugged.
Would it have been so blurry?
Though I was a little tired of not solving anything with grandeur whether I thought about it or not.
Because this is the only place in my world where I have no room to know anything.
Claude just smiles at me, and Tracy asks me the other way around. That's true, because I don't know either.
Marie just leans her neck and Torneo, who has a lot of outside work, is not caught.
The vance at the heart seems to be tedious, so I can sigh asking your boy.
Apparently he wasn't willing to talk any further.
I thought I'd talk to you in a letter, but the content was too vague to be sure what to write, and I ended up writing and sending you everyday things that were never the usual.
Permission to leave the mansion remains unavailable, and I was tired of being blocked in all directions.
So I don't know what it is, but I think I spilled it on Master Elle.
"One told me that I should try to know more.
In the dark, there's something I need to know, too.
Master Elle rounded his eyes and then put his hand on his chin.
In the summer, El-sama's original sharp jaw seemed even sharper.
Or since he came here, his original meat has been shredded more and more, and his beautiful face is arguably tough.
There were only two men in the mansion. Besides, one was a former royal, and one got somewhat worried that he was a knight and had a proper meal.
Later, he finally opened his mouth where I was thinking about giving him some baked sweets.
"I think it's great to try to find out. If you really want to know not because people told you, shouldn't you act?
I'm not sure what you're talking about, but there are always good and bad sides to things, and I'm sure some people will be saved by what you know.
But on the other hand, you might get hurt.
So if you're still convinced, you wouldn't dare?
"On the good side and on the bad side...?
Well, I'm sure I haven't seen either of them. I'm just passing things along as they are.
Nothing to think about, nothing to give an answer to.
That's what I'm doing, so I can't move as I am now. "
"... well.
Um, yeah, isn't it sometimes necessary to reciprocate?
Things are just there as a fact, but they are always interpreted as convenient for the recipient.
It's a good side if it's convenient for me, and I think it's a bad side if it's not.
So knowing needs to face one event from many sides, including all that.
I'm sure there are a lot of things you wouldn't see if you didn't.
But it's not easy, there are a lot of things I don't want to see.
I'm sure you can't chew and swallow one of those things one way or the other.
So you'll also need to rest like that.
No one can be truly objective, and people are always important and selfish.
I am myself, and I think we're all like that. "
surprised me with El, who floats something much more like a self-derision.
I felt like I could see something of regret in him that was always grand.
His words, which he tells pale, entered into me naturally, though not very gentle.
"I mean, not what you have to know, but what you want to know. I am.
You can do that if you want to move.
Wouldn't it be impossible if it hadn't been found? Knowing is risky.
Sometimes, as soon as you know, you become a party from a bystander.
If I didn't know I was going to see everything, I'd pull it out. "
"... I've been running away. Use something like that as an excuse. I was running away from becoming a party on the side.
I'm ashamed to say that I'm beginning to realize that these days, but I want to know everything I can to think for myself and come up with an answer. "
And Lord Elle looked straight into my eyes, and heard the words quietly, and nodded.
With a gentle grin he was apart from His Highness Ellein, who is already in my memory.