Kokugensou wo Item Cheat de Ikinuku

Episode 105: "The Day Before yesterday Tan: Surviving the Cruel Reality"

"Hey, I knew you would wish I had died"

"Shut up!"

We were surrounded by a new herd of zombies as soon as we set foot in Central Hospital, designated as a temporary evacuation site.

The shelter was not immediately broken through the entrance because there were also policemen and guards, but it was completely locked away.

"This is what happens because I'm here."

Shut the fuck up.

I don't think anyone would believe that shadow painting is causing a zombie outbreak, but in case someone believes me, I might try to kill her.

I'm panicking, so I don't know what's gonna happen. Fortunately, there was anger and screaming, and no one heard a shadow painting.

Zombie noise is finally reported on hospital TV, which is left on.

After all, it was a local incident centered around our school, and since the plague of zombification is on the way but only contact infections, it is reported that it is not an infection explosion (outbreak) and itself is on the way to convergence.

As yet, no zombie recurrence has been reported in this central hospital.

So I heard the glass break.

The entrance was tightly closed, but they couldn't even reach the sash window in the garden, from which the zombies broke in.

Now we can't even stop them on the ground floor, and we run upstairs with a bunch of confused people.

The first person killed was Sasaki from the football club.

The brave man joined the police and guards to fight to stop him.

The zombie's head is awkward and brittle, he can crush the brain stem and stop moving if he taps it with a full swing using centrifugal force in a mop pattern or something.

But there are limits to that, too.

Sure, the movement is monotonous, but if you do it, you're strong, and once you're suppressed for making a mistake smashing your head, you can't do it anymore.

Surrounded by multiple zombies, Sasaki, pushed down, ran out with a wild scream, raging around but still raising the extinct scream.

It was the one I didn't care about, but it was a fine last.

It's not every other person anymore, and I think it's going to be like that.

"Help me, help Sasaki-kun!

Three knitted classmates are screaming in tears, but you can't even tell me.

If you say so much, you go help.

Even me at home said I was waving a mop and fighting, but Senya's just crying won't do anything.

What's that big milk on for, hit me with a milk binta!

No, well, not if you're talking about an attack or something, but you're gonna have to run.

I didn't have time to wait for the elevator, so I desperately went up as I ran up the stairs.

We all think together, the exit that leads to the roof is quickly filled with people.

I'm inhibited by a crowd of people, and I can't climb any further. I've been totally cornered.

In the meantime, Senya was grabbed by a zombie for a long threesome, and when dragged down, she was framed for eating and vandalizing from its big breasts.

Guchagucha and I can hear the unpleasant sound of chewing Senya meat. Just ask, my body shivers.

"Oh, yeah, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no."

Of course I can't help you, who helps people when you say you're going to get killed if you're at all alarmed?

Yet, when Machida released the last arrow of the competitive western bow (recurve bow), he went to help a little girl surrounded by zombies in the shape of a final death.

I don't know if you're going to be a hero.

You were a fine hero at that point because you were there to help the kid. It was such a cool act that tremors came.

At least I can't go inside a zombie and help a girl.

I was so cool, I thought my turn to be eaten was coming up, I was going to freak out.

It's too reckless to punch a zombie in the head with a bow, but even for cowardly me, I only knew a little how Machida felt. He's being attacked by a zombie. Helping a child is a survival flag, isn't it?

I know, Machida's right. That's the right choice.

Unlike the pathetic me that I'm afraid of at the end of the earth, he chose to be the protagonist until the end, which would definitely help if this were a zombie movie.

Too bad reality hasn't done that well, the real toddler just cried and pulled Machida's leg. Still, the last time a man stood up, relying on flying tools, jumped on zombies to get the girl away.

"Let's go, shadow painting!

I don't want to see the end of a brave hero.

Without looking back at the screams of Machida echoing from behind, I pulled the hand of a shadow painting and fled without people.

To tell the truth, Machida's Ranged Attack depended on him, at the stage where he was killed, and he couldn't hold up any longer.

I was stunned by my powerlessness when I realized I couldn't protect the shadow painting on my own.

Still, I can still walk because I'm pulling the shadow hand.

The exhilaration and omnipotence when I was in school seemed temporary.

It's about time, my feet shudder in fear. I just couldn't wait to get scared.

The end is drawing near for us too.

I gave up evacuating to the rooftop and decided to cage in a poking room near the top floor. I have no other choice.

Is it a rehab room with exercise equipment, lots of beds and mats?

"So, Takel-kun! I told you it would be over if I died."

"Shut up, come on."

I desperately pulled a bed or a heavy looking locker to hold down two entrances.

The shadow painting tried to shut me up as I was desperate to make a barricade if I'd given up already.

Zombies are monstrous, so I don't know how long I'll have them, but this will buy me some time.

I opened the window and looked out, but I can't jump off this height.

There's no fire-fighting equipment to get down safely, and even if there was, there's a herd of zombies surrounding the hospital.

The number of zombies surrounding hospitals is higher than when it occurs in schools.

Probably, the number of zombies is growing in line with the defenses of the central hospital where the police and guards were.

It's like, I thought it was a game. Yes, this is a game. If you don't think so, you can't do it.

If so, you don't have an ambulance item on the trail (dead end), or the game is too unbalanced, you're going crazy.

"If you fall out of your head, you'll die without suffering"

The shadow distorted her thin lips as she rode herself out the window.

Please don't.

You don't really want to die. So you're just saying you're going to die, and you didn't.

I was afraid that the shadow would fall out of the window, and I held that body down hard. You grabbed it too hard, your hand caught on and a few buttons in the shadow blouse flew.

"Oh, sorry."

From his chest properly, he sees a pink bra and turns away.

The cloudy skies outside the windows became heavier and darker. He said he could get into the dark clouds.

"That's okay, let go of my hand already. If I die, the zombies will disappear."

"It's not good, I'm gonna figure out some way to help you, so wait a minute."

I hugged the shadow so that it wouldn't fall off like this anyway.

The body I hugged was very thin. I'm really lactating and I don't have breasts, but I still have soft breasts for girls, and I really can't help but be touched in times of absolute desperation like this.

"Takel, I'm sorry I got into this."

"I don't care what they say."

I can't help it......

No, I can't help it!

I'm the only one left, so I have to do something.

"Thank you for protecting me to the end."

"Wait, wait, wait, wait. Think about it now, because I'll figure it out!

The shadow overlapped my lips when I held my head with both hands.

To my surprise, I kept putting it in my tongue.

Because it was my first time, I was a little frightened, and I lost the power of the arm I was holding.

Still barely grabbed the shadow arm trying to get away. When I let go of this hand, I had a feeling the shadow painting would fly as it was.

What's the last thing you want me to do?

You don't have time for this.

"Shadow painting......"

That said, the shadow painting laughs strangely. Of course I know it's a joke.

You know, I'm too dumb to expect it till this time.

The back door is about to be broken, making an unpleasant noise with the mistletoe.

Zombies are still coming for shadow paintings.

"Wish Jewel (Orb) Do you have it right?

"I have it right!

I made sure the beads I got from the shadow painting were in my pants pocket.

"You can't lose that, bye."

The shadow painting gently pressed my chest with a ton of open hands as I smiled with a flirtatious smile.

That's all, my finger, which was supposed to have grabbed her thin arm, slipped away.

I still don't know how I got away with it when I grabbed it so firmly and never let it go.

Really sad, without any foretaste, the shadow flew out the window and disappeared.

It seemed to have disappeared from the world as it was.

Until just now, where did the girl who was holding hands with me go?

If you look down through the window to see what happened to the shadow painting, it will be obvious. You just have to make sure.

Though I think so, I still stuck to the window frame and couldn't really see the ground.

"Uh-oh!

I wonder who's screaming, thinking that's a terrific scream. I realized that was the scream out of my mouth because the back of my throat hurt and tasted like blood.

After that, I don't remember.

Along with the ambulance team, it was Dr. Mizuki who helped me shrink in the hospital rehab room, apparently.

Safe escapes from school were less than a hundred, including her and me, and the mortality rate exceeded 90%, he said.

I was sent home after a thorough examination at the hospital.

The families who lived in the city were dead, and the school would not be able to continue. When I got back, my routine was broken.

Reports that the incident was converging due to police and militia intervention were also lies, and I saw later online that instead of across the city at that stage the infection explosion (outbreak) was going on, well either would be fine.

Later we find out that the moment the shadow painting itself that had invited the zombie died, the zombie that was occurring disappeared and the dead that had become the zombie also returned to the mere body.

Incidents of zombie outbreaks became big news worldwide, causing theories to whisper, but no virus was found, and eventually it went out of shape and people regressed on a daily basis.

With all those people dead, in less than a month, different news becomes busy with newspapers.

All you have to do is leave uncertain rumors as a trail in the corner of the internet site.

Everything doesn't matter anymore.

I became apathetic and tended to crawl into my home. It was also a hundred million robberies to deal with Dr. Mizuki, who comes to see how things are going, and Mr. Counselor, who almost ignored them.

Or there's nothing to do at home, I can't even masturbate.

Strangely enough, there has been no lust since then.

Looking at the windows at home, it was still more cloudy today, and it was raining with Sitocito.

That's how I feel, too, the one who can stand in the dark clouds.

All the other memories are obscured and all I remember is the shadow painting.

I keep thinking about that day all the time as I let her play "Wish Jewel (Orb)" with my hands.

Every time I remember it's hard, but I still repeat that moment over and over again. And cry as many times as you want.

If you'll grant me your wish, I want you to revive the shadow painting.

You bruise yourself crying feminine and laugh at the other me as if I were a tragic hero in a movie.

Don't be sarcastic, I'm not that cool.

Saying all the great things, it was useless when it was at stake, and one woman was a scumbag she couldn't protect with her own hands.

I don't know anything, I was a stupid clown. My classmates I was making fun of had a lot of heroes with a fine end.

Even the shadow paintings that caused the tragedy died to keep me alive. I survived because I was a coward and a kid who couldn't do anything.

Hey, think about it.

That time. Back then again, if I take another route, can you help Silent Shadow Painting?

No... I can't. No matter how many times you simulate it, I don't have that power.

I didn't even have the courage to jump down and see the end of a shadow painting that was slapped to death on the ground. I couldn't look at you.

So even if I resurrect the shadow painting, I'm sure I'll die the same way again. Are you going to let her repeat that fear and pain of death again, the sin of killing so many people involved?

The other one yells at me like that.

I'm just saying I want to get back on track because I'm in pain, that's not good enough. No one is saved.

I'm weak and I can't help it. Even if I keep my time back, I'm sure it's all for nothing. What breaks breaks breaks, destiny cannot be changed.

I wonder if The Wish Jewel (Orb), which squeezes, will give me the confidence I can, or do something about my weak self without this help, but that seems impossible.

Ever since then, even the pain of regret that falls on my chest like starch doesn't heal me.

Whatever it is, it's the Jewel of Wishes (Orb).

Even if this beaver had the power to change the world.

It wouldn't make sense if you couldn't even save just one girl.

I grabbed a useless beeball and gave up the delusion of time-leaping and saving shadows in the past.

Still, there is no turning back into a hard reality, moving into new delusions.

For example, how about my home, Interworld Fantasy?

What if I could meet Shadow Painting again in some other world far away? The shadow painting of that world may be troubling too, but there I may have enough power to save her.

Yes, the shadow painting (silhouette) is a beautiful elf princess and I don't know about the Devil's Sword Brave.

And the two meet again at the end of their adventure. By then, I'll be a fine hero who can work desperately hard to help everyone, and then you can help Shadow Painting.

... Happy ending.

Ha-ha-ha, I haven't laughed in a long time.

It made me look silly.

That's a little too convenient for you, isn't it? That's cheesy. Shit.

But if we go to the end of the other world, there's nothing I can do about it. Even I can say what I wanted to say then.

I can hold her little hand again and tell her the words that were long overdue.

"Please don't die, stay with me forever..."

At that point in time, I will never let go of my hand, which has gone away forever in this world.

I can protect people who seem important.

The other me that keeps cursing at me, finally pushed me to shut up.

In the meantime, I became quiet and my contours, which were round the bed, floated from the world.

Tears of regret you can't get back, pain of regret that keeps strangling your chest all the time.

The rain that keeps coming down from the sky, it never stops.

Still, after a handy delusion, I felt a little saved, grabbed the "Jewel of Wishes (Orb)," and slept.

Eventually, the cruel reality ends and the cruel fantasy begins.