Korean entertainment, I am crazy
Chapter 733: The Revised Life Script of Zheng Da's Screenplay
Jung Soo-yeon is a person who pursues perfection, even if it is only superficial perfection, she should be happy in front of the media if she has tears to find where no one is.
Jung Soo-yeon can accept her mother-in-law’s hard work to learn to adapt to the so-called high-class lifestyle, even if she gradually fades out of the entertainment circle after marriage, Jung Soo-yeon does not care, because she already has the life he wants.
Jung Soo-yeon can also accept Quan Ning’s troubles outside. Jung Soo-yeon has seen too much of this kind of thing. She never thought that Quan Ning could only deal with her wholeheartedly. Anyway, the life she wanted was already there. Faced with various rumours of Kwon Ning Il’s gossip media, Jessica’s only move was to “refute rumors” with Kwon Ning Il’s affection.
To endure so much Jessica Jessica is to be able to realize her ideals and live the glorious life she wants. Jessica feels that it is also good to live like this if possible. Jessica understood the truth that there is a reward for giving. Jessica understood when she was very young.
But what made Jeong Soo Yeon unacceptable was the attitude of Quan Ning’s family when something happened. Quan Ning Yi was better but remained silent. Although there is a big gap with Jee Soo Yeon’s expectations, at least Jee was not disappointed. Quan Ningyi’s kind of person Jung Soo-yeon couldn’t be more clear. Quan Ningyi was a face-saving person, and it was not surprising that Quan Ningyi chose to avoid this kind of “justified” revelation.
What really disappoints Jessica is the attitude of Quan Ningyi’s mother. In the past Jessie felt that getting along with her mother-in-law was pretty good. Even if there were some conflicts, Jessica could tolerate or hide if she couldn’t. Anyway, she considered herself a career-oriented woman. To be busy with work and career seems normal to Jessica.
At the time, Quan Ningyi’s mother not only didn’t say a word to Jessica, but also complained that Jessica’s private life was too chaotic and she didn’t know self-love. She saw so many celebrities, but it’s really rare to see Jessica with so much dark history, even because Jung Soo-yeon refused to listen to her orders and dealt with the matter coldly. She lost her temper because she disappeared in front of the public. She also complained that she shouldn't agree to the marriage of the two softly at the time. Jung Soo-yeon was far from her Kwon wife's standard.
Life is like this. When calm, many contradictions lurked, but once there were incentives, contradictions broke out. Quan’s mother’s "kindness" Zheng Xiuyan did not claim. As a result, Quan’s mother’s dissatisfaction with Zheng Xiuyan broke out.
Jung Soo-yeon hasn’t cultivated the upper-class temperament for so long. As a wealthy daughter-in-law, she showed her face to make small money regardless of her family’s face. She didn’t know how to honor her parents-in-law. Even the matter of being married for so long without children was mentioned by Quan’s mother. It hurt deeply.
At this time, Kwon Ning-il’s attitude even disappointed Jung Soo-yeon. If Kwon Ning-il was able to compare with Xi Mu as before, the results of this storm might be completely different, but Kwon Ning-il didn’t even bother to do it with Xi Mu, and was busy with work every day. The excuse of not even showing her face, she left the conflict to Jessica to solve herself.
Jung Soo-yeon is proud. In order to live the life she wants, Jung Soo-yeon can put away her pride and adapt to some things. After all, it is not others who make her endure with her head down. It is because of the marriage relationship that she gets relatives, and her patience for her own Jung Soo-yeon is better. a lot of.
But what she got when she needed support most was Kwon Ning-il’s nothing to do. The mother-in-law in menopause made all kinds of difficulties. When Jung Soo-yeon listened to Quan’s mother saying that Kwon Ning-il’s women outside were stronger than her. When she was indifferent, Jessica felt that she couldn't bear it anymore.
The moment when she filed for a divorce might be a little impulsive, but when she saw Quan Ning frowning slightly to make herself think about a word of relaxation and relief, Zheng Xiuyan suddenly felt that she was a failure and planned very well for her. Jung Soo-yeon is also confused about the very clear life path. Is this kind of life really what she wants?
This is how people are, things that can be easily obtained are often not cherished, and those obtained through hard work will not be remembered for too long. Only those who can't get all the effort and those who don't have to work hard are worth a lifetime. What you remember, what you get is gradually forgotten because of the passage of time, and what you don't get is like wine that is more and more mellow because of the passage of time.
Jung Soo-yeon suddenly feels that the life she has been pursuing and putting in so much effort is not what she wants. Jung Soo-yeon feels that her efforts to maintain this kind of life are particularly funny. She doesn’t know what life she wants in the future. In this way, she only knew that first she wanted to divorce and get rid of the shackles and get freedom.
The divorce process went smoothly unexpectedly, which made Jung Soo-yeon a little bit more mockery of herself. The marriage boat she carefully maintained was so fragile that it turned over with such a storm.
Quan’s mother also tried to stop Jeong Soo-yeon. After all, divorce was not a glorious thing, and it also affected Quan’s face a little bit. Although there was so much dissatisfaction with Jeong Soo-yeon, Quan’s mother never thought about chasing Jeong Soo-yeon out of her face. Of course, there is no emotional factor in this. A small part is for the sake of face and more because it does not want to cause losses to Quanjia's companies because of the divorce.
Kwon Ning Yi calmly handed over the divorce to the lawyer. He thought he was worthy of Jessica. He didn’t lose face for Jessica. Now it’s time to end. Quan’s mother also agreed with Jessica. After taking away only a penny from the property in his own name, the irrelevant family "reluctantly agreed."
After the divorce, Jung Soo-yeon was confused for a long time. She walked a lot of places, visited the places where she had lived since she was a child, and went to places she wanted to go but couldn’t go because of various reasons. Look, Jessica does not want to worry her family because of her own affairs. She disappeared from the public without the double pressure of public opinion and the Quan family, but she felt relieved.
Jung Soo-yeon never thought that she could go out and walk like an ordinary person without a bodyguard assistant. She has always been a very rational person. When making a decision, she will consider the pros and cons to be responsible for herself.
Jung Soo-yeon never felt that she was a passionate person, never thought that she would do crazy things, but she did it under the interference of various external and internal factors.
There is no regret after being Jeong Soo Yeon. Jeong Soo Yeon feels that this is the beginning of her new life. She has to indulge for a few days and taste the lifestyle that she used to despise her nose. Of course, Jee Soo Yeon did not think about having so many follow-ups with Xiaofeng at the time. Jung Soo-yeon seems to be a short-lived guest in her life. Maybe she will think of it when she is bored, but she will never be remembered.
So Jung Soo-yeon thinks so and does this. When she sees Xiao Feng accepting her arrangements again and again, she is very happy. Unknowingly, Jung Soo-yeon has no idea of using Xiao-feng as a pastime. She was also emotionally involved. When Jessica found out that she was scared. This kind of uncontrolled crazy thing should never happen in her life. Jessica was afraid that she decided to stay away from danger.
Although Jessica hid, but those 10 days still left Jessica with unforgettable memories. Slowly Jessica suddenly felt that the life seemed to be good. Although Jessica warned herself that this idea was dangerous, she still couldn't stop her. Imagine that kind of life by yourself.
Jung Soo-yeon felt that she should find something to do. It would be too dangerous to let it go. Jung Soo-yeon chose to use time as a good medicine to recover herself. She decided to go back to South Korea to see where her relatives and enemies are. Jung Soo-yeon is not a willing person. Her happiness is based on the suffering of others, but she is definitely a person who is upset and wants to make those who are sorry for herself even more upset. Jung Soo-yeon wrote a script called Jung Soo-yeon’s Revenge before returning to Korea. Since she is herself A bad life can only comfort Jessica by making those "culprits" a bad life.
Maybe Jung Soo-yeon was not born to be a screenwriter. The life script she wrote for herself was only played for a short time, and the script could not go on. And the revenge script she wrote was destined to be large before it even started. Modified.
In fact, Jessica is right. If she and Xiaofeng have nothing to do with each other, Jessica, who is carrying out the revenge plan under the lapse of time, may quickly forget the dangerous experience she feels, but unfortunately Xiaofeng is a dangerous figure. Has something to do with Shaoshi.
Xiaofeng is like an addictive but deadly poison to Jung Soo-yeon. In Jung Soo-yeon’s view, Xiaofeng represents the kind of uncontrollable and crazy life that makes her intoxicated but also want to stay away. I don't know if I change my mind because I want to retaliate against Taeyeon or I really want to get Xiaofeng. For the first time, she has always liked long-term planning and chose to go one step at a time, which used to be very ridiculous.
The two different ideas of rationality and sensibility make Jee Soo-yeon very contradictory. She thinks that she should stay away from Xiaofeng or use Xiaofeng as a tool of revenge. But emotionally, Jee Soo-yeon feels that Xiaofeng is the right person.
Jessica successfully completed her self-deception with the excuse of taking revenge for less time. The conflict between reason and sensibility made Jessie feel like a snail who had just suffered damage. She was curious about the outside world and couldn’t help but stretch out her tentacles to feel. , But when there is a little disturbance, he retracts his tentacles and hides in his own space.
Jung Soo-yeon’s script revisions have changed too much, even her very firm heart of revenge has been shaken. Although there are contradictions and grudges, the feelings of so many years cannot be faked. Jung Soo-yeon feels that she has been right when she did not contact. For a long time, feelings were gone and only hatred was left, but after the real contact with Zheng Xiuyan, she realized that it was only her wishful thinking.
Jung Soo-yeon began to delay her revenge plan with various reasons, and got along a little bit. Jung Soo-yeon suddenly found the feeling when she first debuted. Although they have changed a lot from their first debut, the feeling is still there. Lost, she wasn't sure if she really wanted to ruin Shao Shi.
Jung Soo-yeon is even more confused about the previous relationship with Xiaofeng. Jung Soo-yeon is not a love expert who can swindle away with a few meals like Yoona, nor is it tiffang's kind of brain-dead face control who can deal with it, let alone sunny's kind of not knowing whether she wants She has always had a clear position on what her other half should be. Although this position has been fine-tuned, no matter how you adjust it, Xiaofeng is also inferior to the position. There are a lot of them, but it is this object that is not suitable to look at it, which makes Jessie tangled and depressed.
Through contact with Jung Soo-yeon, I found that Xiaofeng is not that bad. The process from despising her own tastes to feeling that Xiaofeng is not bad is very short, and then she quickly becomes that she has the insight and can find this kind of jade, but she knows After more and more, Jessica started to panic. She was different from Taeyeon, who was shrewd on the surface but was actually stupid. If she knew more about Xiaofeng, Taeyeon only felt that it would be good to live on like this, while Jessica was profound. Feeling powerless, she felt that she couldn't control Xiaofeng at all. It seemed that Xiaofeng had been passively beaten, but Zheng Xiuyan felt that once Xiaofeng reacted, she would set herself on fire.
Recognizing reality and feeling dangerous, Jeong Soo-yeon retracted back into her shell, especially after Jeong Soo-yeon witnessed so many incidents between Xiaofeng and Taeyeon, it seemed that Xiaofeng had been compromising and tolerating, but it was actually Tae. Yeon is changing a little bit, Taeyeon is changing a little bit. From contract marriage to improvisation, from passerby to person who feels good, the process did not last too long. Jung Soo-yeon thinks it doesn’t take long for Taeyeon who considers herself a master. You will be stupidly caught in a trap called home made by Xiaofeng.
After the impulsive period, there was no interference from the revenge factor. Jung Soo-yeon, who was far from Xiaofeng, began to face her feelings squarely. She used this time to figure out what she wanted, although she and Xiaofeng did not get along too much alone. There are only a few real dating opportunities, but Jung Soo-yeon finds sadly that Xiaofeng is really what she wants, but what she wants is not the side where Xiaofeng and Taeyeon get along. A warm home is for independence. It's not important to the sexually strong Jessica, and a solid family backing is not important to the strong woman Jessica. What she wants is the other side of Xiaofeng.
If Xiaofeng could be divided into two, it would be perfect. Taeyeon should fit her part, and Zheng Xiuyan can also get the other side that Xiaofeng has been suppressing, but it is a pity that Luo Fengen has only one.
This difficulty is not until Jessica Jung thinks of a solution until not long ago. She still has goals, ideals and wants to live a life, but she will never wrong herself for these. Marriage is no longer important to Jessica, although she does not want revenge. I don’t want to break Taeyeon’s marriage anymore, but I’m excited when I think of flirting with Xiaofeng in front of Taeyeon who is stupid.
Anyway, if her marriage fails, Taeyeon can’t be so happy. Xiaofeng will take over the things that are not suitable for her or she doesn’t like it. The fool will take over, and she only needs to accept what she wants. So smart, she can think of a good way to kill two birds with one stone.