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Chapter 2066 Self in Others' Eyes (Part 2)
Yooner regrets it, she shouldn't expect to learn anything from Xiaofeng. If Xiaofeng's abilities are not good, it will be a waste of time, but Xiaofeng's abilities are obvious to all.
It was confirmed again and again that Xiaofeng might not want to teach her, so the only explanation is that Xiaofeng’s attitude and teaching methods are problematic, just like when she was learning acting with Li Fanxiu, Li Fanxiu himself has good acting skills and his teaching ability is well-known. When I arrived at Yoona, this was what I could not teach, what I could not learn, and it made Yoona suspect that her talent in acting was to the extreme.
If it were not for later proved that she was not so hopeless by studying with others, Yoona might even give up working hard on the road of acting and be a vase with peace of mind.
What made Yoona even more annoying was what Xiaofeng said. It was too straightforward and hurtful. Yoona repeatedly told herself that it was her brother-in-law Luo Feng-en who did not treat her as an outsider. This was because her brother-in-law Luo Feng-en was anxious for her, but this kind of self-comfort The effect is soon lost.
Yoona really feels that straight men like Xiaofeng should enjoy the treatment of wifeless imprisonment, which is to meet a woman like Taeyeon, otherwise Luo Fengen will never marry a wife just by communicating and not considering other aspects.
As for not considering other people’s feelings, she is not like a woman in many ways. Taeyeon with extremely bad character should also be regarded as an orphan. This is also when you meet a man like Luo Fengun, otherwise there will be no such thing as Taeyeon. The man wants.
After complaining about Xiaofeng and Taeyeon, Yoona found out sadly that Xiaofeng and Taeyeon were a perfect match. No one wanted an orphan, and they just got together. This also explains why the two are everywhere. Why do men and women who don't match each other well, and don't even conform to each other's aesthetics? Why not only get married but also live happily? Yoona feels sour, why she can't find a man who can be happy with her.
Under Xiaofeng's various complaints and Taeyeon's various ridicules, Yoona became a little autistic. It is not clear whether she herself is not a person, but Yoona, but Luo Fengen and Kim Taeyeon are real dogs.
As a sister who has known each other for so many years, how can she sit there unscrupulously and watch her jokes? Yoona has never expected Taeyeon to comfort her and stop Xiaofeng's poisonous tongue, but at least she shouldn't fan the flames.
As the brother-in-law, Luo Fengen can't stop being so venomous?Not to mention that she is a sister-in-law, even ordinary friends shouldn't be treated like this. Her understanding ability is not strong, and in many ways she can't meet Xiaofeng's requirements, but the reason why she sits here is to learn Improve yourself, if she can do anything, she won't sit here in class.
The most annoying thing is that Yuna feels that what Xiaofeng said is not human words at all, and she actually proposed to let her abandon the persona of the goddess. Yoona really wants to tell Xiaofeng that she does not want to maintain the personage of the goddess all the time. Isn't she bothered to complain about it?Isn't it tired to work hard to maintain her?
It’s not without reason that Yoona is so obsessed with the goddess. Among the nine girls in her childhood, Yoona is the reciprocal in terms of singing skills, Yoona is the reciprocal in terms of dancing ability, and Yoona is not good on variety shows, and she is not good at stage performance. Still inferior, Yoona deserves to be the number one in the integration of these projects. If it were not for the label of the front of the team, Yoona would definitely die of inferiority.
It's not that Yoona has never worked hard in singing skills, but the effect is not ideal. In order to make herself less inferior, to suffer less, and not to hinder the team, Yoona will be so persistent to the goddess.
She is not good at singing and dancing, and other aspects are also mediocre, but she can be willful if she has good looks, and she doesn't know when the goddess character set has been the biggest capital of Yoona.
Although this capital is quite strong, it not only made her a more outstanding one in the nine girls in her childhood, but also played a significant supporting role in other aspects of development. The most obvious is the endorsement and entering the film and television industry to become an actor. The appearance of the child and the design of the goddess provided a great help.
But while enjoying the bonuses brought by the goddess character, Yoona also has to endure the troubles caused by the goddess character. She was still young when she was young. Even if the black fans are always there, the intensity of the black is not very strong, and the main attack The direction is plastic surgery. In fact, to some extent, in the era when micro plastic surgery was just emerging, being able to be spit on plastic surgery or become the standard face of plastic surgery is actually regarded as recognition of the value of the face.
But with the increase in age, the goddess persona becomes more and more difficult to maintain, especially at the age of the aunt who has been complained about, although Yoona feels that her appearance has not lost, but because of the improvement and tempering of her body Her temperament has improved to a certain extent, but the goddess character is still farther and farther away from her.
Even Sones rarely think that Yoona will fight back because of the hacked goddess character. Even Sone feels that Yoona's goddess character is very embarrassing, let alone those black fans and competitors.
Yoona is really tired, and she doesn't want to hold on to the goddess, but she can't help it. Apart from the goddess, she really can't find any other highlights in her body worth catching.
For the goddess character, Yoona paid a lot. Not only did she spend a lot of time on maintaining and developing her appearance, she also made a lot of attempts to transform her figure. Yoona really worked hard to make herself better, but Her efforts are getting cheaper and cheaper, and she can't get the return she wants.
Because of the pressure brought by this aspect, Yoona fell in love with drinking. Why did she show her drunk appearance many times during the live broadcast, but she also made many behaviors that detracted from her image such as sex.
Yoona is really tired. She wants to use being drunk as an excuse to pursue the relaxed freedom she wants. Yoona has become less and less aware of herself. She is using this method to prevent losing herself.
The most entangled thing is that Yoona tries hard to prove herself with acting skills and wants to get rid of the label of vase, but she has to grasp the goddess persona. This kind of self-contradiction makes Yoona really uncomfortable. What's sad is that she again Had to do this.
When she was a child, Yoona liked acting, and she even aspired to become an actor. When she knew that the prerequisite for an actor must be a male, Yoona was not disappointed. There is no actor and a queen, Yoona really didn’t expect to be an actress. She actually walked so hard on this road.
This means that Yoona is very tenacious. If you change to someone else, you can’t insist on it now. Why does Yoona always stand in SM’s position to make decisions? It’s not because only SM can provide her with the greatest help, regardless of gains and losses. Invest in her.
Yoona understands that the main reason why SM values her so much is that she feels that she is so controllable and that she is the most obedient among the nine girls in her childhood, but this is not important to Yoona, as long as she can get what she wants Yes, the others are really not that important. Yoona has always felt that she will be the most successful among the young girls, but only today did she realize that she is not far from the most failed one.
Although Yoona still has a lot of endorsements today, and her performance in other areas can also be considered acceptable, but under comprehensive consideration, she is still the one that has failed among the nine young women. Others have at least gained themselves in one aspect. What I wanted, achieved the success I wanted through hard work.
But for Lin Yooner, who is extremely proud of her, she has not reached her goal in any aspect, and she can't keep up with success by her own standards.
Looking at Xiaofeng standing in front of her, Yoona really wanted to throw the water glass she was holding onto Xiaofeng's face, and then asked Xiaofeng whether he was giving her an acting class or mocking her.
What makes Yoona feel ashamed and embarrassed is that she clearly positioned Xiaofeng’s words as a mockery, but she can’t deny that Xiaofeng’s words have some truth. The reason why she is so disgusted and angry is that, except for Xiaofeng’s piercing the beautiful illusion In addition, there are those that Xiaofeng pointed out that she never thought about trying.
Yoona really never expected her to be like this in Xiaofeng's eyes. Although she didn't expect her to be so good in the eyes of a straight brother-in-law, she shouldn't be so bad. She always felt that she was a goddess. I couldn't deny it, but in Xiaofeng's eyes, she was just a female nerve who didn't do anything. She was still the kind of terminal illness, even if she had a good mentality, she couldn't accept it.
What Yoona didn’t expect was that she couldn’t even compare to Taeyeon’s opinion of a straight brother-in-law. Yoona knew that Taeyeon had always looked at her upset, and felt that she didn’t work hard and did not take classes seriously. Disciplinary, because Taeyeon and Yoona had a lot of quarrels in this regard, and many of the conflicts arising therefrom have even survived.
But Yoona felt that Taeyeon’s impression of her was actually caused by many reasons. Yoona didn’t dare to say that she had no responsibility at all. After all, she had been inflated once, but Yoona admitted that she was mainly responsible. Not on her.
This hour’s time has allowed Yoona to see how far between what others see and what she thinks of herself is. This reminds Yoona of the famous scenes in "The Voice of the Heart". You think you are a chic and handsome picture. In the eyes of others, besides Xiao and Shuai, there is only silly silly.
After being verbally attacked by Xiaofeng and Taeyeon for an hour, Yoona, who was given a respite, couldn't sit still. She even wanted to escape from this place that made her feel humiliated, but when she thought of her age and herself Yoona still endured the unclear development path. She thought that maybe Xiaofeng would say something useful. If she walked now, not only would her previous sins be in vain, but she wouldn’t have to expect Luo Fengen’s future. Helped.
At the beginning of the second class, when she saw Taeyeon’s intentions, she wanted to continue. Xiaofeng hurriedly stopped Taeyeon, and the blow to Yoona was already strong enough. His brother-in-law was a little bit sorry, but Taeyeon was The sister who has been in love for nearly two decades is still unforgiving.
Xiaofeng knows that Taeyeon has been smashed by her cheating sister, and the number of times she has been attacked by groups is countless. But then you can't think of asking for it all at once. The most important thing is that Yoona takes the initiative to send it. The door came to ask for help, not to ridicule. Taeyeon, who didn't know that enough was enough, was about to leave.
Using the two-person world that was planned for the next few days as an excuse, Xiaofeng sent Taeyeon to the living room. Besides, it was almost time for lunch. As an idler, Taeyeon also had to take on the task of cooking.
After Taeyeon left the study reluctantly, Xiaofeng was really relieved to see Yoona's face. It seemed that the real lesson should be started. Xiaofeng does not deny that there is a reason for revenge against Yoona, but Xiaofeng Feng never thought of letting Yoona come and explode in place. If Yoona's mentality completely collapsed, then it will be Xiaofeng herself who will be the one who is backing the pot. Don’t look at Taeyeon’s complaints now, it’s really a problem. Taeyeon was the one who helped Yoona to be fair, and Xiaofeng knew this awkward little woman in his family too well.
"What's the matter? Can't accept it? If you can't hear the truth, then I advise you to stop working hard. I believe that you can also make good money by eating your own money. Isn't it good to have bad money easily? I can’t get through with myself.” Although Xiaofeng is ready to start a normal class, he is still complaining, and he can't change it after an hour of playing to the full.
Yoona hummed and didn’t answer Xiaofeng’s question. If she didn’t want to be more embarrassed, Yoona would really like to cry and let her vent. At this moment, Yoona really felt like being abandoned by the whole world. Yoona, who grew up in the family, has some shortcomings and faults in her personality, but she conceals it very well. Stubbornness and pride are not Taeyeon's patents.
"What can I teach you? I thought about this question for a long time, and finally I found that I really didn't have much to teach you in acting. After all, our styles are different, and the way to go is completely different." Seeing that Yoona is not in the right state, Xiaofeng decides to tell Yoona what he thinks. If Yoona is suffocated, the lesson will be meaningless.
Yoona snorted again, still did not answer or ask questions. Although she still refused to cooperate, her attitude had begun to soften.
It’s not difficult for Yoona to understand that this is for her good. Although Yoona may not be able to accept it all at once, she will always figure it out. What makes Xiaofeng embarrassed is how much Yoona can listen to and what Yoona really is. So will it achieve good results? Can it help Yoona? Xiaofeng has been having a headache. He has always refused to cooperate with Yoona before, and refused to try to take Yoona to fly, except for fear of trouble and fear that Yoona will suffer. Suffering from dependence, Xiaofeng can't guarantee that he can really help Yoona by following Yoona's request.
Don't look at Yoona's persistence until now and never give up her pursuit. In fact, Yoona has reached the limit. No matter how determined a person is, he will be greatly affected in the face of failures and blows.
Yoona is relatively tough, but the reason why she can persist until now is because she has tasted the taste of success. Once the anger in her heart vents, no one can really help.