Kumo Desu ga, Nani ka?

Blood 13, jealousy.

"Well, it's up to you what you do in the future. You're still young, and you don't have to rush."

Nodding at Mr. Ariel's words.

Right.

I tend to forget because I have a previous life, but I'm still a baby, aren't I?

What's next in my life?

We still have time.

He's a vampire, and he may have a longer life span than a human.

"So what are you gonna do now? You're welcome to come with us, and if you say you'll stay in the realm of the people, that'll take some care of you, though? I wouldn't recommend it."

That's right.

What are we gonna do after this?

I'm not going home anymore.

I have to scratch the chase because it seems that the Divine Words and Elves are after me for some reason.

But I don't know about elves, but divine discourse is widely believed among people.

The area of power is also wide for that matter.

Instead, you might want to think that everything is within the realm of divine discourse except the Goddess power zone.

Neither does the goddess protect me anymore.

Instead, if they find out I'm alive, they could happily offer it to God's Worship.

A position pursued by both goddess and divine discourse.

As long as you're in the living quarters of people, you're always going to be unconscious.

Besides, I have to hide that Melazophis and I are vampires.

Until now, I was alone, and I was a baby, so I could live without any suspicion, but I won't either.

I've never smoked blood on a daily basis, but maybe I'll have to smoke it when it grows too.

You think I don't have to breathe blood because I'm a baby now?

When that happens, melazophis will have to breathe blood.

Mr Ariel is right, it is not very good to remain in the realm of the people as such.

I think we can live in hiding.

But that's the only thing that makes life on the run stressful, and sometimes it comes to ruin from trivial mistakes.

But that's why, what do you say we go with Mr. Ariel to the Demonic Realm?

I think Ariel can be trusted.

It's a short relationship, but I think you can rely unexpectedly on someone with no back cover.

But even if you can trust Mr. Ariel, you can't trust Whiteweave, and there's no way the Demons can.

I don't know what vampires are treated like in the Demon Clan, but can an ex-human vampire be accepted?

In the first place, what does it mean to be a demon tribe?

I'm not popular enough to trust someone I've never even seen.

I just don't have any other options.

Mr. Ariel says it's up to me, he's giving me the choice, but there are limited avenues I can take.

If you refuse Mr. Ariel's offer here, what you're waiting for is a harsh escape life.

In a situation where no one can rely on me but Melazophis, I have to live frightened by assassins who don't even know when they're coming.

That's tough.

I'm only a baby in the first place, so at least I need someone to shelter me for a few more years.

One melazophis is too burdensome.

I don't really want to think about it, but in that situation, if anything happens to Melazophis...

"What will Ariel and the others do after this?

"We'll relax and go back to the Devil's Land."

'Well, can I come with you and say it?

"Have you made up your mind?

'No. I'm still lost. So for now, will you decide to go as far as the border between the people's and demonic territories? After that, it means making a decision then.'

I think it's a halfway conclusion.

It is also called a postponement of the problem.

But I've lived as a people before, and all of a sudden I go to Demonic territory, I couldn't make the decision.

"Fine, fine. I think it's better to be cautious when you don't make decisions just by Nori."

He laughed and admitted it, so I'm horrified.

Because my offer sounds very rude, depending on what you take.

The point is, I don't trust you, so I'll see what happens. It's like saying.

"Well, it's a long way from here to the demonic realm, and you just have to give the answers during that journey"

Answer gently, Mr. Ariel, as you see inside me.

It makes me uncomfortable somehow.

Looks like I can show you how small my vessel is.

Yeah, I knew I wasn't much different when I was reincarnated.

It's not just about vessels.

I have an unspeakable sense of inferiority and unpleasant emotions that smoke in my chest when others are better than me.

The name of that unpleasant emotion is jealousy.

How can I be like this, but I don't know what they're after?

If they're good or inconvenient, I think about that.

Born again, born in a good house, life to come!

And yet, I'm a vampire, caught up in a war, losing my family, my house, dying in danger.

How come it's just me!

I've had so many horrible eyes in my last life, you can think about it as good as the second time in your life!

Anger without a place to go that no one can hit.

The emotions accumulated in the accumulation were transformed in his chest into intense jealousy by the appearance in front of him of the person he most hated in his previous life.

He looked cool when he said I was at the bottom of an unfortunate don.

I know.

This is just eight hits.

It's rude, and it's an unusual act.

Even if it's not the kind of emotion I have for the benefactor of my life.

But I can't break it.

I can't sort out my emotions.

I guess that's why.

Since when have I acquired such skills as "envy"?

That goes up level after day, and now it goes up to level 7.

Whenever the voice of God gave me a notification that the level of envy would rise, I felt as if I was being exposed to my ugly inner self, and I was extra pissed off.

"Do you want me to tell you about White?

You mean him?

"Because you won't say anything from yourself anyway. I'll tell you. About White."

I didn't want to know anything.

But for some reason, I felt I had to listen to that story.