Kumo Desu ga, Nani ka?
Informal talks 7
I have no family.
Melazophis is close to it, if you dare, but there's no blood connection between him and me.
I don't have a blood connected family.
Because he was murdered by divine discourse.
Although my grandparents may still be alive once I met them, I don't think I get the feeling that I'm a blood relative when I see them now.
Even my real parents felt somewhere else when I was reincarnated, because I didn't really feel like I was a blood relative.
Still, my parents, they loved me.
There was no war, and if I had been at peace, I might have lived unconnected under those kind parents.
Melazophis has never been a vampire either, and Neuria, who sacrificed herself when she let me escape, may not have had to die.
It's not just Neuria.
With my parents, many of the mansion's squires decided to get ready for the end of the day.
If there was no war, in that city, in that mansion, surrounded by parents and squires, living like normal people, hiding that they were vampires.
There could have been such a future.
I can't abandon being a vampire anymore.
But if there was a different future, maybe there was a way to live as a person.
With my poor imagination, I don't know if that was happiness, though.
Still, it makes no difference that I've been deprived of one future possibility.
Until now, the war between the country and the country has been too big a scale to even know what to resent.
I cannot deny that I was turning that Moya Moya into a dissatisfaction with your husband.
But if I didn't, I couldn't sort out the swirling black emotions in me.
That's how the emotions I took the time to organize.
But now, in front of me, there is a person who was the culprit.
It's not like the eight hits I was pointing at your husband.
Authentic, the culprit who caused the war.
A being who killed my parents, took away my place, took away my future.
"Why did you wage war on the Saliera Nation?
Push in the killing intent that's going to overflow, and ask.
Until now, I had assumed that that war was based on religious conflict.
But today's talks and stories with Lars, who argued with each other beforehand, showed that divine discourse is not just a religious organization.
Question because I get it.
Why did you need to wage war at that time?
Because religious obscenity is not enough for divine discourse to take.
Islam only took the form of religion, in fact a group that runs to save the world.
That's all I ask, it does sound religious, but I wouldn't pray to God and wait for salvation.
On his own feet, he's moving toward solving the problem.
I don't see why that divine discourse tries to let down the power of goddess.
'Cause what's wrong with religious warfare is that it's muddy.
Rather, it should be the development you want for the Divine Word religion, which wants to prolong the battle and raise many fighters who can fight to death.
Yet, in that war, the Word of God was clearly acting to depress the power of Goddess.
As for divine discourse, it should be more convenient to have some power in Goddess.
I didn't mean to let you down a little bit.
I can be so sure because Mr. Ariel said that at the time he helped me, clarity and divine speech were willing to crush Goddess.
I think that all that affirmation meant that there was just so much ground.
I remember that because Mr. Ariel said about that war, "the currents of a world I can't help".
Then, it's important to know what to do next.
I was a baby at the time, and I couldn't do anything.
The next time the same thing happened, Ms Ariel said it might be important to resist or give up.
And I answered.
Fight, he said.
Since then, I have become much stronger in my status.
I'm on this occasion, enough to be confident that I can piece anything but your husband and Lars without any problems.
Depending on the Pope's reply, I don't know what will happen.
"Goddesshood believes in goddesses. It contains a truth that should not be known to the general public. To crush it, crush every goddess. And, well, even the upper echelons who are not in this place of divine discourse would think,"
I blinked unexpectedly at the Pope's words.
My parents were murdered for that reason, and the momentum shriveled.
"It was one of the purposes, but the essence lies elsewhere"
The sharp Pope's words pop into his ears, as if he were to be poked with shriveled emotions.
The weight put in that voice startles me with an impression.
"We, the Goddesses, decided to assume after the death of the Goddess and crush the Goddess in advance."
Zowah, my spine bubbles.
The weight of the Pope's readiness.
And I can feel it from next door, slight anger.
I felt both of them, and I lost my word.
"If we keep this up, it's imperative that the goddess shred her body and replenish her MA energy. In that case, it will be obvious to whoever sees that you have not been able to support the system until now and continue to save this world. If so, the life expectancy of the goddess is small. And after the death of the goddess, there will be a black dragon in the cauldron."
Lars looks at your husband's face hastily.
Your husband ignores Lars' reaction like that and keeps looking at the Pope.
With those closed eyes, but seriously.
"If the Black Dragon becomes the human pillar of the system, the voice of the divine word we utter will of course change from that of the Goddess to that of the Black Dragon. At that time, divine discourse will be very rough. We have to be ready for that. To connectedly announce that God has replaced"
The doctrine that divine discourse makes the system message the voice of God and lets work hard to hear that voice.
If that voice of God suddenly changes, it can rock the backbone of divine discourse, it becomes a great event.
How will your disbelief in divine discourse sprout?
It's understandable to be prepared for that.
But what does that have to do with destroying goddess?
"You really need it to minimize confusion. Announcing the fact that the goddess is gone from this world. So the goddess of that goddess had to decline."
The Pope continued.
I will lose the energy to live.