Kumo Desu ga, Nani ka?
S32 Born Again
The air in the room after the young leaves left was nothing more than the worst.
I guess Kudo usually sums us all up, but I'm flattered by Young Leaf's statement that we can't go back to Earth.
I don't know how life goes in here.
However, from the atmosphere so far, I can predict that Kudo will be at the centre and that he has managed to do something about it.
The heart of the central figure is about to break.
In an unseen and uneasy situation ahead, the fact that the central figure to rely on was sinking seemed to cast an extra heavy shadow on everyone's mind.
I want to go back to Japan.
I'm sure that's something everyone thought about once if they were reincarnated.
I've thought that many times, too.
Civilizations in this world were not comparable to those in Japan, and there were many inconveniences.
Most importantly, I want to see my dead family.
And it makes me think.
I wish I could go back to Japan.
Even I thought I was in a privileged situation, the prince of a great country.
Everyone but me should have had more intense thoughts.
Kudo's condition tells the truth about it.
Imprisoned in this elf, living a life without liberty at all.
Maybe it's natural for everyone like that to want to go back to Japan.
"Snow."
Breaking the silence, Mr. Lacquara called a grasshopper tied with a low voice.
Mr. Lacquara calls the grasshopper thing a sino, and recalls using it for parsley a lot.
but a voice that makes you even feel hostile, unlike the familiar call of that time.
"Hey, what?
"Is there really no way back to Japan?
To the inquiry, Kudo raised his face as if he hacked.
"Isn't that strange about the attitude of the guys just now? You're definitely hiding something, aren't you? Besides, if you really didn't have a way back, you wouldn't be fussing about it in the first place."
The gaze of everyone who was on the spot concentrates on the grass room in the words of Mr. Lacquara, full of certainty.
Kusama looked disgusted with it, as he was frightened by the sword curtain of all of them, and the ogi tied together.
"I don't know! I don't know! Seriously! I really don't know anything!
Kusama excuses himself desperately.
It doesn't look like you're lying from how it looks.
But you couldn't give up a glimmer of hope, Kudo ran over to the grass room, grabbed its shoulder and rocked it.
"Hey, let me know if you know something! Please!"
"I really don't know! If I can go home, go home and read the rest of the comic!
Grasshopper declares he wants to go back to Japan for no good reason, but the tone is true.
It feels more like Kudo's impending force than for the reason that he wants to go home.
"Take it easy, Commissioner. You say you don't know Kusama. Let's just chill out, shall we?
Tagawa gently pulls Kudo away from Kusama, as he should.
"You wouldn't know because you were out there! How we've lived here! I was just having fun and adventure with myself. For you!
I can't think of Mr. Kudo I know, cursing his voice rough.
"Ahhh?
But that seemed to have touched the Tagawa backscales.
"Fun and adventure? All my parents and brothers have been killed and bloody reflexes have been there for their enemies and they keep fighting, saying it's a fun adventure!?
Not good!
"Tagawa! Keep it down!
I rushed straight to Tagawa and strangled my feathers from behind.
Because if I didn't, I would have had the momentum to beat Mr. Kudo.
At some point, Kusama, who got out of the rope, is also out front to protect Kudo.
"Ah..."
Behind the grasshopper, Kudo was intimidated by Tagawa and walked in with a blue face.
I'm sure the complexion wasn't just intimidated.
"... bad. There was blood on my head. It's all right now. Let go of me."
Breathing disturbed by anger, Tagawa seemed to have regained his composure.
I believe that word and untie the arm that was strangled with wings.
Tagawa glanced at Kudo and turned back his heel silently, walking up the stairs and out of the room.
"Ah...... Sorry......"
Kudo mouths words of apology toward the small, no longer present Tagawa.
I don't even get up sitting on the floor, I get sick of it as it is.
Its body trembled and I heard a sobbing voice.
Also, heavy air fills up.
Just now, I think Kudo is bad.
I didn't know either, because I didn't know that Tagawa kept fighting in such a situation, and I was insensitive enough to touch it.
Kudo wasn't the only one who was shocked by Tagawa's words, as were the boys who had spoken of things they admired for adventure.
Even though I didn't know, Kudo is bad for inadvertently touching Tagawa's scales.
That said, I don't feel like blaming you.
"Which was better or doesn't make sense to talk like that,"
Unexpectedly, the words Kyoya had just said were leaked out of her mouth.
I rebelled against the words that followed then, but maybe this part is right.
To each one of us, we've gone our separate ways.
There's a separate ordeal there, naturally.
I can't help but be proud of my misfortune.
Whatever happens, you can't change the past.
We must look to the future, not to the past.
"Chairman of the Commission. We're dead again."
We died once and were reborn into this world.
The past remains the same.
"He's dead. We're here now, even if we had memories of previous lives, we're not the same. I'm reborn. I'm unusual."
The chairman of the committee turns his sobbing face over here.
That gaze contains confusion and slight frustration about what you're saying that you just figured out.
"Even if we could go back to Japan, we'd be alone and we'd have nowhere to go."
The chairman of the committee was breathtaking.
Even the Chairman of the Commission should have known by his head.
I just don't want to admit it.
Our appearance does not resemble that of a previous life.
Some of them have even changed their gender, like Katia.
No longer, someone else.
Even if I go to Japan like this, I have no place to go back.
We're already inhabitants of this world.
"Let's think about what's coming. What do you want to do? What to do."
I'm telling you, I wonder what I can do.
What the hell am I supposed to do now?
- Redemption.
I felt like the sound of the curse echoing all the time in my head had grown louder.
When I feel weak, my consciousness is about to drag me down.
- Redemption.
Shut up!
What do you call redemption?
I said, what the hell did we do?
"Shun?"
You feel my anomaly, Katia calls out worried.
"Nothing. It's just, I've been thinking about what to do."
I'm not lying.
In fact, I have no idea what to do now.
Sometimes a lot of things hang around and I can't think together with a gutter in my head.
However, it may be a firm expression that we are more on the way than that.
So far, I've been acting on my own.
But did it make sense once there?
Brother Julius died, his father was killed before my eyes, Sue was made to kill his father at the hands of Hugo, and the kingdom fell.
He said he came all the way inside this elf to stop Hugo, but I ended up falling unable to do anything, and the phrase Hugo ended up being heard used by the Young Leaves.
Where I don't know anything about it, there's a huge stream going up.
Until now, my actions are going to move of my own free will, and I actually feel like I was just swallowed up by that huge stream.
What the hell should I do?
In the first place, can you do something about those young leaves?
I feel I can, but I don't.
Because earlier, I could only crawl through the floor unnecessarily, without being able to resist a lot.
- Redemption.
Shake your head, get rid of your weakness and curse.
Doing so won't make the curse go off.
Still, I just have to pretend I can't hear you.
"Shun. Are you sure you're okay? You look pale."
"Oh. They're not in the book yet. Hey, I'm gonna go back to my room and rest. So let's cool our heads a little and figure out what we're going to do in the future."
That's what I'm worried about. I give Katia back, and she moves her legs back to her room.
The answer now, wouldn't it have been weird?
The curse is making me so emotional.
It would have been easier to interact with Kyoya.
Even Kyoya would have had a situation, get emotional and slap your opinions.
Next time, we'll discuss it properly by ourselves.
The opportunity did not come.
The world moves faster than I think, without even thinking about it.
As if everything rolls to the worse and the worse.