Kuraki Kyuuden no Shisha no Ou

Lesson 3: Blood Sucking Impulse ②

Even the power that was just fading declined as if rolling down the ramp.

That rate was much faster than I expected from the last ten days of state change. Perhaps the blood of the centipede taken into the body was completely depleted.

Vampires' physical abilities are extrahuman. So, I'm still able to walk through the night or so, but it would reveal a difference from before if it were a full-scale fight.

If he fights me right after he sucks Cenri's blood, he'll be knocked down instantly.

The number of mouths decreased. My consciousness was blurred. Anyway, I'm hungry.

I take more than enough meals, but for vampires, meals still seem incomplete to make them an alternative to bloodsucking.

Blood sucking impulses resemble hunger and are not like hunger. My body gets hot and my consciousness gets blurred. It's as if your soul is burning, and every time something happens, your gaze turns to what Cenri did.

After that, Cenri never hung an obvious invitation.

But that dull silver glowing hair, spotless white skin, somewhere worrisome purple eyes are insanely loving to me now.

If it is lust and appetite that are satisfied by the blood suction impulse, I guess the emotions that I have in Cenri right now are a combination of those two things.

Fiction, non-fiction, there is little such thing as a 'good vampire'.

Whether you eat meat, water, or drank up the blood of a beast, the dryness that will never be filled and the power that gradually falls out must be why you are turning vampires into horrible monsters.

Exactly, a 'curse'. The feeling of nearing extinction was unbearable even to me, having tasted something similar once in my life.

I could have asked Cenri to divide the blood a little bit.

But it was half mean. I don't know how to gain full width confidence in a centimeter. The only thing I could do was to stretch my time.

The first thing I stopped doing was talking. I kept my conversation with Cenri to a minimum and resisted dryness without healing just by burying it in my thoughts.

I was used to solitude. I had as much to think about.

How will we survive in the future? How to gain trust from Cenri. How do I gain the power to resist external enemies quickly? How do you acquire the ability to hide in a shadow that you can't yet use by skipping the Dead Ghost Mutant Destination - Dark Stalker? How much time do I have before I next mutate? [M] And how do I get a collaborator?

Vampires can't cross flowing water. It does not extinguish, but on water, the body is powerless and says it will lose its special abilities altogether.

So vampires rarely show up on islands, and developed big cities often have artificial rivers around them. We need to think properly about the stronghold within the present, where its influence is still contained by lower vampires.

It is also difficult to talk about collaborators who will be mandatory to work in human society.

I have no side. [M] But I don't trust Cenri's people any more.

There are only two possibilities - two.

One was a 'carcass carry' hack who was an extra horrible load of collaborators than a tiny lower vampire like me.

Maybe he could help me. I've been familiar with it twice. Probably the most likely.

However, a hack with an illegal undead deal is inherently the enemy of Senli Silvis, and even if he could clear it, he's a merchant. Lord was supplying him with supplies because he was giving him what he deserved, and I can't reward him enough for the risk.

And this is the biggest problem in the first place, but I don't know where he is. Maybe he's in the city of Engay, but he's not even going to sneak up there. It is also possible that they have already been caught.

And the second possibility - it's my home in my lifetime.

Small, but my house was a junior nobleman with a title. That's why I was invaded by an odd disease. I didn't die soon and was regularly treated, but I would have enough wealth to feed the undead and the Knight of the End.

The problem is, I don't know what my family thought of me when they were asleep.

I just move my legs like a machine while buried in endless thoughts.

The only legacy of the Lord that was not taken by the Knights of the End because it was rolling on the ground...... The Black Jade, "The Light Eater (Brad Ruler)" was helpful.

A firm, heavy beast can crack the cranium of an attacking carnivore with minimal movement.

If you don't use special abilities, they are extremely slight, but reduce the loss of power.

Occasionally, a beast came upon me that I missed due to my lack of attention, but Cenri is a more skilled warrior than I am. There is no problem.

And over the course of nearly two weeks, we safely passed through the depressed woods.

And by then, my blood-sucking impulses were limitless.

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Anxiety and hunger make me a monster. My body was as if it were not my body.

Ahead through the woods - it was a meadow with nothing to see to the horizon that was spreading in front of me.

Shake your head off, shake off your hot thoughts, and narrow your eyes.

Compared to the forest, nothing blocks the sun. I prayed something would change if we went through the woods, but things don't look very good.

In the sky I saw a shredded moon about a quarter. The size of the moon was shrinking day by day. That's one of the reasons I'm still impulsive. [M]

Vampires become most powerful at full moon.

Vampires say they often hunt on full moon nights. Greater strength means higher emotions, and stronger blood sucking impulses, I guess.

I don't know. I don't know what to do.

Looking at a meadow with little obstacle, it seems like I can't help but be small.

"End, you're going to die."

Unexpectedly, it tells us that the remnants of the remnants are unproductive.

I wasn't surprised by the sudden appearance of the shadow either. I already didn't have enough room. [M]

When did you show up, the mirage of a frightened lord looked down at me.

He probably is completely hallucinogenic because he doesn't seem to notice the centipede standing behind him either.

"Your power is decreasing indefinitely. How dare you stand the urge? '

"Ugh, come on..."

'Waste of resistance. You're a ghost, you have to sip blood to live. You don't seem to realize why I kept the female slave on my side'

"? End...... okay?

It's not like I don't want to sip. I don't sip blood because of my weakness. [M]

I haven't trusted Cenri since I got here. Technically, I don't trust myself with Cenri.

It was necessary to exercise caution. Maybe it's my bad habit not to take action until the situation is deadly.

"Vampires are stronger than they are if they breathe blood. End, the woman there is the finest blood. If you breathe all the blood well, you can climb to unlimited heights as a lower vampire. You run, you fight, you can do anything. '

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"Later, you can dive somewhere and sip the blood of the unlucky who stumbled through nearby. Your enemies have only a few enemies that could kill you.

Certainly that is a useful option.

There is a question as to whether Cenri will allow my outrage to suck up blood, but it could work depending on how I do it.

But then it's nothing to do with just a vampire. And just a vampire is destined to be destroyed for sure sooner or later.

There is some way to survive with this enemy everywhere.

Probably could have worked that way if I had loaded. Lord has knowledge and experience, as well as necromancy. Perhaps there's also a handout. But I don't have it.

'Amazing will, vessel. I didn't know that my will could not erode, even if I endured solar punishment, withstood the blood-sucking urge, and even half a life...'

Lord's frigid eyes look at me. He whispers to me. The voice and appearance are surprisingly clear in the illusion.

"End, accept me. My soul is in you - put me on the table. If we do, we can break this crisis easily."

It's a devil's whisper. Is this really an illusion, or is Horos Carmen's consciousness still in me, as Lord put it?

Either way, my answer is one. Get lost.

I can live alone. [M]

"End... you look terrible, and once... you should go back to the woods. It's time to dawn at night. Walking outside is... should start tomorrow"

"Oh............... ok. Oh...... I know. You don't have to tell me, I know!

Answer Cenri's words, almost reflexively, without thinking. Soon, Lord's illusion was gone.

He gets his hands pulled, scolds the fluttering flesh and follows.

"... I'm sorry, I can't let you out right now..."

Secondly, I hear a small Cenri apology. But I didn't care about that. I couldn't even afford to understand the content.

The silver hair in front of me is shaking. Bloody white fingertips are touching my hand. There was a sign of a water field just before I went out into the woods. I would be willing to go back that far.

Perhaps I have bloody eyes now. [M]

"End, eat. I sipped blood once. You don't have a choice. You, the monster, don't have a future that doesn't make enemies."

I don't see him, but Lord's words echo in my head.

Hold your head with your left hand. But the urge doesn't subside at all.

No... it's the limit now. I'll kill her like this. [M]

When I breathed small, I stuck my fangs in the meat in front of me at my own initiative.