Something has bothered me lately.
Leaving aside Nica and Shed and all that, there are other things that bother me.
Initially, when I became a civilian and came to the current town outside the castle, there was talk of the breaking of my Royal Highness's engagement, and then a few days later, Lili's electric romantic engagement was announced, and I was in a good mood for it.
What is it, but I often hear rumors these days that His Royal Highness and his fiancée are unfriendly.
Until then if I say it's just a rumor, but it's disturbing to hear such a story out there for a month. If you listen to rumors about why it's happening even if it's not pelican, this is not the best way to get the guidelines. There was nothing specific about it, but there was something empty going on between us in the social world, and the conversation between us seemed to be shattering, and somehow it came from the aristocracy and finally reached me as a civilian living on the edge of the castle town. Based on the rumors, I don't know the extent, but it's hard to believe it's a lie.
... um, I guess it's not a very good trend as a country. I can't help but say that I can't stand a door in a man's mouth, but when it comes to spreading this easily, is someone's conspiracy or my lord and royal majesty diminishing...
Now, is this a matter for the two of us, or is it somewhat me involved?
But in Ladillo, when the heroine chose another attack target, it was just for convenience that His Royal Highness and Liliana were tied together, and they would talk to each other in circles. Therefore, the fact that my engagement was broken doesn't affect me that much.... and I think.
Cut off my dreams of becoming a civilian, cut off because I was born a nobleman, even if I don't have romantic feelings. If I could have chosen the route of other offensive characters. I'm sure everyone would have been happiest.
But I wanted to be a civilian. I really wanted to be a civilian. That's why I've been working so hard.
If it's hard to be a civilian, it's sweet. But I don't like being able to decide all my life in the house where I was born and choose my freedom. I can't accept the responsibility pressed for not choosing it myself. It would have been different if it was at least one of those things I wanted to use that status to protect, but I can't float anything worth it. Even though I have found my way to happiness early on the road beside it, not on the laid rail, I don't think I should look for the happiness I might find on the rail.
If I hadn't had any memories yet, if I had a period of purity and assumed that only my parents and those around me were everything in the world, the story would have been different. But I know that the future will come before I run away.
I can't be so kind as to be self-sacrificing like a saint prince.
My lord and Lili, if that's just the difference between you and me at Ladillo like heroine.
I just have trouble getting Lili to expose that lie, even if I'm wrong. Me and Lili are a series of trustees.
Though it was hard to think about, all you can do right now is do nothing directly to me. I can't believe Frank, Lili. The Innocee family at home. Visit the school and we'll talk! What a stupid statement you can't possibly make. Lili, from your perspective, it just looks like you're here to retaliate.
For that reason, while walking in line to my house with Nica, who came to pick me up at the bakery today, I decided to ask only a flurry indirectly about the rumors. Nica might know something because she's in close proximity to the two people in the vortex.
"How is Master Liliana doing?
After I put it in my mouth, I thought it might sound like a rather disgusting question given my position. I really want you to be well.
I keep talking about appearances rushing to correct them with a gentle smile.
"I know how hard it is to be your fiancée… I think that if you suddenly become your fiancée, you will have more difficulty than I have gradually gained experience since childhood."
... No. I've turned my head and thought about some streets of advocacy speech, Lili, but no matter how I correct it, it's disgusting enough to say more than I have my position. Whatever I say, it's stuffed. Is there a lifetime zero chance that Lili and I can make up?
Yes, I am unknowingly depressed, but the skin on the sophisticated side of my body will not leak out today. As far as childhood in this world is concerned, the cat-bearing technique that has actually been cultivated since the previous life is not Dada. I polished it further for my goal of becoming a civilian, so now this is the best stunt for me to have no complaints about. Yeah, it's a stunt I can't brag about at all and I can't tell people. I know.
Nica opens her mouth without worrying about my inner depression.
"Physically, you'll be fine, probably"
That was a terrible answer when Nica answered me back without hesitation.
In short, even the flesh is probably, isn't the spirit well? I'm worried too much. This is not the case if you're definitely asking me to get along with His Highness.
It would be one stone and two birds if I could somehow guide Nica here and get her to turn to Lili's support and get away from me too... I guess I can't. I'm not a genius. I don't get around to it that much.
Nica lowered her eyebrows to see if there was anything to think about my silence.
"I have a little sympathy for Miss Liliana lately, too. There's no way she could have stood around like Fee. Still, I appreciate the attitude of not giving up... but it's only a matter of time before it crumbles."
Wait a minute. Nica's guess is that Lili will crumble in the near future?!
Wait, wait! That could be hard for Lili right now to stand around on a par with me, who has been letting me learn in my fiancée's shoes since childhood. There are things like the formation of new connections and the first fine behavior that I know of when I'm in that position. But isn't that what hard work and time solve? Hey?
Come on... I want Nica to help me. I was also supported by Nica, who was somewhat accustomed to being royal in childhood. There's no excuse I can't be here, but I have to do something to suggest that Liliana has a future.
"Liliana is an excellent person at first, so if you're as good as me at standing around and being the queen of the future, you can catch up with her a little bit."
……
That, instead of agreeing, no reaction? Do you hate Lili so much?
... Well no. Let's fold it up with facts like this.
"Master Nica would know, wouldn't she? Until a while ago, I was awe-inspiring, Lady Perfect Rose, but most of my actual abilities weren't particularly good at a little above average, were they?
Yes, after I worked so hard to be above average, I wore cats and made them look good and counterfeit. Until recently, I had only come to relax the nobleman and his fiancée. This is because I didn't plan on being in either position and didn't have to be real. The name Lady Rose refers to a beautiful floral mannequin for me.
If I had the time to make the stakeout real, I would have liked to study civilians who would have lived forever.
Nica would have seen the extent to which I actually could because she was a genius and was still somewhat awkward to wear my cat as a child.... see if you just blew yourself up.
"You knew that, didn't you, Nica?
"... oh, yeah. That's right, but wait a minute."
I'm glad I got the consent that I don't seem to be leaving for the time being, but why was I suddenly stationary like that in such a hurry? You agree, don't you? So this is not the end of the topic per se? So even Lili has a future and I want to develop a story. Is there anything that bothers you right now?
To sum up my question, Master Nica silenced it with a serious face.
And after about a minute, I suddenly opened my eyes as if I had noticed something very serious.
Whoa, what's wrong?
"- No way, it's an incredible story for Russia... Phee... are you really unconscious about that...?
No, I'm sorry that you're saying this as if it were an announcement of a serious new fact, but first of all, where is it? I'm not aware of where Nica is. I don't know based on the story I was telling before that, and I want you to stop saying it in the abstract.
When I tilted my neck vaguely with such a complaint, Lady Nica turned to the truth. I get unexpectedly anxious.
So, what is it? I haven't understood a single situation since just now. Don't take it personally. Tell me. Unlike Master Nica, I'm not a genius, so you have to tell me, right?!
"I... apparently made a terrible mistake."
"Ha... what do you mean?
I just know this kind of abstract self. Conversations like this are pretty frustrating on the side of being. Say spa.
In such a way as to ignore the wishes within me, Lady Nica was silent to think again.
... Yeah, it's something you can get and not say spa, right? I know.
"... Sorry, but I can't teach you. If Phee is really unconscious about it and makes a mistake… it's more convenient"
Besides, he didn't tell me in the end. He came to show off a certain pattern.
Wasn't it Nica who was mistaken? Is that me? I don't know what that means anymore. Stop self-completing. This is why the genius character is.
Such a chunk of dissatisfaction. I wrap my mouth around Oblate.
"It's about me, and you really won't tell me?
"Yeah, sorry."
Lady Nica has apologized with a sunny smile. My face hasn't completely apologized, but what do you mean?
"I was going to tell Nica if I could help her because Liliana has endless possibilities ahead of me..."
"... right, I guess there's something more to Miss Liliana than Phee guesses. Let's take a look at her and get rid of Phee's bias."
I got a little annoyed by the lack of understanding of the meaning, and the house was already close and to be honest at the end, I was surprised the other way around to get just a light and color-loving reply.
It's hard for me to think that I asked you, but why are you so positive now just now...? I'm also concerned about the level of trust you have in me, but the fact that Nica and I were both mistaken and the reversal of that idea, are you involved...?
You could have heard the reply I wanted to hear, but why do I have to feel so disturbed... I knew Nica was a disturbing molecule in my civilian life, no matter how sweet she was, so I hope she leaves somehow... I tried to persuade him to come to see the civilian population before this, but he was familiar with the children, interacted with the people, researched the market, and was rounded up with some fine mouth... Huh.
You two guards behind Nica, why don't you do your job without the air?