About enough, in a slightly narrow carriage, both Nica and I were naturally shaken silently by the carriage without opening our mouths. Although this time may be different from the actual time that has elapsed just because I was feeling long or short.
But I can't keep doing this awkward but fine sleeping, gentle time where nothing changes forever. I never cut out my mind.
"…… do you think Nica has the means by which I can ask the King to commute my sentence?
I wasn't willing to ask you directly what you knew or what you were going to do.
Judge for yourself from a fraction of the truth between stories that deviate slightly from the core. Nora and Nana realized that it would be better if someone didn't dance after this.
"I have to say that Phee's voice is too weak in her current position and position, and it's difficult."
"Yes… I understand."
There is no reason why such sweet and gentle things are normal for a civilian to sue His Majesty directly and have him reduce his punishment objectively and correctly rather than unjustly.
Instead, if His Majesty handed down a verdict not to put to death anyone who might have kidnapped or possibly killed the next queen, everyone in the country who knows the case would taste His Majesty as a foolish king who is too sweet.
"But since my engagement was broken and I was forgiven by the house, if I wanted to, I wouldn't be able to return to my former position."
With this, Leo will be able to establish himself as the fourth faction in the current three-ways succession war.
Many have been thrown away instead of becoming civilians. Now I have to save Shed and Evan myself like that.
Yes, I can't just care about Master Nica. I need to explore Nica and at the same time decide how to negotiate with Her Majesty exactly as I said.
"Let me suggest the easiest and most effective way to make your voice stronger."
I was intrigued and turned to Nica, who had never looked at me before but turned to me. At close range because of the narrowness of the carriage, Nica and I meet each other in the eye.
For a moment, I stopped thinking. And Nica opens her mouth to chase me like that.
"You can marry me."
To the exact words, the proposal, I forgot my thoughts and put blood up my head.
"…… What? Huh?"
... Oh, calm down, calm down. I was experienced in love in my previous life. It's all right.
Or, yeah, this is the one with no feelings or anything at all right now. As the word goes, it's just a suggestion of means. The pale way of putting it is above all evidence.
I took a deep breath and calmly circled my head.
"Yeah, yeah, right. Sure enough, I'll be part of the royal family even if I'm not the next queen. The right to speak will be greater. Mr. Seth is next, Nica, and it's not a good idea to hear from someone who doesn't know what's going on.... but isn't this story not beneficial to Nica?
I don't even think that royal and civilian marriages will be allowed, even though I don't know how much Nica is willing to inherit the throne in the first place. Besides, even if Nica has a strong voice because of her royalty, if she is opposed to the other dukes, ministers, and no other king, it will be until then.
When I broke my engagement with Seth, I fully affirmed my sins, so there must be no one in the nobility who doesn't know my scandal.
Instead of being foreshadowed as the easiest, this story is not too realistic.
"You seriously think that you're not worth all that much?
To a serious voice, accidentally stuck in words.
My acting skills will certainly work everywhere. I've missed a lot of things before, but that also happened because I was planning everything on my own, and I didn't believe anyone, and I was deceiving everyone. As long as you follow me around, Lady Rose's rhythm and discourse have as much use for diplomacy and home affairs in people.
As a royal wife, I could be a card that I could use.
But as I thought earlier, the disadvantages are too great. Seems like you should marry more other nobles then.
"Even now, Fee doesn't understand exactly how sweet his self-analysis is or how it affects his surroundings. Nevertheless, let's skip the explanation here. So what if those disadvantages are almost non-existent and marriage is formed without anyone's opposition?
Disadvantages almost non-existent...?
Explore the firmest coming situation that will happen. My glory as Lady Rose remains within the aristocracy and my consciousness that I am a sinner is faint among the aristocrats, and the kings and ministers have also made Nica's marriage to me a good one. What if it's like a dream story like that?
If so, what about me? I marry Nica…? I…….
"... Nica, is that okay?
Is it okay for Nica herself to marry me in the first place? Even though it was presented as an effective means because of the situation, the story is too abrupt.
I looked Nica in the eye as I peered.
"I... I don't know, Nica since we broke up and reunited once today doesn't look like the usual you. I'm not telling the royal family to have a romantic marriage, but is the means of marriage really your will?
It might be too sweet to ask this directly. But I can't suspect Nica in the end. 'Cause all the time, he's the one I've seen since I was a kid. It wasn't until we met again at the Mansion today that things went wrong. That's for sure.
It is more natural to assume that someone…… for example, Elle has instigated something than to say that Suddenly Lady Nica has changed.
But Nica looked straight back at me.
"Yeah, my will."
I can't even see a single shade of emotion in my clear ice-blue eyes, and I have to figure out that's the truth.
That's why I think it has changed too much to say that it is conveniently moved while the person has not noticed it either. Nica should be moving consciously.
Yet my eyes, cultivated by experience, say that it is Nica's sincere will to marry me. Until just now, I do have feelings for Nica's words, which were pale.
"You've always been special in me since I first met Fi, who was engaged to Seth."
I saw Nica in the words. Because that's not like a game. In Redilo, it should have been around the school admissions game prologue that Nica began to give special attention to the main character.
"Fee, like Seth, has one big shining talent, unlike me, who is just clever. I didn't know what it was at the time, but I admired you for it. And I wanted you to be queen and support Seth."
I feel weird being admired by a genius who can do anything.
But that means Nica's eyes were different because I was me. Apparently, from the outset, even without realizing it, I was on a different path than the main character in the game. Oh, really, it's a world where you can't believe you were playing games.
"I love my country. Seth and Fee's marriage was supposed to be for the good of the country above all else. So... how many times have I unconsciously followed you with my eyes and never stopped smiling sparingly like an adult, watching you smile real rarely makes me feel like I'm being grabbed by my heart, pretending not to notice"
I almost forgot to breathe.
If this was the same dialogue as the game, I would have stayed calm. If I wasn't confident in my discernment and didn't know I meant this, I would have kept my peace thinking in a corner of my mind that I might be trying to fool you.
"But Seth and Fee broke up their engagement. There's no reason for me to stop now."
Lady Nica looks me in the eye. Her eyes were gentle, but she had a strong fever.
"I've always loved you. Honestly, I don't care about anything else if I can marry you. So I just want you to take this hand."
Master Nika offers her hand at me.
I felt the real feeling. From the lit eyes of love, I couldn't get out of my sight. My heart is annoying. Hot and hot. Purely, it makes me want to take my hand.
But, but wait, I have to calm down. At this time, I'm sure Nica would have done something to say that.
……
If there is an act, what is it?
If you want to save Shed and Evan, taking this hand is the best solution.
Besides, I... myself, because it's always been about Nica...
Same as Nica.
I've been turning away. I've been fooling myself.
When I realize it, I say Nica, the royal family - because if I say anything, it contradicts the days I want. I can't reconcile it.
But if this happens again, it won't work. No more lousy deception.
It's ridiculous to let the sun reflect on your silver hair and turn away from you because it's dazzling. My hair doesn't reflect so much, and I was just forced to create an excuse to divert my attention.
I thought you were like my brother. What a lie. Because when I first met Nica, he wasn't seen that way because he was ten years younger than himself in his previous life. But I was forced to switch it to brotherly and sisterly love for the emotions I would be born as I went through my days.
He was popular in the game, so I'm not the type to care. It's just a complaint to make an excuse for favoring Nica.
Lili and I were jealous of the way she made sense without words, and I was happy and relieved when I saw her, and I had never really been able to drive her back to see me, and I sweetened her to an excuse for being weak... In retrospect, it's something that I didn't even delude at all.
I've always liked Nica.
"I... am, too..."
But I have to beat my fate.
If I don't, I won't be able to get past my brother until the end.
... No.
I know. It's over with my brother. I'm talking about a previous life. It's just a trauma that has stuck to my heart again because it's a past I can't repaint anymore, which I still drag on my own, every time I remember something.
I mean, after all, it's a matter of heart, so there's nothing wrong with fate or with civilians, even if it doesn't come true. You don't have to do that, but if I turn around, that's it.
I have people I care about right now. I'm glad my brother isn't in this world. Vengeance is a heavy burden on me, and if that man had been there, he would have been the biggest again in this world for me, for better or worse.
... Isn't that enough?
He's offering me a hand to marry someone who likes me.
Besides, even if you're no longer a civilian, this is no longer a scenario... can't you say it's destiny?
'Cause I'm not going to be queen. There's no way I'm going back to my old position. Even if you can't be a civilian.
Besides, this act is my will. That's to help Shed and Evan, my own redemption, and my choice because I like Nica.
It's okay. I'm sure if you take this hand, I'll be happy. I like Nica, so I've always liked her, I'm sure.
"Fee...?
So let's get our hands on it quickly. Lady Nika is waiting.
If I take my hand here, it's a happy ending.
Let's take a hand.
Hands...
My hands...
……
Shivering hands don't come forward.
I don't want to get it out.
"I... I don't care about my brother, my scenario, my destiny. … I don't care anymore."
Admitting that I had been forced to make decisions and deceive myself, I understood my mind for the first time exactly what it really felt like.
When I did, I could say I didn't care. From the bottom of my heart.
I'm sure this is the moment for me to truly distinguish myself from my previous life.
"But I want to be a civilian"
There is only one hope that eventually arrived. That was all.
It is an inconsiderable and retarded conclusion of mine. Even though that doesn't necessarily reward me. Even though Shed and Evan might not be able to help. Even though someone you like is telling me to marry you.
Still, this was the last thing I wanted to protect. Living as a civilian is because those days people had too much fun in the world.
So I can't take that hand. Just a little more, because I want to fight it on my own, even if it's evil.