Learn Martial Arts
It's hard.
Deep wounds, especially neck wounds. Slowly slowing down, but still pushing it by hand is enough. I feel bad that my cervical bone is rattling. Just now, I was really close to death. It's death. I've been through it to get bored at the monastery, but I've never been so close to death.
I was only close. I didn't die. Baek Hyun is clearly alive.
‘You see a lot of paranect ducks. ’
Baek Hyun grabbed hold of his neck tightly. Blood, of course, is hot, but now it's much hotter than usual, and my hands feel as hot as Dale's. It's probably because of the mood. I have a terrible idea filling my head, so I hope it's not.
“... I...”
Gummuhee opens his lips with a dark eye and then repeatedly closes. I don't remember who I was trying to answer the question about.
They stood up to each other like that. Baek Hyun casts his throat with his hands. The wound is still biting. The wound on the neck was strangely late for regeneration. Because it's that lethal. I wish it were a little late to take my throat out. I wouldn't have cut it in half, I would have cut it off.
Gummu.
I think of the dance that drove Baek Hyun to death. I was so impatient that I didn't see it right. But it must have been an admiration. A sword spread with two swords resembled the hand of a woman wearing a cloth rod.
Uza doesn't use a sword. But he was definitely a checkup. Even when moving the bare hand that did not hold the sword, his hand followed a sharp sword.
Uza, a boy soldier who had never held a sword once in his life or dealt with the general's sexuality, learned the sword from a sword obtained from the Black Hills. Teaching Woo peace of mind is also a sword.
But the Clown Wand is not a skill learned from the Swordsman. Uza made a thousand rods of duty because of the guilt of not being able to stop his wife who was manipulated by the Sword. Even if you can't win, it's an absolute failure. Such a fanatical obsession led Wu to create a thousand rods of obligation.
The name of the martyr is also a seal of obligation in honor of the lost wife.
Uza said his wife's sword was beautiful. She swung her sword like she was dancing, and it was finished without a chance to dig, and her star was also called the Thousand Wand.
Taught Uzah the sword, but Uzah made a thousand wands for his wife. The sword of a cloth rod spread by hand is taken from the sword of his wife.
Why I thought gummuhee's sword was a report dance. Why I thought of Uzza, who was spreading the rod of cloth from it.
“... I am me. ”
After a long silence, gummuhee murmurs. She stares at Baek Hyun with her thin trembling eyes. I've heard that before. Baek Hyun slapped his hand around his neck. Now the wound is healed.
“Yes.”
I nod my head to see if it sticks. I felt a little flattered, but my neck was definitely stuck.
“I'm sick. That's for sure. But I'm not asking to hear that obvious answer. Who the hell are you? Gummuhee, I know. That's your myth. ”
Gummuhee chewed his lower lip. I didn't want to hear more.
“Who were you before you got that myth? Why did you come to Abyss? Before you came to Abyss, where were you? ”
I don't know
The memory before Abyss remains a huge blank. I didn't even try to be conscious of the past until I fell into delusion. I only unconditionally coveted the source of chaos without knowing why.
“... I don't know. And I don't think that's important. ”
Gummuhee replied in a trembling voice.
“I'm black and white, and that's enough. I'm not even curious anymore. ”
“Don't you think you want to know because you don't know? You're reluctant to know what the past should be. ”
“I don't think so. ”
“I know you. ”
It's a small voice like muttering. Gummuhee stares at Baek Hyun with a scratched shoulder.
“Even if I've never met you in person, I... know you. No, I don't really know if it's you. ”
If that's the case.
“Honestly, I want you to be different from what I know. ”
Why did this happen?
“Don't tell me. ”
The sound of his voice stopped Baek Hyun from saying what he wanted to say.
“If you hope not, don't tell me in the first place. I don't want to hear from you. Don't focus on knowing me. ”
Gummuhee raises his hands as he speaks. The sword in your hand twirls and aims the tip of the sword at Baek Hyun.
“You wanted to kill me. I don't want to know why the murder was blunt. If you don't want to kill me, keep doing it. My murder wasn't dull, unlike yours. ”
I spit so hard to get rid of the unknown emotions. I was young enough to live by the sword, as I proved him.
Even with the intense slaughter of gummuhee in front of him. Baek Hyun stood before Uduckerny.
“A thousand rods of duty.”
Baek Hyun's mouth opened.
The gummuhee's feet stopped as they were reaching.
“You must have seen it before. The ‘strange' technique I use. That's a thousand obligatory rods. Unlike you, who cut off the flow you see through your mind, the wand of cloth completely interferes with the flow. Cut, crush, spill. I learned this from Wu. ”
“Stop...”
“Uzza was one of the greatest people I've ever met. The cloth rod he taught me...”
“Stop it.”
“You're a lump of contradiction. ”
Baek Hyun frowns and spits. I kept my mouth shut for the word 'contradiction’.
“If you want to stop me from talking, come and kill me. Cut my throat with that sword. You can do it, right? Oh, yeah. I have to admit, right now, I can never beat you. ”
That was certain. Gummuhee, who used to play swordsmanship, was an opponent who could never win as Baek Hyun now. No matter how much you expect falsehood immortality, you end up dead. The results do not change.
What if he used murder?
I will be able to kill gummuhee. And Baek Hyun dies.
‘I'm about to die. ’
The problem is this. Baek Hyun couldn't kill Gummuhee.
“If you really don't want to hear it, you can come and kill me. When you said the killing wasn't blurred, why aren't you doing anything right now? ”
“That's...”
“Uza made a cloth wand for his dead wife. ”
I didn't listen to Gummuhee. Baek Hyun stares at her and spits out quickly.
“Why is my murder so dull? That's because you look so much like Woman's wand. I don't think that makes any sense, but please don't. The sword you tried to kill me was too similar to Uza's wand of cloth. ”
I don't want to hear it.
That's true. Gummuhee didn't want to know about his past. I'm afraid that as I only know the past, I will become a completely different person. Then swing the sword as Baek Hyun said. I can end it all with it.
It was a contradiction. I don't want to hear it. I want to kill it. I want to hear it. Murder remains, but my body doesn't move. One body seemed to have a different me than me. I'm the only one who wonders about the past, me. No, I'm not.
Are these two over?
Which one am I to kill?
“You really don't know anything? ”
The sword you erect will not move. I was still emitting black cyan silver in the flesh. The forearm muscles appear to be trembling as if convulsing. I don't think I want to swing the sword right now.
But the face is clean.
It's like cutting off his head and sticking it to another one. It's unnatural enough to feel that way. Is that the head that controls the body that wants to swing the sword right now?
‘Emotions are playing separately. ’
Unlike the body, it is a face that will only cry. Chopped lips and convulsing cheeks. Frowny eyelashes. Frowny eyelashes.
‘What a lie. ’
But my eyes are cold. Unlike the body or face, gummuhee's eyes do not flutter. I can't even read emotions. Feels bad, like everybody said. An eye reminiscent of cold metal without warmth. Its metal would be a sharp and light sword.
I felt awkward. The body doesn't want to jump. I don't want to wield a sword faithful to feelings and murders that I don't want to hear.
I hesitate. Though I don't think I want to hear it, I want to hear it as if I'm tempted by the whispers. The twinkling body seemed like a child who couldn't help it.
Only that eye.
“Who are you? ”
Ask me a few more questions.
“Thousand Obligations Wand? Gummuhee? ”
I look into the eyes of a slender gummuhee. Look at that eye with only unilateral emotions.
“Swordsman?”
We have to kill him.
That deep emotion became a clear commotion in my head. The body that hesitated contained an unknown power. Gummuhee gasps, swallows his breath, and quickly empowers his arm. It's a little late. The arms are already moving, wielding the sword.
“... why don't you avoid it? ”
Gummuhee asked in an incomprehensible voice. Baek Hyun was bleeding from his neck. He raises his hand and touches his neck. I played it all I could, but it was redrawn. But it was a much less painful wound than before. It's just that my skin is very thin.
“Because you stopped him. ”
“... didn't stop him. I swung my sword. ”
“I tried to stop him. ”
Baek Hyun sighed a long sigh. Gummuhee was still not answering Baek Hyun's question. Gummuhee looks down at his trembling hands. I still hear the voice of having to kill in my head. gummuhee chews her lower lip and lowers her hand. A trembling hand flinches. I seemed to yearn to swing the sword further.
“... ”
The sword has disappeared from the hands of gummuhee. She takes a few steps back and shakes her head.
“You're just saying things I don't know. ”
“Yes.”
“... I've come to slash the deception, but it's worse. I thought if I killed you, I wouldn't have to feel this anymore...”
Gummuhee laughed forcefully.
“It must be too late. ”
I wish I hadn't thought about it from the beginning.
“I... am not a wand of cloth. We don't even know what the Sword is. As I said before, I am gummuhee. ”
Same answer as before. But Baek Hyun didn't fight back. What was the subject, that answer was proving.
“But I... I don't think I want to kill you. ”
Gummuhee lowers his head and looks at the sea. I know the sea, but I've never seen it. Am I now? It was me who thought this world was beautiful, not Abyss.
“I don't like that. ”
The name of Uzara. I thought I shed tears while dancing, but I didn't cry. But that feeling was undoubtedly real. The feelings I felt when I heard about the Thousand Obligations Wand were also real. Is that me, too?
“... I really hate it. ”
“Wait...”
“It's going to be hard to find this time. ”
Gummuhee laughs. It must have been Gummuhee who made that laugh.
Baek Hyun hurriedly jumped, but it was faster for him to move. The blade soars behind her back as she retreats. The blade cuts off the flow of this space, and gummuhee's body is swallowed through the open gap. It seemed like the world was swallowing her up. Baek Hyun stopped without going any further. A weathered sea breeze passed over Baek Hyun.
I didn't see gummuhee disappear. It was just what she said.
“This isn't... hard to find. ”
Unlike in Huangcheon, it left no flow. I didn't see gummuhee anywhere in this open sky. She vanishes like a rainbow in front of her eyes.
"What are we supposed to do about this? ’
I wish I'd fought instead of asking.
Even if you can't win, you think you're an unconditional enemy and you fight. If so, he would have used assassination immediately when he was driven to the brink of death. Even if Baek Hyun were to die, he could have killed Gummuhee instead.
If she were a swordsman, Baek Hyun wouldn't have hesitated.
But gummuhee is not a sword.
“... it's too hard for me. ”
Fight, win or lose. Live... die. It was easy and familiar to Baek Hyun.
It was difficult because I was unfamiliar with this feeling.
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