Legend of the Great Saint
Chapter 1575: For the Forgetfulness of Memory
In the silent ruins of his return, Li Qingshan foresaw this “malice”. He understood his nature, his stubbornness, his arrogance, and, once he lost the constraints of the demonic body, most of it became more ferocious.
He has never understood himself this way.
In his native land, his thinking skills became extraordinary and reached incredible proportions.
For large amounts of information in memory, normal people can only observe waves and fluctuations above sea level by floating projections. Only when thinking deeply about something can they go deeper below sea level, insight into some memories, and inevitably have limitations.
This limitation protects humanity from mental breakdown. If you look at an apple landing, just think of gravity —— countless formulas and laws —— and all the contents of several books come out at the same time, and your brain explodes in a bang.
So the human mind is more like a flashlight, constantly illuminated in the darkness, and then a whole set of pictures is barely assembled with obscure residues, which are inevitably filled with plenty of brain complements. The more obscure and distant the memories, the more hypocritical the distortion.
Those beautiful childhoods, those past histories, are constantly tampered with by a desire to sink in the darkness forever.
And this flashlight, it's always the hardest to see itself, and the so-called "know yourself” becomes almost impossible, a highly unpredictable philosophical proposition.
The tortoise, however, does not have such a limitation, which in itself is like a big light bulb. Although the range of illumination is equally limited, it has only unknown darkness and no hypocritical reality. And look back at yourself anytime, anywhere, bright and clear.
Instead of what is commonly referred to as “high intelligence," or being able to perform massive computational analysis like a supercomputer in a short period of time, it is another very different cognitive method.
Synchronized, non-sequential, systematic and comprehensive understanding of issues.
The moment you see an Apple landing, you don't need to translate it into cumbersome words or numbers to directly construct a gravitational model structure in the Sea of Knowledge that also contains its own meaning.
When Li Qingshan learns all about himself and takes care of the entire ocean of memory, every detail is seen: desire, destruction, fear, weakness... the reason behind every emotion, the motivation under every decision, knows everything.
On this basis, without any prophecy, a simple conclusion can be drawn:
If “I" returns from hell, he will certainly be judged, and if he is judged to be a “traitor”, he will be destroyed at all costs, as if he were an incarnation against the Gods of the Shaitan, even if he were to be returned.
There is no room for compromise, only “self-betrayal” is intolerable, and “I” is likely to possess this ability to destroy him.
The loss of the Sun God was a loss to him, amounting to the loss of a change, a decline in overall power, a further step away from the Six Heavenly Robberies.
But the opposite is true for "I", disengaging from the shackles of the demon's body, and as an ordinary human practitioner, only one step away from six holy robberies.
Once the ferry succeeded, it was a fairy, and a fairy who knew all his secrets, with the same tenacious will to fight.
And no one will be able to help him by then, and he must fight alone.
Today, he also has to admit that he is truly a “monster” with a strong instinct for self-destruction.
But then what? He's not going to greet anyone, even that man himself.
The winner is strong and the winner is strong. Overcoming oneself and destroying oneself is the fate of the strong.
If we truly deviate from each other and embark on a different path, there will be only one war. Use survival and destruction to make a verdict and see who's on the right path.
Yes, only “self-betrayal” is intolerable.
When the decision was made calmly and indifferently, the matter was left behind. That was not what he was meant to know.
Everything presupposes that he can get out of the ruins, otherwise nothing will happen.
The glowing light, the rounds gradually diminishing, this kind of thinking is very energy-consuming and tiresome.
Unlike the void, the ruins, instead of losing power, can easily draw infinite power from the ruins, enough to sustain him in the ruins forever.
But the power of return is not a pure resource, it contains a great deal of information, the will of the original spirit turtle will accelerate the assimilation of his will.
Once assimilation had begun, it would be irreversible and, to some extent, he would still fall asleep and would be the result of his own initiative.
It's hard to get back and forth!
But when he was self-aware, he had found a solution. Or that's what he really wants.
During more than two decades of closed reading in the Sky Book Building, he realized that the Turtle had become two kinds of genius.
It's called "Absolute Will”, nothing surprising, but it completely solidifies his self-consciousness and protects him from all demons.
“Absolute will” is to protect his spirit if “Turtle Xuan Armor” and "Return to Light" are to protect his flesh. Unexpectedly, the word "shrugged turtle” was carried out to the end.
Unfortunately, this god is completely useless in the ruins, because this is the home of the tortoise, and the will of the original tortoise is the true “absolute will”.
Even pureblooded tortoises must accept assimilation. As a fake tortoise, using the genius of a tortoise at will will accelerate assimilation.
In short, assimilation is inevitable, no matter what he does. Dropstones, like, change everything from one drop to another.
It was because he did not confine himself to this, but comprehensively examined the genius of the tortoise and found a solution.
He first created a mirror split with "Mirror Flower Moon” and then began a full self-awareness, backing up all memory messages, solidifying them with "absolute will” and storing them in this mirror split.
It makes him look like a soul trick, and the phantom of a turtle is attached to him and tends to move.
Then he began to absorb the power of the ruins, restoring power while embracing assimilation.
Once the subject was about to fall asleep, he immediately activated the mirror split, merged with his dignity, awakened his spirit with “absolute will”, rewoven his consciousness with the memory of a lifetime, and created a new mirror split.
By cycling the process, he can avoid being assimilated and constantly returning to his place of origin.
Although, in fact, it has been assimilated countless times.
Relative to the "absolute will” of the mirror split, all changes in this dignity became the so-called "demons of the heart”, after collision with each other, crushed by repression, and then started over...
This is the only way he can think of to avoid being assimilated to the ruins.
Of course, the cycle could not last forever, which he had anticipated before the first cycle began.
Every time you repress the Demon of Heart, your memory loses part of the collision and is completely destroyed, unable to be backed up, unable to be recovered, and lost forever.
Depending on the depth of memory, it will initially be the most irrelevant memory, maybe a third-rate novel I've ever seen, maybe a joke I've ever told.
Over the past two decades in the Sky Book Tower, he has accumulated enough memories to “sacrifice”.
But if he continues to do so, he will have fewer and fewer memories, gradually touching the most important memories at his core.
He must find the prisoner to return to the ruins before he loses all his memory, otherwise he will forget everything, including Brother Niu, including Xiao An, including himself...