Let Me Be Reborn
558. Gujarati18
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If you want to know if you really like someone, you can leave them with a different reason. If you feel hot, shortness of breath, and uncontrollable anger, you like that person.
That's exactly how I reacted when I saw myself with a stranger.
I felt instantly paralyzed by the tremendous betrayal.
Are you dating someone who doesn't have a conscience? ’
[Maybe he's just a friend along the way. Calm down.]
Calm down, what? I'm not mad. ’
[You're being very loud right now. The adrenaline is oversecreted.]
‘It's just that it's hard to get on the subway. ’
I tried to reach Jung Yin, but there was no gap in the subway. The distance to the tune is less than 8 meters, with almost 50 people in between.
‘Damn. It's crowded. We should at least send them a message.’
Lee Do-hoon: What are you doing? Is it a school?
I left a message and looked into the response. Jung Ming checked his texts and touched his phone. Seeing him from afar, I felt like I was a stalker.
Six-note: I'm on my way home.
‘· · · Home? ’
Miss Yin Yin's house was in the opposite direction.]
The back of your head freezes. It starts to creep up from your neck, as if you've been hit by a large occipital.
"Jeongyeon lied to me? ’
[Hmm, that's definitely suspicious. This can't be right.]
With betrayal and disappointment, I suddenly lost all my strength. You can use your skills to open a window or listen to the sound of your heart when you're close, but you can't go any further on the subway. I sent the message again, wondering if the tune had misunderstood the direction.
Lee Dou Hoon: Are you with a friend? Can I talk to him?
I examined her reaction again.
I thought if you two had a clear relationship, you'd get in touch with me. After checking his phone, he looks embarrassed and leaves a reply.
Six Minutes: No, that's not it. I can't seem to get to the phone right now because I'm on the subway.
I'm losing it again.
The tune had already lied to me twice for a short moment.
One said he was going home, but he actually took the subway in the opposite direction, and the other said he was alone with a man.
I was so angry.
I was furious that my conscience was deceiving me, not anyone else. This is treason.
[That's strange. Why would Ms. Jung Yin lie to her master?]
‘That's what I'm wondering now. ’
If it had been a woman as windy as Juju, she would have understood. But it was shocked that I was deceived by my innate and consistent feelings, not by anyone else.
It's like opening Pandora's Box that should never be opened. I feel fighting. The fiery fury is too hot now to be cold.
Suddenly, I remembered the moment of separation from the heartbeat.
Noona, are you...? No.
What the hell was Jung Ming trying to say to me back then?
At that time, I was distracted and gave it to him lightly, but I thought maybe he was trying to tell me that he had another man. Suddenly, I felt dizzy in my head. The betrayal of my beloved tune left me paralyzed. Literally shattered into pieces.
When the subway stops, Jung Ming steps down with the man to the station. I also got off at the other entrance. I wanted to go after him right away, but I felt that way.
‘But what can I ask Jung Yin for? ’
Officially, Jung Ming and I have nothing going on.
It's not officially a secret affair.
It was purely because of my selfishness that I set up the relationship. He led a healthy relationship between achievement and mission when a lover is born.
Suddenly, my steps became heavy. A distance from the tinnitus occurred. I was stunned in front of a distant looking man to think of what I would be angry about in the great joint. Meanwhile, the two of them were naturally ascending to the ground on an escalator.
[My Lord, will you continue to stand still?]
I was hesitant, or Rossi said.
I revealed an honest heart.
What are we gonna say? ’
Yes?
‘No, you're right. I can't even ask if you were having an affair when you weren't dating. I'm not proud either. ’
[Ahh · · ·.]
Actually, that was more of a problem.
Do I really think I'm in a position to say that I'm in love with another man? I even had sex with another woman on the day I met Jung Yin.
Today, I broke up with Jung Yin and had sex in the classroom with Kang Min-joo. If you ask me who I can blame, I have to shake my head. No matter how hard I try, this is nothing.
I'm standing frozen, frozen, and Jung Yin wakes up again.
Six-Tone: I'll call you later to get off the subway.
As soon as I saw the text, there was fire in my eyes again.
Obviously, I saw him get off the subway with the man, so I couldn't bear the anger any more. I ran through the crowd like a madman.
‘Rosie.'
[Yes, Master]
‘Hidden Items, NOW! ’
[A kind of hiding identity · · ·. Yes, sir.]
The tip of the escalator shows the back of the tone.
I said I'd dress up nice today, and that's why I wanted to go out with another man.
I'm tearing up because I'm devastated.
[This item is called the 'Unidentified Hat’. The moment you put on your hat, you create an illusion that you don't have to get within three meters of your family. The price is · · ·.]
‘Send it.’
[Yep.]
Item price was not important I had to go after Jung Ming right away. After a while, you feel a lumpy foreign body in your trouser pockets. When I took my hand out, I came out with a crude cap hat, commonly called a military hat. You chased the tune, wearing a hat and keeping your distance.
[But what are you going to do?]
‘I don't know. We'll just have to see. I need to find out why you lied to me. ’
Jung Yin was smiling with joy all the time because of what it was so pleasant to have a conversation with a stranger. I wanted to run like hell right away, but I struggled to suppress my anger. I need to know how close it is.
Two people entered a shopping mall connected by the subway and went to a store selling men's casual clothing. I stood far away and looked at her and clenched my fist.
‘· · · Same as before. ’
What?
"Remember the day you bought me clothes during my practice? ’
[Yes, Ms. Jung bought me your lab coat.]
‘I guess Jung Yin used to be the type to buy things from men. ’
There is such a woman.
A woman who spreads anything to a man she likes.
Maybe the tune was the same way. It's not because I think of myself in particular, it's because I'm the type of person I fall in love with. Suddenly, I wanted to rip off the suit that was hanging on the house. If you can give it to anyone, you can't just give it away.
[Owner, but not too neat · · ·.]
"What?"
[Yang Yang, even though she lied, shouldn't you at least listen to her?]
If a woman lies to another man while meeting him, that's the obvious reason, isn't it? ’
[You think too highly of your master. I know how you feel, but first you have to listen to Yin Yang.]
‘Never mind. I wish I'd seen it. ’
I have a trauma about betrayal.
I was born for my wife.
So when I was reborn, I tried not to give affection to anyone. But the person who betrayed me the most betrayed me again.
Fingernails were digging into his fist. I eventually turned my back on the feeling of losing someone.
* * *
Six Minutes: Changwoo, do you have some time after school today?
Park Chan-woo: Uh, why?
Six Minutes: I'm going to buy a man's outfit · ·. Because it's a long, favela size. I don't know how to design.
Park Chan-woo: Do you want to buy this brother a present?
Six: Yeah, my brother doesn't have any summer clothes.
Park Chan-woo: Huh? Why aren't you wearing any summer clothes?
Six Minutes: Well, I guess I got rid of all my summer clothes while I was in the army.
Park Chan-woo: Ah, the military. It could be. Okay, no one else, and I'm asking you to give me a minute.
After class, Jungwoo and Chang met and headed to the shopping mall on the subway. It was almost time for work, so it was particularly complicated in the subway today.
“Men must be really hard. I have to buy new clothes when I go to the army. ”
“I want to go to the army soon. ”
“Why?”
“There's only men there. Haha!”
“Ugh, hey! Don't fuck with me like that. ”
Chan came out in front of Jung Yin and occasionally blew a gay drip. He smiles in a grouchy tone, and suddenly a message comes to him.
Lee Do-hoon: What are you doing? Is it a school?
Suddenly, I was embarrassed by the sudden contact.
What happened to you? If I go to buy clothes, I'm sure I'll dry them. · · ’
Having said that there was only one Van Arm Tea, I had no choice but to lie in my heart about trying to buy a gift.
Six-note: I'm on my way home.
Lee Dou Hoon: Are you with a friend? Can I talk to him?
A phone call? If they find out you're shopping, they won't answer. ’
6: No, I don't think so, but I'm having trouble talking to you because I'm on the subway.
Changwoo, who was next to me, asked me to leave a letter with a serious expression.
“Who is he? ”
“Yes.”
“Oh, you said you couldn't get in touch. ”
“You've been busy with your practice lately. ”
“Really?"
“Take good care of her. ”
Jeong Yin lied about Chan Woo's fear. I couldn't say that I was feeling black because I hadn't heard from him all the time.
“You don't have to be so unilateral. Men don't care about the fish they caught. I'm a man, so listen to me. ”
“What did he say? You want to get in trouble? ”
“Oh, my God. Are you telling this to a friend who just cleared out his afternoon schedule and followed you there? ”
“You're the only one who can ask me about men's clothes. I'm not even close to another guy. ”
“Uh, here we are. Get off here and go straight to the mall. ”
When they arrived at the mall, they headed straight for the menswear store. Changwoo was very interested in gay or fashion, but he was very keen on the style and trend.
“This is the hottest brand these days. But do you have some money? ”
“Hmm · · · ·. It's tight. Haven't had an Albany yet. ”
“You poor thing. I don't have any money, so I just buy the food and spread it to my brother every day. ”
“You want me to keep talking? You think you can get your ass kicked? ”
“Whoa. Does he know you're this violent? ”
I stopped feeling like I was about to hit my arm with my fist.
It was because I felt like someone was looking at me.
Hmm?
You can see the man in the hat turning away as he looks back. I felt a tingle in the familiar silhouette.
‘He looks a lot like you. ’
However, I felt completely different even though I was wearing the same clothes as in the morning because of the item effects. At that time, Taun was wearing embarrassing tights on his body, but now I don't feel that way at all.
“Who is it? Anyone? ”
“Ugh, yeah. No, I must be mistaken. But he's tall like you, and he's a little tall. ”
“Muscles, right?"
“Yes.”
“I'd love to see it sometime. Muscular macho is my ideal type. ”
“Are you mad at me? Just stare at my brother. Very, just. ”
“What's the matter? I have eyes for people like us. You know what men like. ”
* * *
All of a sudden, all of a sudden, all of a sudden, I was annoyed by the lesson I was walking around flustered.
‘I feel terrible. I can't. I'm gonna go back and punch him in the face. ’
Yin Yang?
"Are you crazy? Why are you beating my heart? Of course I'm gonna fuck him up. ’
[Why don't you just listen to yourself? Maybe you misunderstood.]
"Misunderstanding"? Now what? It's just denial. ’
[I think you forgot, the owner has a fishing app.]
What's that? ’
[Fishery management app features a warning against opponents who have infiltrated the fishery.]
Oh, right. ’
[If Yin Yang is really having an affair, the function would be triggered.]
‘But that's what they do when they're dark-hearted. So just like the last time Seong-min did something nasty to his sister. ’
[Of course it is. And by the way, the fishery penetration alarm didn't go off, which means at least there's never been a sexual approach from the men's side.]
Is that so? ’
The lesson reminded me of the story I heard from Jeong Yin last time.
I have a gay friend.
Oh, my God, you're so hairy! ’
[What's the matter?]
‘Ah, why didn't I think of that? Jeong Yin has a gay friend. ’
Park Chan-woo.]
‘That's right. Somehow he was so damn handsome. He was gay.’
[But why would she lie to you? You can just say you're going to buy clothes with a friend.]
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