Let Me Be Reborn

* * *

Ringling waved to the music. It was the only time she felt alive. When I surrendered myself to the rhythm, I was able to forget painful memories for a moment.

Her life was a living hell.

The day after her period started, her parents sold themselves to a traveling coalition. Lingling had to leave the house and learn the circus from those who had never seen it.

The training was harsh. Practicing to blister your feet always comes back. An orphaned child and beggars were wandering the streets in a cramped camp. Food was always scarce, and I couldn't expect free time.

I've been doing that for years.

I feel like I'm walking through a long, invisible tunnel.

As she got older, she stood out. A lot of men drool in their mature bodies. As my heart became calloused and my butt became firmer, I often harassed my members.

Then one day, the director called Ringing separately to rest after the performance.

One of the guests who saw the performance liked him very much. The director offered to pay him a month's salary at a time if he spent the night with him.

Ringing, of course, refused. She had never been with a man. She was only 16 years old.

Then the captain slapped her on the cheek.

Don't you know how you bitches have been safe so far?

Lingling realized that it was only because of the director that she had kept her virginity safe. To protect a young woman? You're welcome. I just left her as a virgin to keep the best merchandise. For a vague customer who reveals only virgins.

Lingling finally realizes the harsh reality.

The fact that he was raised as a virgin of the Traveling Players and a prostitute who simultaneously sold herself to customers.

That day, Ringling was taken away by a reckless middle-aged pervert.

And I lost my virgin.

The rich man said.

The young one is famous. Will you live in my house instead of here?

Lingling accepted the rich man's offer. After all, if it was my destiny to sell myself to a man, I wanted to choose a place where I could at least live as a human being. At least the pervert looked rich.

So Ringling became a young bride at the age of 16.

She was the fourth wife of a wealthy man, the youngest of three concubines.

The rich man was very fond of the new ring. I like young women, and I found her in Newface for a long day.

I gave the tutor to her who was of natural quality.

It was the concubines who came in before the ring. She has been expertly practicing martial arts for three years.

Then one day, the rich man who enjoyed the green parade ended up dying of a heart attack. Even though it was a spy journal, life was like a lightning bolt in the dry sky for Lingling who lived forever.

After spending all these years waiting for her husband's inheritance, the headmistress threw him out without giving any money to the concubines. You said you were lucky not to report it in public. As if I would tolerate the honor of my dead husband.

At the age of 19, Ringing suddenly became economically independent, thinking about what to do and what to live for. But she dropped out of school, and the only thing she learned to do was dance.

Going into the current system with the opposite look.

She got a job at a funfair called KTV.

Less than half a year after she started working, she became an ace in a store. Even though she looked good, it was because of the rumors about the second round that made her shine exclusively.

The guests who spent the night with Ringing never forgot her again. I had never met a woman who had such delicious sex in my life. She made a lot of money, but mostly she had to endure an unreasonable life called Dudu, a peasant's ship.

Then one day.

A guest from Korea asked her after sleeping with Ringing one night. You said you were too young to rot in a place like this. Do you want to become a singer in Korea? You said you'd take responsibility and turn him into an idol.

Ringling felt another chance at life.

Most of the lives of the living are miserable.

It only works when you're young, but when you get older and your skin starts to sag, you may be stripped of your name and pushed behind you. You end your life as an old whore unless you ask me a favor and launder your identity.

Ringing who knew the pain of poverty well did not want to live such a life again.

Lingling accepted his proposal and finally got a chance to debut as Idol. Of course, he had to make regular payments to the producer who scouted him.

“Are you alone? ”

You break her mind and someone speaks from behind.

Turning his head, he was a clean looking young man. He rolled up his shirt to reveal the expensive watch on his wrist, looking like a typical lackey.

“What's the matter? ”

“Let's go out for a drink. ”

As Lingling laughs, someone pushes him in.

“Here's a group. ”

The man who got involved was first. An innocent college student who fell in love with Ringling after a hot kiss.

The man who tried to talk to Ringing retreated to the bitter eye first. First of all, I was as tall and big as a gym student. He looked very strong, especially because of his military haircut. He's actually good at fighting, pushing in front of men.

It was a priority that hardly ever happened.

“Oh, you've got company. ”

He rolls his tail back and looks at the man and asks.

“I'm thirsty. Do you want a break? ”

“Yes, Mr. Lingling. ”

Ringing moved first and to the table. Smiles and Jonghyun were also the only two to take a breath of air.

“It's just us, isn't it? ”

“Jonghyun went out to buy coffee with his cousin. I haven't seen him or anyone else. ”

“I see.”

Ringing picked up a beer bottle and gave it to him as if he didn't care.

“Have a drink. ”

“Yes, thank you. ”

First, I held the beer bottle upside down to see if I was happy to be left alone with Ringing. I thought it would look like a man if I drank like that.

Ring suddenly bites towards the first step of pouring beer down the throat.

“Do you want to sleep with me first? ”

“Phew!”

The embarrassing first burst of beer into the air.

“Bar, what did you just say? ”

His clothes were all wet, but he thought he'd heard it wrong and asked again.

“Do you want to sleep with me?" ”

“Oh, no, that's · · ·. ”

First of all, I couldn't wake up. Their opponent is Chinese, but he is extremely Idol ready. It was an attractive woman with a desirable body for any man.

He was naive and had no answer to Lingling's straightforward speech.

“I'm just · · · · ·. ”

“First of all, you're very naive. ”

Lingling looks first and smiles brightly. I chose a very revealing dentition when I laughed, first of all, I smiled without knowing it.

“Are you kidding me? ”

“No, I meant it. I don't like naive men. ”

Ringling turns around and walks out. First of all, I couldn't catch her with my eyes closed.

Wait, did I just pick that up? ’

First of all, the smile and Jonghyun from outside returned to their seats. Jonghyun asked the frozen first.

“Brother? What's the matter? Is something wrong? ”

“ · · · · · ·. ”

“First things first, bro? Are you okay?"

When Jonghyun grabbed my shoulder and waved, I barely regained my mind.

“Oh, no. Nothing.”

“Why are you alone? What about the others?”

“I don't know. I'll be out in a minute. ”

“Tongue, brother? ”

First of all, he suddenly ran out.

You can't let Mr. Lingling go like this! Maybe I'll never see you again. ’

Lingling clearly hated innocent people.

He regrets his actions later.

You should have told me you wanted to sleep honestly! I'm crazy. Maybe that's what you're talking about. ’

First, I ran out like a madman, pushing people to enter the club. I'm sure we can catch her just as soon as Ringing is gone.

“Mr. Lingling!"

The first one outside called Ring's name and wandered around in a frenzy. At that time, I saw Ringing getting into a taxi.

“Mr. Lingling, wait! ”

First she called her name, but Ringling didn't look back. First, I ran quickly and knocked on the trunk of the cab leaving.

Tang Tang

“Mr. Lingling, wait! Stop the car! Mr. Lingling!”

First of all, the taxi driver stopped the car as soon as it got dangerous.

Ringing heads out as the jewel's window lowers.

She said to first, with a distinctive, expressionless face.

“I'm tired, so I'm going to the lodge first. ”

“Mr. Lingling, I was wrong. ”

“What?”

“I want to! I want to sleep with Mr. Lingling! ”

Lingling glanced at the face first. The taxi driver holding the wheel looked at the drunk first like a madman.

“· · · Sorry, but I'm not interested in you first. Goodbye.”

The taxi left as Lingling raised the car window.

First, I saw a taxi getting away and cried.

“Ain't this one, too? What kind of answer do you want? ”

He sits on the floor muttering.

“Bo, show me your pussy and go. ”

He was so drunk, he had the worst experience of his life.

A taxi driver who had burned Ringling changed his appetite, stealing Ring's body with his eyes. It was a charming wife who could breathe just by looking at the dress attached to her body.

“Haha, I heard there are so many junkies in the club these days. They must be drugged. ”

“· · · Not like that. I just don't like being naive. ”

“Huh?"

“Sir, I'm tired, so I'm going to close my eyes. ”

“Oh, yes. Customer.”

The taxi driver shrugged his shoulders and headed to the destination, with Ringing's resolute attitude blocking the conversation.

Ringling closes his eyes and thinks.

‘I don't have a man in mind these days. ’

She remembers the men she met today one by one.

The first thing he showed a lot of interest in was a robust young man.

Before I drank, I felt clumsy, and after drinking, I started talking quite a lot. I didn't make a very big mistake, and I didn't behave badly.

So it was not good.

‘Tis ridiculous. Sex must be awkward. ’

She is young, but she has been through so many men. That's why I was able to roughly infer the sex history of the man. The first thing she saw was a rookie.

Jonghyun, the cousin of Smile, was not worth mentioning.

Jonghyun's cousin smiled arrogantly, and if he had a temper, Jonghyun was extremely against it. I couldn't get a good look at her, I couldn't get a good look at her.

I'm not a virgin. I'm a virgin. ’

Ringling thought of the last man left.

‘Lee Dou Hoon.’

As soon as Lingling saw the lesson, she realized.

He's as glamorous as he is in the past.

Like Aristocrats say, he recognizes a master, Ringling sensed that he was a very desirable man the moment he read his lesson's eyes.

Moreover, I thought he would be a tremendous energetic person based on his body type.

‘Ha · · ·. Would he be able to ease my indifference? ’

Lingling, who had mastered martial arts so dramatically, was no longer impressed with the dizzy man. Especially since I haven't been in a good relationship until now and met a man, I never really remember making love with someone I really liked.

Love free sex.

Relationships for sex only.

Ringling grew weary.

I struggled with a given fate, but life became increasingly harsh on me.

"When will I be happy?" ’

Tears shed from Ringing's closed eyes.

I just wanted to go back to my place and rest.

* * *

As soon as he went up, he didn't come back first, smiling and Jonghyun left the club to look for him first. Seven people came to the club for some reason, but very few were seen.

Jonghyun found a priority that was sitting on the news block.

The saggy shoulders look sad as if someone had been demolished.

“Brother!”

Jonghyun approached first and woke him up.

“Are you drunk? It's dangerous to sit here. ”

“· · · I have to go home. ”

“Brother? What happened? ”

“No. Nothing. It's just that I'm pathetic. ”

“Brother · · · · ·. ”

“Tell the others I'm sorry. By the way, Mr. Lingling went to the lodge first. ”

First of all, I left without a word in the taxi I was waiting for.

Jonghyun left first and returned to the smile.

“What's wrong with him? ”

“I don't know. I must be drunk. Faces don't talk. ”

“You should have had a proper drink. ”

“Mr. Lingling was staying at the lodge earlier. ”

“Even Lingling? These people, without saying a word! ”

Finally, he realized that he was left alone with his cousin at the club. The club was so crowded and chaotic, but there was no word for it and the horns were scattered.

“Ha. That's too much. What are you doing hanging out with me? ”

“I see. Where did he go again? ”

“First of all, you need to call Dean. I'll do it to Jehee's sister. ”

“Yes."

They called each other, but no one answered. An annoying smile told Jonghyun.

“Brother, I can't. Maybe I should go back to my place, too. I think they're gone. ”

“Yes. It's late. Let's go inside. ”

“Sorry. Last time I asked you to have fun before going to the army." I think coming to the club was an error. ”

“No, I had fun today. The army will write you a letter. ”

“Yes, brother. Be careful.”

“Yes, a smile. You, too.”

After the last two people broke up, the meeting was over. Of course, there were three men and women still in the hotel above the club.

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