Let Me Be Reborn

“What is all this? ”

I was impressed.

The only thing that cares about me is my heart.

Other girls also expressed interest in chatting at the time, but the woman who moved into this kind of behavior was also just heartfelt.

“Let's sit down. ”

“Yes.”

I got a spot on an empty bench. The streetlights were a nice place to warm up. When I unpacked the three-stage lunchbox, I saw a sandwich cut into a triangle at the top, a bacon horse with a toothpick under it, and in the last compartment, I saw the chunks of blue grapefruit and melon carved with a ball. The thermostat requires me to...

It contained my favourite drip coffee.

I was amazed by the spectacular visuals.

“Wow, did you prepare all this by yourself? ”

“Hehe, yes. You're not very good, but you enjoy it. ”

“Thank you, Jung Ming. I didn't do anything. ”

“I'm just happy that you're enjoying it. ”

A pretty tune made my words pretty.

Is there such a thing as an angel?

The sour and sweet taste of the beautifully prepared sandwich has been spiced. The tune looked at me with a nervous expression and carefully asked.

“Is it right for your taste? ”

“Yes, it's delicious. ”

“Good, because I was following the Internet. You said it's a popular Taiwanese sandwich. ”

“Oh, really? ”

When I looked closely, even the hard edges of the breadcrumbs were cut neatly. It was just ham and cream cheese so I couldn't eat it.

“Try this, too. ”

You stick out a bacon horse with a long toothpick that sticks like a skewer. On the outside of the crispy baked bacon was a combination of yellow mustard sauce and ketchup.

I put it in a mouthful and chewed the shit out of it.

It burst and tasted like a vegetable inside.

“Hmm? What's inside? ”

“I put the asparagus grill in. How about this?”

“It's good. It's really good. You're a good cook. ”

“Heh heh. It feels good to be praised by my brother. ”

“You can marry me now. ”

“Really?"

“Yes.”

I was so ashamed that I imagined something in my gut.

Her cheeks, red between the streetlights, were clear and transparent enough to see fluffy hair. I still wanted to bite her chubby cheeks.

‘This is really why I don't love the heart. ’

[You're a dedicated woman. But isn't Yin Yang taking the exam?]

"Arabic show"? ’

Come to think of it, we took the final exam together in first grade, of course.

Especially when the proportion of sophistication was high, it was not an exaggeration to study most subjects.

“That's right. What about your exam? ”

“Yes?”

I opened my eyes wide as if my heart was startled.

“Aren't you going to take the test next week? ”

“Well, right. ”

“But where is this rice time? ”

I scratched the back of my head because I was embarrassed.

“I can't study because my head is stupid. ”

“Huh? What do you mean? ”

When I spoke with a confident voice that I had always been self-conscious, I spoke up without even knowing it. Jung Yin replied with more reluctance, whether he thought it was to blame him or not.

“· · · You know, like a parasite. ”

“A parasite?”

I remembered.

Jeong Yin is actually a child who entered the country based on her history of running for national championship.

Worth all sectors in practice.

In theory, internal organs and aptitude are combined.

There was a rumor that he was about to fall, and he closed the door with an additional pass.

“· · I originally failed to study well. ”

He said with a shy tone.

How ashamed of where you have to confess your ugliness in front of a man you like.

I was suddenly angry at my indifference.

“No!”

“Yes, yes? It's not what?”

“I'm not studying with my head! ”

“Oh, yeah? ”

As I raised my voice, I was embarrassed and asked again.

“I'm doing it with my butt. ”

“Butt?”

The tone of sitting on the bench tilted his head as he twitched his butt to the left and to the right.

It's 100% white chili.

“No, what I'm saying is that anyone can do well if they're honest. ”

“But · · · ·. ”

I couldn't admit it.

The fact that it is so cute and adorable and athletic genius and even cooks well is absent.

Get out!

I can't believe I'm out of tune!

I answered with a deep voice.

“I never got 100 points in elementary school. It's always been subordinate since middle school. Other people think it's just exercise, but I've been secretly working hard. But I couldn't do it. ”

I disagreed with the tone.

“No.”

“Not what? ”

“The direction of the effort is wrong. ”

“Me? Me? ”

“Everyone can study well. Yeah, well, it's hard to beat a kid who's born. Just like you were born in the sport. ”

“I'm only good at sports. ”

“But if we try to go in the right direction, anyone can go in the middle. ”

“Before · · · ·. It won't work. ”

I just said that the tune couldn't go on.

Her symptoms were typical of learned helplessness.

Learning not to try leads to trauma.

All I could see was the lack of confidence just because I couldn't study that my head was bad. But I couldn't stand the thought of the woman I liked, the woman who cared so much about me, being mistreated.

Who am I?

Isn't he the one who used to wrinkle Daechi-dong?

The soul of the man who was called the God of study is burning toward the heart.

“Let's do it first. You don't want to study with me? ”

“Oh, no. I like it. I don't want to interrupt my studies because of me. ”

Oh, my god.

Jung Yin was thinking about me until that moment.

Well, I can see how much I care about myself by looking at the library lounge seats every day so I don't get in the way of one phone call. She endured it for me even if she wanted to be with me.

“No, I'm not interrupting anything. I actually started early and almost finished studying. ”

[My Lord, are you serious? I heard you read three times. I heard you're going to be a tower.]

"Dude, I don't know how you can just let it go. If I don't, I'm gonna get a good look at you. ’

[Huh. I also did not meet a woman during the exam. I knew this would happen.]

‘Of course, you'll get good grades. I'm gonna have to overdo it. ’

“Ha. I didn't bring anything to study now · · ·. ”

“What? You came to school and didn't bring a book? ”

“Yes · · ·. I'm not very good at studying in the library. If it's too quiet, I'll fall asleep. ”

Oh, my god.

Backchips and dive traits!

Perfect.

This pose is perfect.

In fact, if she looks like her, the rich and talented men will take care of her all the time. But I wanted to give her the experience of success. I didn't want to see my favorite tune writhing in the study. When and where

Stana always had to shine.

“This is not the time to eat. Let's go now.”

“Uh, where? ”

“To study.”

“Oh, no, that's · · ·. State, get ready. ”

“Prepare nothing. I can't even start studying while I'm preparing it. ”

I dragged the tune away.

To a cafe, not a motel.

* * *

During the exam period, there are also 10,000 won coffee shops near the university.

The two who barely took their place took out a practice sheet on the table.

“Tell me all about taking the exam. ”

“W, now? ”

“Yeah, I'll come up with a plan first. ”

He opened the training ground and made a plan.

Jung Yin called the subject one by one by one, searching the timetable of the phone to see if he couldn't remember well.

“Well, there are eight courses where you can take an English test. ”

“Yes, I think so. ”

Do you know where they're coming from? ”

“Well, that's far enough. ”

“Really?"

“Sorry, I almost gave up studying. ”

“You worked hard on your understanding of religious art with me, right? ”

“Oh, that? That's the best subject. ”

“I see. Is there anyone I can ask? ”

“Can I ask my friends I'm listening with? ”

“Uh, put it in Kato's room. This and this, and where does it usually come from? ”

He put aside his studies and helped me study for the test of conscience.

It was an act I couldn't understand even if I thought to myself, but I couldn't resist what my heart told me to do.

It was always a selfish lesson, but my conscience was as strong as mine.

Fortunately, our gym and freshman comrades showed a strong friendship and sent Jung Yin the test scope, student hints, and genealogy files.

Jung Yin couldn't help but be surprised by opening the photo files sent by her comrades.

“Wow! There's all this stuff? I had no idea.”

“I would have known better than you. ”

“Are you sure? But last year's test, where do you get one of these? You're good.”

“Usually an old professor sells everything at a copy shop nearby. The rest of the genealogy is usually passed on to the east and to close friends and relatives. ”

“But why did he give it to me? They would have been hard to find. · · ”

I tilted my head.

He knows why, but he doesn't say.

‘You're not conscious enough to compete with. I don't think I'll be able to eat it even if I throw in the genealogy. What a perception among motivators. I didn't take care of the tune too well. ’

He blames himself for this.

After school, she did her homework every day, bought gifts, and even though she was in the exam period, she was packing a lunch box for herself. I'm in love, so I have to study before and after.

He made a tight time schedule using his brilliant planning skills. However, I didn't have enough time in the first place, so I had to study the subject I saw in Walwa right away, and I had to go to the back.

“I can't. You need to go home now and bring something to study. We're running out of time. ”

“Oh, starting today? Can we start tomorrow? ”

“No. ”

“Ahh · · ·. Well, I'll be in a cab in no time. ”

“Yes. Then I'll get my things from the library and come back here. ”

“But, brother. It's okay if I really don't take the test. I shouldn't have done it anyway. I'm going to disappoint you. ”

“No. There's nothing in the world that shouldn't be. Don't worry, I'll give you a grade. ”

“Oh, yeah, yeah. ”

“And tell them I'll drive them home so they can study and come home late. ”

“Until what time? ”

“I'd love to get out of the library, but I can't study in a quiet place until the cafe is over. It'll be over by 12: 00. ”

“Yes, I'll be right back. ”

The two of them met again in half an hour.

The tune looked tired from the beginning.

Rather, the challenge of teaching the inferior students was only burning the lesson.

“Open the book. ”

“Yes, yes. ”

Jung Yin completed her first test.

"Oh my God, I don't have any notes. Is it true?"

Jung Yin's book was treated as A, even if she brought it to a secondhand bookstore. I even sliced the cover to make sure it had never been spread properly.

“Hmm. No more books. Let's study genealogically. ”

“Yes, yep. ”

In the last three years, he analyzed the contribution problem and gave an approximate direction.

“This professor is usually a problem maker in the last part. And the most important questions are descriptive. ”

“Well, I see. ”

“What is it? From now on, I'm going to take a page, so just focus on that part. Okay?”

“Yes!”

My heart responded vigorously.

‘Oh, I usually do half the studying by filming like this. ’

[What do you mean?]

‘College exams are more important than evaluating what you've learned. Someone has to be at the top and someone has to go down to the bottom. It's called a discrimination test. ’

[But?]

‘Then in the end, cutting the sugarcane comes from the little bits that everyone passes by. You have to read the whole book thoroughly to get it right. Are the details the difference between A + and A? ’

[Ha. As expected, you look like a genius when you come back to study. I've never seen anything like it.]

"I've been playing national since high school. I don't like studying with anyone. ’

The lesson of giving Jung Yin her homework was again immersed in her studies. I lost a lot of time, but I thought I could handle it.

‘I just need to sleep a little less. I want you to average the tune. ’

While he was studying, he could see his voice twitching from the front.

"Huh?

When he looked up, his eyes were half-closed and his head was spinning. It was called a UFO turn.

Sleep in 30 minutes since we started? ’

The senseless doctrine stared at the heart with fierce eyes.

I was furious when I woke up and stole the saliva from my mouth.

“Khh, I'm not sleepy! ”

“· · Can't concentrate well? ”

“Well, I don't know what you mean. I'm sorry, my brother took the time to tell me. I guess that's all I got. ”

The tune began to be merciful again.

He sighs deeply and shifts to sit next to Jung Yin.

“No, I was wrong. I think you just need to get your mouth shut. ”

“Ah, ah. ”

“Watch this. This is the only part to memorize. ”

He tapes something to memorize close to his side, and his conscious heart starts pounding like crazy. The body reacted to the body odor from the body of discipline without my knowledge.

‘Ahh · · ·. Smells good. ’

I still wasn't interested in studying.

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