Let Me Be Reborn

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After he left, Eun Joo reopened the product blueprints on the desk. But I couldn't concentrate on the aftermath of storm-like sex. After a brief distraction, the couch that was lying around with him seemed clear to me.

“Oh no, it doesn't matter. You don't have to. ”

Eun-suh, whose work was not in hand, decided to take a break for a while. Chat was the best at this time. Eun Joo, who had her phone, called her best friend.

“Youngmi. What are you doing? ”

Youngmi has been with her for a long time.

Eun-suh who had a narrow relationship tended to have a deep relationship with a small number of people, but Jinmi was the only friend who could confide in him.

What are you doing?

Young Mimi's job is a tax officer. But after having a baby a year ago, she took a parenting leave and lived as a full-time housewife at home.

But this girl, she's been busy lately. What's going on?

“What are we supposed to call each other about? I just walked because I was bored. ”

No, there's something there. Did you just walk in here? Who is it this time?

“No, that's not it. ”

Eun Joo smiled bitterly.

Eun Joo, who became a university professor at a young age, often came to stand. Her acquaintances let her legs go restlessly, thanks to the perception around her that she should marry as a child at least one year old, and the superior specs.

Or did you flirt with that doctor we went out with last time? Director of Plastic Surgery Gangnam.

“No, and I shut him down. I broke the phone.”

Whether it was dating or dating, the men who met Eun Joo all hung an after 100 for 100. The previous plastic surgeon had been sticking around like a stalker for two weeks, even though he made it clear he didn't like it.

A promising preacher who ate foreign water.

The intellectual appeal, contrary to the selfish body, lacked Eunju's stock price as Goldmith.

I thought about it for a while and asked.

Hey, did you see him again?

Obviously, I noticed it quickly after seeing my old friend.

You notice your friend's anxiety in an instant, as if through telepathy.

“· · · Yes. ”

Erik, you crazy bitch. I told you it was gonna be bad, right?

Youngmi naturally started talking. Especially for Eun Joo, my best friend, I was not hesitant.

Eun Joo only told her secret about the lesson once before. At that time, it was natural for the excitement of the young woman to be in a frenzy at the age of 23.

Seriously, this girl's still out of her mind. You told me you weren't old enough to play with fire. What are you trying to do?

The sweet-beloved youngster tears away Eunju. At that time, Eun Joo was taking his teachings seriously as a man. Young Mi-young gave practical advice at that time because she confessed to Eun-ju that she wanted to bring up her young husband.

We can't die right now. Do you know someone who's never been in a burning relationship? Besides, how nice is it to be young and handsome? You, but how many years do you think that's gonna last? Girl, you're 40 if you get sand tomorrow. You know you get old when you have a girl, right? A bridegroom who is under 30 later.

You think you can handle it if you get bored and start going out there?

Eun-joo became increasingly different in the realistic advice of his mother, Young-mi. He knew that the discipline was a good man and in particular, the quick-fire was inevitably good, but in the end he decided to accept the reality that he could not be.

Eun Joo replied to her with a bitter expression.

“It's not what you think. ”

Then what? If you thought you weren't, why did we meet again? You're so good at studying, you can't beat yourself up over men.

“I just, I just came by. ”

You don't even know her that well.

“Yes. I came to school to check on my grades. ”

Not again.

“Huh?"

· · You did, bitch. God, I can't live with myself. I told you you'd never hang up on me if I fucked you. Just pretend you're playing with fire. The last time you listened to me, why did you do it again?

Eun-suh didn't hate all the sweets that poured out. Although he spoke harshly, there was a lot of anxiety in his friend's path.

He was a best friend who was pouring gold when he got married. She was a friend who stayed by her side from her friends who were jealous that she was young and pretty and studied well, even when she was followed closely.

Eun Joo was not angry at all because she was such a nag. Rather, I was fortunate to hold on to myself that was shaking.

“It's just that · · · It's been a long time since I saw my face and suddenly I can't think of anything. ”

Gosh, I heard that already. Bitch, that's a disease.

“What kind of disease is that? ”

Have you ever been in a relationship? If I just hold your hand, you'll be flabby, right? Is that it?

“Hey, you be the mother of the child and be polite. ”

What if I'm wrong? The last time you said you were done with it, you didn't want it to collapse as soon as we met again, so...

“I didn't call first. I didn't even look. How am I supposed to stop him from coming to you first? ”

Maybe she likes you.

“Well · · · ·. ”

Honestly, you still look like a virgin. Her face was always pretty, her breasts were still tight.

“Hey, what are you doing? ”

I don't know if he's into you.

“Absolutely not. Like I said before, he's not into women. ”

Then why did he come to you? What did he say to you?

“Just · · · ·. Thank you for your grades. I came to say hello.”

Did you give him a good score? Eun Joo from all over the world? Oh my goodness.

“You did the right thing, but you gave it to me selflessly. She's good at studying. The final exam was also the only one with a high score among undergraduate students. ”

Hey, listen to what I have to say, mother. He's tall, he's handsome, he's good at studying. You said his dick was big.

“Phew, you really don't have to say anything. ”

You said it with your own mouth. I could never forget it. You said you'd never seen such a good boy before. The girl is really into it. Come to your senses, this is it. You'll never get married if you taste it. I keep thinking, do you think the others will kick in the castle?

“I don't want to get married. Even if I live unmarried, it doesn't matter who I am. ”

So what are we gonna do?

“Just. I decided to be cool. ”

Be cool?

“Yes, I said it out loud when I broke up with you today. You can have as many girlfriends as you want. ”

Really? Are you gonna be okay?

“I don't care. He's not my boyfriend at last. ”

And when we see each other again?

“What, if I want to? ”

You're the last sex partner. I tasted a little girl and she lost her mind completely.

“Hey, Ahn Young-mi. Don't say that. I'm not married yet, and I don't have anyone to meet. There's nothing on your conscience. ”

I'm sorry, that's not what I meant. I know you went to study abroad and you're free there. But this isn't it, right? She's twenty-three now. That's your pupil, too.

“What a disciple. Is this high school, or are you going to look among the teachers? He's an adult, and I'm an adult. That's enough judgment to go around. ”

What if she changes her mind and threatens you?

“Threats?”

Have you ever heard of grooming sexual assault when an old lady sneaks up on a young, naive boy? Can you handle that?

Eun Joo was surprised at the sharp point of the peasant, but immediately denied it.

“That's not who he is. ”

How do you know that? Do you know how people change their minds?

“Anyway, it's not like that. Just · · · trust my feelings. And even if it were, you wouldn't regret it. I'm sure of it. ”

That's crazy, man. Look at me.I told you, studying well is useless. What are you going to do when you're a kid and you're going to study abroad and get a professor? He's got a thing for little boys. Ugh, that smartass.

Eun Joo continued to talk to her best friend for a long time after that.

Just living.

Childcare stories, mimicking husbands, ongoing projects.

The story of the doctrine was not discussed twice, but after the call, Eun Joo felt clear about her feelings about the doctrine. I just confided in my friend, but my mind seemed to be straightforward.

Perhaps the conclusion was fixed from the beginning.

It's just a declaration of self-restraint, telling your best friend about your decision.

‘· · · Yes. That's how it's gonna be with him. That's just it. I like it better. ’

* * *

I felt a little empty on my way back from separation with Eunju.

‘Hmm. Am I out of my business too much? ’

[What's the matter, sir?]

‘No, it's been a long time since I've seen your face and had sex with you. Of course I went there to do that. ’

Are you saying you're sorry?]

‘Yes, I should have talked more and talked more. Eun Joo and I have a lot of conversations. ’

[Because she's the same age as the real owner?]

‘Not to my peer. ’

[After all, isn't he the youngest? except for the convenience store's main vanity.]

‘Yes, it is. But Eun Joo is a little like you. Something comforts me. ’

[Professor Hand has matured in character. Wasn't that the case with the vanity?]

‘It doesn't feel like Young-goon. The spirits actually felt more like aunts than sisters. They give me allowance every time I'm done. Maybe it's the relationship between the boss and Albanian. ’

What about Professor Hand?]

‘Like I said, she's like a big sister. I feel like I'll always be caring, caring, and spreading. ’

I think you mean "faggot."]

‘I see. I have to use it to eat it. I don't want anything from Eun Joo. I didn't ask you to watch your grades. ’

[After all, you've been a solid ally throughout your college life.]

‘That's it. That's it. The relationship with Eun Joo.’

[To be honest, it was really cool when we broke up. I was a little surprised.]

‘Yes, did you notice any change in your mind? You must have a lot on your plate. A university professor mixing with a college student. If last words change, men and women have nothing to say to each other. ’

[Eun Joo is smart, so she'll behave herself.]

‘I think so. ’

[Are you ready to take your place in the Democratic Ocean?]

‘Yes, I have to try to win a friendship. ’

I have identified democratic movements through fishery management apps. The app's anti-collision capability allowed it to locate more than a certain preference for its opponent.

International hotel? ’

Ho, a hotel?]

What do you want to play? Maybe it's a hotel lobby coffee shop. I usually stand in front of you, but I'm standing. ’

[Aha. Do you know where it is?]

‘Yes, not far from here. Fifteen minutes by car? Looks like they're here already. ’

[Then you'd better hurry.]

I rode to the hotel, a place facing democracy. I did not forget to disguise myself as a set of disguises and an unidentified hat in order to conceal my identity while I was on the move.

After the disguise, I looked at my face through the room mirror, and I saw a completely different person sitting in the driver's seat.

‘Every time I see this, I'm amazed. How can you be so naive? ’

[It's a product of the heavenly world. But do you need to wear a hat while disguising yourself? You wouldn't have noticed anyway.]

‘Just in case. It's always better to be prepared. ’

I parked my car in the hotel parking lot and entered the coffee shop on the first floor. I saw her sitting in the corner with a man ordering coffee in a bar and looking for democracy.

‘There he is.'

[Luckily, the back seat is empty.]

‘I need to sit as close as I can and listen to what you're saying. ’

I took my brochure and coffee from the hotel entrance and sat at a table marked for democracy. Pretending to sit in a chair, I saw the face of a lawyer, who looked cleaner than I thought. Especially the clean suit looked so good on me.

‘You look like shit. ’

[Isn't he objectively handsome?]

‘Cause it sucks. ’

[Are you jealous of your master?]

"Me?" That guy? The objectionable player Lee Dou-hoon? ’

What are you so excited about?]

Fuckin 'asshole. ’

Seeing a healthy impression for some reason, I felt angry. I didn't know it was more because the democracy sitting across from me was smiling.

"Oh my God, I told you to have a cup of tea and then you're chatting. ’

I sat in a chair pretending to read the brochure and overheard two people talking.

“· · · I want to study more deeply than being a teacher by hiring. ”

“I see! You're dreaming. You can even challenge the professor if you want to. ”

“It's not an easy road. Let's just try it. ”

“If my ex-girlfriend takes on such a challenge, I'm also willing to push her. I can make enough money. ”

"Where's the son of a bitch showing off his money? Son of a bitch hit me. ’

[State, master.]

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